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Post by jessie on Nov 17, 2013 23:28:09 GMT -6
Chapter 12
Emma finally fell asleep Carol sat beside her when the Phillip walked over touching her shoulder, and pointed to the door. Carol got up not knowing what was about to happen but she walked out of the room while he shut the door. Carol was silent when Phillip told her to go downstairs they needed to talk. Carol walked downstairs she walked into the kitchen, and he walked over to the kitchen table, and told her to sit. Carol sat down, and he walked over, and sat across from her as he just stared making Carol feel so uneasy but she had to stay calm.
"Carol what am I going to do with you"?
"You are going to do whatever you want to do so why are we doing this"?
"Do you want to die"?
"If you asked me yesterday I would say yes but today, I want to live mainly to keep that young lady upstairs safe"
"Why did the group throw you away Carol"?
"I made mistakes , I did something unforgiveable but I did it for the Group, but Rick felt I was a threat to the Group. I killed two of our own because they were sick, and about to turn, and I couldn't take my chances the rest of the Group got sick. I was a fool because so many others got sick, and now I am here sitting across from you"
"The rest of them sent you away too , and I thought I was cold"
"The Group knows now Rick took me on a run, and told me I was not welcome back"
"Crap that is cold"
"Like you can judge you killed your own people, and they were not sick you just killed them for no reason whatsoever "
"I killed them because they turned on me"
"That is not what Karen said, I don't believe you"
"What makes you better than me Carol you killed two of your own"?
"I am nothing like you, I have a heart"
"I have one two did anyone ever tell you are cute when you are angry you kind of have a cute Tomb boy look"
"Oh Gross what are you going to do. You could have anything in the house, and than leave before Emma's Father comes home"
"What if I say I want that little girl upstairs to be part of my family now. She is so much like my little girl Penny she was taken from me by that Animal Michone"
"She told me about your Daughter Penny, she was not your little girl anymore she was a walker. It was cruel of you keeping her alive pretending she was the same little girl that was your daughter"
He jumped up knocking the table making Carol jumped up , and move backward as Phillip grabbed her, and yelled.
"She was my little girl how would you know what it was likes seeing her killed right in front of my eyes"
"My little girl was killed by walkers too, and Rick shot her in the head so yes I know how you felt. I hated seeing my little girl like that, and if Daryl didn't hold me back, I would have been willing to be killed by my own Baby. A big part of me died that day seeing her life end, I didn't even go to her funeral I hated the world, but keeping her as a Walker would make me into a monster because she would not want to be that way"
Phillip let go of her, and yelled, " Be quiet don't say another thing to me because I have to think, and I have to decide what I am going to do next. "
Carol stared at him not saying anything he walked over lifting the table as he said.
"Sit down, and shut up"
Carol walked over as the Governor just stood by the counter staring at her. She put her hands over her face , and wiped the tears from her cheeks, and than she sat quietly as he paced trying to figure out what he should do next.
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Post by Sanda on Nov 18, 2013 2:22:55 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. Please don't let anything bad happen to Emma or Carol in this awesome story you are writing about Carol your favorite character on The Walking Dead. Please let Alex get back home very soon to Carol and his daughter Emma before The Governor decides he wants to wants to hurt them both. I am secretly hoping and praying that Daryl shows up with Alex to rescue the both of them from The Governors evil clutches. I hope you update this awesome story again really soon.
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Post by jessie on Nov 18, 2013 20:21:14 GMT -6
Thanks for reading my story Sanda you will never know how much I appreciate it. I love this story Carol is one of my favourite characters on television.
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Post by jessie on Nov 18, 2013 22:06:10 GMT -6
Chapter 13
Carol sat looking at her hands as the Governor finally walked over grabbing a chair, and sat down. Carol looked at him he leaned forward, and said.
"When is her Father returning"?
"It could be at anytime please don't hurt him or his child. You can do whatever you want to me but please leave them be. They are good people, and they need each other"
"If I leave here in the morning, and leave you to your precious little life here can I trust you not to run back to the Prison to tell them I am close"?
"Are you planning on hurting them"?
'I am asking the questions not you "
"No I will not go back, and tell them they kicked me out remember"
"Rick kicked you out what about your loyalty to the others"?
"I would have done anything for them but it is obvious they didn't really care about me. I will not go back, I am only moving forward but why don't you leave them alone, and move forward to"
'So there is some love still there for you Group"
"I will always care for them but I am never going back"
"Fine tomorrow I will leave here, and you can shack up here with your fairy tale life you are creating for yourself"
"Can I take something up to Emma she didn't eat dinner yet it is getting late"?
"No we are going to have a nice dinner just the three of us can you manage that Carol"?
"Yes"
"Ok get dinner ready I am starving". Carol got up, and walked over to the counter. She was not sure if he was telling her the truth that in the morning he was going to leave. She prayed he would keep his word but knowing who he was it might be a lie, and by the morning he would kill her, and take Emma and the thought of that scared her to death. She had to focus, and make dinner, and try to keep Emma calm, and just maybe he would be a man of his word.
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Post by Sanda on Nov 19, 2013 10:27:24 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I feel horrible to for Carol and Emma in this chapter being stuck with the Governor. I hope and pray that Alex returns home soon to Carol and his daughter Emma before The Governor changes his mind and decides to hurt them. The hopeless romantic in me is still secretly hoping and praying that Daryl will show with Alex and save Carol from her current nightmare. I hope we see Carol on next weeks episode of The Walking Dead so we can know that she is ok. I hate the idea of Carol being out their all alone defending herself against the walkers and the zombies. I hope you update this awesome story you are writing about Carol your favorite character on the Walking Dead again really soon. I love reading and commenting on all of your awesome stories and one shots you are writing and posting on my message board.
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Post by Sanda on Nov 19, 2013 10:27:30 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I feel horrible to for Carol and Emma in this chapter being stuck with the Governor. I hope and pray that Alex returns home soon to Carol and his daughter Emma before The Governor changes his mind and decides to hurt them. The hopeless romantic in me is still secretly hoping and praying that Daryl will show with Alex and save Carol from her current nightmare. I hope we see Carol on next weeks episode of The Walking Dead so we can know that she is ok. I hate the idea of Carol being out their all alone defending herself against the walkers and the zombies. I hope you update this awesome story you are writing about Carol your favorite character on the Walking Dead again really soon. I love reading and commenting on all of your awesome stories and one shots you are writing and posting on my message board.
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Post by jessie on Nov 24, 2013 22:48:22 GMT -6
Chapter 14
Carol made dinner she watched as Emma and the Governor were eating. She couldn't eat she knew nothing would stay down.
Emma smiled, "Mama can Phillip stay here until Daddy comes so he can meet him"?
"No Angel Phillip is leaving in the morning, I don't know how much longer your Dad will be"
Emma pouted but Carol got up, and said she should go up, and play with her Dolls she would be up soon to give her a bath"
"Oh ok Phillip would you like to come up, and play dolls with me"?
Carol stopped, and stared at Phillip hoping he would say no but he smiled , and said he would love to.
Phillip got up, "I will be upstairs with her while you clean up she will be fine". Carol watched as Emma took his hand but she was shaking inside she wanted to kill the man he was so smug. She watched as they went upstairs Carol was going to follow but she knew it might anger Phillip so she grabbed the dishes, and brought them to the sink. She washed them quick, and put them in the dish rack to dry. She walked over putting her hand on a knife, but stopped she couldn't take a chance that Emma would get hurt. She stood for a minute just staring out the window when she remembered the day she told Andrea she had to do whatever it took to kill Phillip. Andrea couldn't do it but she tried but it was to late Andrea died but Carol knew she would do anything to protect Emma. She wiped her hands , and than she started to walk upstairs, and down the hall to Emma's room. She stood outside she could see Emma on her bed sitting in front of Phillip as he sat on the bed just watching her to play.
Carol shut her eyes she so wished Alex would come home, but if he walked in the door right this moment she was not sure Phillip would not kill the both of them right on the spot, and take Emma.
She heard Phillip talk so Carol turned listening to him praying he didn't see her.
"Emma your Dad how long has he been gone"?
"Two sleeps, I miss him"
"Emma do you trust me"?
"Yeah why"?
"Well I have something really important to tell you , and I need you to keep it a secret from Carol"
"No Daddy said we shouldn't keep secrets from the people we love"
"Carol has to leave here, and go back to her own family the one she left. You and your Dad have been really good to her but tomorrow , I will take you with me, and together we will go out, and find your Daddy"
"Daddy said wait here"
"It isn't safe anymore Emma"
"I want Carol to come"
"She will be gone before you wake up but don't you cry because it will make Carol real sad. She has to go find her own little girl do you understand she is missing, and she is all alone"
Carol wanted to go in, but she tried to calm down losing it, and attacking Phillip would only get her killed sooner.
Phillip touched Emma's cheek, and whispered, "This is our little secret you remember that"
"Ok"
Phillip got up, and told Emma he needed to go see Carol he would be back soon.
Carol freaked out if he caught her listening he would kill her in front of Emma. Carol ran down the hall to her room, and shut the door as she waited to see if he came looking for her.
Carol ran over grabbing her knife, and gun, and put them in the drawer beside her bed. She jumped when the door flew open, and Phillip walked in.
"What are you doing in here"?
"I just wanted to freshen up, I should tend to Emma get her a bath, and ready for bed"
"Go I will be here waiting for you don't try anything"
"Wouldn't you be more comfortable downstairs in the living room"?
"No I am comfortable right here on this bed". He laid back, Carol tried to smile as she turned, and went to Emma. She helped her bath, and dried her, and put her nightgown on. She read to her, and Emma started to fall asleep when Carol got up, and knew she had to go to Phillip or he would come looking for her.
Carol walked into the bedroom, and Phillip was sitting up looking at her.
"Is Emma all settled"?
"Yeah she is exhausted, the bath made her go out like a light"
Phillip got up, and walked over to Carol she backed up, and Phillip asked her what she was afraid of?
"I am not afraid I just feel uncomfortable with you being in my room"
'Really well get use to it because tonight it is you and me in that comfy bed. I have not had much human contact, and knowing you are right there beside me will help me sleep like a baby"
Carol felt ill she couldn't help but feel maybe it was justice because she asked Andrea to sleep with the guy out of revenge, and now she was standing here in front of him. She knew by the morning she either had to kill Phillip or he was going to kill her, but she knew one thing she was not going to lay down, and die she was going to fight to survive.
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Post by Sanda on Nov 25, 2013 0:41:04 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I feel horrible for Carol and Emma in this story being stuck with The Governor.I hope and pray that Alex comes back home really soon and rescues her and Emma from the Governor. I am also still hoping and praying that Daryl comes with Alex to save Carol and Emma from the Governor. The Governor is so awful wanting to take Emma away from Carol so can go out and look for Emma's daddy without her. Please don't let the Governor kill Carol or Emma in this awesome story you are writing about Carol your favorite character on The Walking Dead. I am still very sad that we didn't see Carol again this week we can know if she is still safe. I hope you update this awesome story again really soon. I love reading and commenting on all of your awesome stories you are writing and posting on my message board.
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Post by melinda on Dec 1, 2013 16:35:14 GMT -6
OMG I loved this chapter so much, I will read it over and over I'm sure. The governor is so evil you captured that so well. I hope he doesn't hurt Carol and that Daryl will be able to return her to the group safe and sound. I bet if Daryl finds out that Rick left her almost alone to deal with the governor he will be sooo pissed at Rick!! I would love to read about that, I hope Rick pays for what he's done to Carol. Leaving her all alone with the walkers is sooo mean and he should know her well enough to know she's covering for someone. I pray we see our couple on tonight's episode lol...if not there are always your wonderful stories which are always amazing!
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Post by jessie on Dec 1, 2013 19:45:47 GMT -6
Chapter 15
Daryl had been walking for 2 days straight having less than 2 hours a sleep a day. He couldn't stop not until he found Carol, and found out she was ok. He needed to find somewhere soon to crash he was no good to her like this he felt like he was going around in circles. He heard gun shots, and he knew no walker was shooting off guns so someone was close, and he went running not thinking of his own welfare he just thought it might be Carol. He got close enough , and he saw a man running but Walkers were right behind him. Daryl knew his mission was to find Carol but he couldn't leave the guy without giving him a fighting chance to get away from the Herd of walkers. Daryl got his bow , and arrow out, and took out 4 walkers, and than he ran over taking out about 10 more in a matter of minutes. The man was on his butt scared out of his wits as Daryl turned to him, and put his hand out to help him up.
The man took his hand when Daryl turned to see if any more walkers were close, and he didn't see any.
"God you saved my life they came out of no where"
"Where have you been living that you just noticed that now" Daryl said
"I have been locked up at a big old farm house, but I needed supplies, and I opened that door over there at the hardware store, and I was face to face with all these soles"
"Ok you are ok now don't be a girl, and up, and cry on me"
"Shut up you saved me but don't try to make me feel like a fool"
"You are a fool for not checking first to make sure it was safe" Daryl yelled, the man got up.
'Fine you saved me , I guess I owe you my life what do you want my watch"?
"Hell no I didn't save you for you stupid dumb ass watch"
"Ok you are way to cool where did you come out of a comic strip"?
"Are you making fun of me because if you are I will kill you like a squirrel, and feed you to the walkers"
"Ok we got off on the wrong foot my name is Alex, I am grateful because my little girl needs me"
"Where is your little girl"?
"Not here she is at the farm with a friend"
"A friend you left your daughter with a friend"?
Sam grabbed his bag, "Yes a lady I met she is pretty cool, and my Daughter took to her real fast"
"A lady"
"Yes she was on her own , and I let her stay, and I trust her"
"You are sum kind of fool she probably cleaned out your house, and took your Daughter , and is long gone"
Alex was staring his head was spinning he knew Carol was not like that but God his baby girl was with a complete stranger. It would take him hours to get back to the farm house, but he was going back now. Alex turned but Daryl grabbed his arm, and said.
'Wait I need to ask you one question before you leave"
"What"?
"Have you seen this lady"? He pulled out a photo of Carol, and Sophia she once gave him. It was when Sophia was about 4 years old but Carol look the same maybe even more confident she was strong, and she was a fighter now, and Daryl needed to find her alive so he could tell her he cared for her he always has.
Alex took the picture, and was staring at it, and he recognized Carol.
'Who is the girl"?
"Her Daughter Sophia she died it is a long story but I need to find her"
Alex whispered, "Is this woman a good woman"?
"Hell yes why are you asking have you seen her"?
"She is the lady with my little girl, I have to go, I need to go back home"
Alex started to run while Daryl grabbed his bag, and ran behind him not letting Alex out of his site. Alex was going to lead him to Carol, and he prayed that Alex's daughter, and Carol would be ok when they got there.
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Post by jessie on Dec 1, 2013 22:06:10 GMT -6
Here is my second chapter written tonight. I am so depressed after tonight's episode.
Chapter 16
Carol was standing by the window looking out the window when Phillip came into the room.
'Carol didn't I tell you to get yourself in bed"
Carol shut her eyes as he walked over touching her shoulder. She turned , and Phillip was wearing a tee shirt one that belonged to Sam, and a pair of boxers. He moved close as he whispered, "Do we have a problem Carol"?
Carol was trying to be brave but she knew if she spoke she would probably cry, and she was not going to give him the satisfaction to know she was scared. He smiled as he pointed to the bed, but Carol finally spoke.
"I need to go to the washroom first, I will be back in a minute"
"Sure lets go"
"You don't need to follow me, I will be back , and I would not try anything not with Emma down the hall"
Carol turned, and walked out, and felt him right behind her. She walked inside the bathroom, and he stood in the doorway as she shut the door leaving him on the outside. Carol locked the door as she backed up, and moved against the counter her whole body was shaking. She heard him knock at the door, and he said.
'Carol why did you lock the door"?
Carol wiped tears from her cheeks as she said, "I am changing give me a minute please"
Carol knew she had to do this, and she had to do exactly what she expected Andrea to do. She loved Andrea she was the sister she never had but right this moment she wished Andrea would have done what she asked her to do , and this wouldn't be happening right now.
Carol took the nightgown from the door hook, and put it on. She walked over taking a minute before opening the door but she did. He smiled as she walked past him toward the room, and to the nightmare she would have to live through or die trying.
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Post by melinda on Dec 2, 2013 0:09:10 GMT -6
I loved this. you are better than the writer on the show at the moment!! Thank you for writing this, I needed something to cheer me up after tonight's episode. I have a feeling Sanda won't like what happened at all, I wouldn't blame her if she stopped watching.
Thank you and keep writing, I will see if I can come up with something to cheer us both up.
I hope you still like the show, I am so upset over Hershel and how evil the governor turned out to be.
Okay I'm done ranting....keep writing and thank you
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Post by jessie on Dec 2, 2013 20:47:00 GMT -6
Chapter 17
Carol went into the room, and Phillip came in behind her, and shut the door; Carol turned going to open the door, but Phillip put his on the door, and said it was staying shut.
"Phillip I leave the door open in case Emma needs me"
"Carol you are shaking what is wrong"?
"Nothing is wrong I am worried about Emma"?
"Maybe you should worry about yourself she is safe"
Carol stood staring at him he walked over , and stared into her eyes making Carol shiver but she stared back trying not to show how scared, and disgusted she was.
'Carol I can see you hate me what are you doing"?
"I am trying to survive, I will do anything to protect that little girl down the hall"
"Really Andrea told me you didn't protect your child so what is it about Emma that makes you willing to be a Tramp, and sleep your way to safety"
"Andrea did not say I didn't protect my little girl you liar"
"No she didn't say those words but you are a Mother, and how did you allow her to die that way"
"How dare you what about you how did Penny get bitten why didn't you protect her"?
Phillip lost it, and he pushed her making her fall backward.
Carol was in shock she could see she was so stupid Phillip was pacing, and Carol knew she more than likely she was going to die any moment. Carol got up, and for a minute she wanted to run but she wouldn't get far.
Carol finally spoke up, "I was wrong saying that I am sorry"
Phillip ran over, "Be quiet Carol"
"Please calm down I will be quiet"
Phillip grabbed her arm, and almost threw her on the bed as he got in, and leaned over her as he whispered.
'You truly are disgusting you are willing to do anything to survive while prove it"
Carol didn't say a word as he sat up, and started to remove his shirt while Carol shut her eyes, but he moved down, and whispered in her ear.
"Don't you dare act like I am forcing you this is what you wanted so open you eyes, and help me undress"
Carol opened her eyes as he pulled off his shirt, she knew she would never ever forget this moment as she sat up, and brought her lips to his chest. He smiled he was going to enjoy this moment because right after their passionate moment he was going to take her life, and move on taking Emma, and maybe she could help fill a void he has felt since Penny was taken from him.
He smiled as he pushed Carol back as he removed his boxers, and he started to lift her nightgown as he looked down at Carol. He could see she didn't want this but it was her choice he knew she was planning on trying to end his life but he gave her credit for willing to do anything to survive but she was going to die, and a part of him actually felt sorry for her because she really didn't deserve to die like this but anyone in Rick's group can not be trusted.
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Post by melinda on Dec 2, 2013 21:54:27 GMT -6
awww so sad and scary~! You really capture his evil ways so well. I hate this is happening to her but I do love this story and can't wait to see where you go with this. I really think you know the characters so well probably better than me and it shows in your writing. This is amazing keep writing I still feel so depressed after last night!
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Post by jessie on Dec 2, 2013 22:31:51 GMT -6
Chapter 18
Carol watched as he looked down at her as he entered her making her feel physically ill but she moaned out knowing what men like. She felt like she was back in Ed's arms when he came home after drinking and God knows what else. She knew he slept with half the ladies from that bar he loved to go to. She would take Sophia to school, and see people staring at her she knew they looked at her like she was some kind of fool staying with someone like Ed. She tried to leave many times, and when your own Father tells you that you chose him as your husband deal with what you are dealt with. Carol came out of her trance when Phillip grabbed her face, and whispered.
"Look at me" Carol was staring at him as he satisfied himself, and he came to his release as he laid beside her. Carol stared at the ceiling when Phillip whispered.
"d**n that was great but to bad you didn't enjoy it as much as me"
"I did"
Phillip laughed, "Yeah I bet you were thinking about that Redneck at the Prison what is his name"?
"Daryl he is not a Redneck"
"Oh ok he is a Prince"
"He is but I was not thinking about him that is my past, I am thinking about my future"
"With me"?
"Yes I proved myself to you didn't I'?
"What you Prostituted yourself so no you didn't really prove yourself really"
"You are so cruel what did Andrea ever see in you"?
"Andrea is a Tramp like you"
Carol wanted to claw his other eye out she was not a Tramp but really what was she letting this Devil do what he wanted with her. Carol sat up she was so angry she wanted to scream.
Phillip touched her back, and he wondered how she should die should he snap her neck or have sex with her one more time, and strangle her right after or should he just put a bullet in her head. He was also thinking about strangling her, and leave her body so she could kill Emma's Father when he returned. He was about to grab her when Emma came into the room rubbing her eyes.
Phillip grabbed his boxers , and put them on as he turned to Carol throwing the blanket over her.
'Cover yourself up she doesn't need to see you acting like a Tramp"
Carol held the sheets close to her as she asked Emma what was wrong?
"I had a bad dream Mama I was scared"
Phillip got up lifting her up, and turned to Carol.
"I will take her back to bed you rest we are leaving first think in the morning.
"Let me tuck her in"
"No I said I will rest" He walked out, Carol sat up she felt like she was going to be sick but she turned looking at the drawer as she opened it, and looked at the knife, and gun. She lifted the gun, and looked at the door thinking maybe this was giving her the chance to protect herself. She laid back hoping Phillip would not want to use her again she would wait until he returned, and the first chance she was going to put a bullet in his head, and hope he died because if she even hesitated it will be her that is dead. Carol laid there trying to stop from shaking but her body was feeling so many emotions. She felt dirty she wanted wash any trace of that man off of her. She wanted to kill him for what he has done to her Group she loved them even though she knew they have probably forgot all about her. She had to realize they were her past, and right now she had to focus, and be strong because right this moment she felt so scared but the hatred she had for this man was fueling so much hatred that she knew she could do what she had to do to survive.
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