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Post by Sanda on Nov 9, 2013 19:33:55 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I feel horrible Carol being stuck in her new nightmare with Alex and his sweet daughter Emma. I hope and pray that things work out for Carol and Emma in your new story and that nothing happens to either one of them even though I am dreading thinking about what is about to happen in that house in front of Emma now that Carol has gone upstairs to her room and pulled a hand gun out of her bag. I am secretly hoping and praying that Carol doesn't kill Alex in front of his daughter Emma I am also hoping and praying that Daryl comes to Carol's rescue soon before anything bad happens in your awesome story you are writng about Carol your favorite character from The Walking Dead. :)I hope you update this awesome Carol story again really soon. I
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Post by jessie on Nov 9, 2013 21:58:12 GMT -6
Chapter 7
Carol hand was shaking as she shut her eyes, and brought the gun up to head. She knew she could not take this anymore she was tired , and she just wanted it to end so she could see Sophia again. She knew her Mom use to tell her anyone who commented suicide would not go to Heaven. She hoped that was not true thinking she would never see her Sophia again killed her. Her hands were shaking she put her finger over the trigger, and was using every ounce of her courage to end it right this minute.
She heard a small voice say, "Mama"
Carol slowly put the gun down, and turned hiding it from Emma.
'Emma I thought Daddy told you to go play in your room"
Emma ran over hugging Carol's legs so tight as Alex came in the room.
I's everything ok"
Carol eyes were full of tears Alex walked over lifting Emma up, and told Carol he would give her some space. He turned but Carol yelled out.
'Wait please don't leave me alone"
"What I thought you wanted some space, I really don't want you to go but I will not stop you"
Carol whispered, "I have no where to go"
Alex put Emma down, "How about you go draw Carol a nice picture so she can put it on her door"
"Ok Daddy" Emma ran out of the room , and Alex walked over , and whispered.
"Give me the gun Carol please"
"I need it for my protection, I would never hurt you or Emma"
"I know I am worried you will hurt yourself"
"How could he send me away Alex, I would do anything for them, and he turned me away"
Alex hugged her and whispered, "He is a fool, I know he is probably regretting it, but lets make a deal here"
"Deal" Carol said confused
"You will not hurt yourself, and if those so called friends of yours don't come looking for you know you can always count on me"
"I don't even know you Alex but thanks"
Alex turned and was walking to the door but he stopped , and looked at Carol.
"You think no one would want you but you are wrong Emma loves you already, and I think you are pretty amazing too. I know your Daughter would hate you to hurt yourself you make her proud, and you keep on living and keep her memory alive with your memories of your time with her. I lost my wife, you lost your Husband, child, and your Group but ending your life would be so wrong because all those poor Walkers out there would trade places with you in a minute. You have a chance to beat the odds Carol don't throw that away".
Alex than walked out of the room leaving Carol standing there all alone. She walked over putting her gun in her bag as she closed it she knew Alex was right giving up was so wrong, and she sat on the bed hugging the pillow as she whispered.
"Daryl forgive me, I love you so much". She laid back, and cried herself to sleep.
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Post by Sanda on Nov 9, 2013 23:36:17 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I am so glad that Carol didn't decide to end her life for Alex and Emma's sakes just so she could be reunited with her daughter Sophia in heaven. I am so happy that Carol admitted that she loves Daryl even though she cried herself to sleep. I hope you update this awesome story you are writing about Carol your favorite character on The Walking Dead.
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Post by jessie on Nov 10, 2013 17:49:18 GMT -6
Chapter 8
The next two days Carol started to relax, and she actually loved spending time with Emma, and she didn't want to admit it but her talks with Alex actually made her feel better. He would listen to her at night, and let her go on, and on about her life with Ed, and her Parents, and how she felt when she lost Ed, and than Sophia , and her friends in the Group. He could see she had a long, and hard life but she still had a heart, and a sole, and he could see she needed to get everything out. She has bottled up so much emotions it changed her, but he could see her light up when she talked about a man he could tell she loved. This guy named Daryl was a fool he had someone amazing in his life but he never gave her the love, and comfort she so desperately needed. Carol touched Alex's leg, and asked him if he is ok?
"I am fine I am sorry I was daydreaming"
"You are bored I am so sorry, I should shut up you could careless about my life, I get that"
"You are wrong I want to listen to you, and I think you need to get it out so you can move on"
"I know you are right it does help"
Alex smiled, "Carol I have to go on the run tomorrow, and I know you are scared that I will not come back. I know it could happen but I need supplies, and I need to do this. I know Emma is going to be in good hands. I will come back, but promise me you will wait here for me, and you will keep my little girl safe"
"Of course I would but I am capable to go out, and get what you need. Your little girl needs her Dad not some screwed up woman that is so messed up "
"I think you are doing so much better, and I know you would never let anything happen to my girl"
"Alex I am afraid I can't lose you too"
Alex smiled, ' You will not lose me"
Carol moved close, and hugged him, Alex wrapped his arms around her, and whispered.
"I will be back, I will not let you, and my girl down".
Carol shut her eyes, and knew he could promise whatever he wants so many of her friends have died on a run, and his promises really didn't mean anything.
That night they got his bag ready, and first thing in the morning he was going to leave. He went to his little girl, and gave her a kiss, and wrote her a note but he knew he saw her cry he would not leave, and he had to. Carol and Alex both couldn't sleep so they sat downstairs at the kitchen table not saying anything both knowing what could happen. At the first sign of sunlight in the morning Alex got up grabbing his bag, and walked to the door. Carol gave him a hug as he walked down the stairs, and over to his car, and got in driving away. Carol shut the door, and locked it, and slide to the floor as all her emotions came pouring out as she started to cry. She was not just crying for Alex, and Emma she was crying over everything that has happened to her since this world went to hell. She heard Emma calling out to her Dad, Carol got up, and wiped tears from her eyes as she composed herself as she went upstairs to tend to Emma.
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Post by Sanda on Nov 10, 2013 18:17:24 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I love how close Emma, Alex, and Carol are getting in this awesome story you are writing about Carol your favorite character from The Walking Dead. I love the talk between Carol and Alex before he left of his run. Please don't let anything bad happen to Alex while he is out on his run while Carol is looking after his sweet daughter Emma. :)I am still secretly hoping and praying that Daryl with come and rescue Carol from Alex and Emma. Maybe Carol and Daryl will end up raising Emma as their daughter, a girl can dream can't she. LOL
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Post by Sanda on Nov 10, 2013 18:17:31 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I love how close Emma, Alex, and Carol are getting in this awesome story you are writing about Carol your favorite character from The Walking Dead. I love the talk between Carol and Alex before he left of his run. Please don't let anything bad happen to Alex while he is out on his run while Carol is looking after his sweet daughter Emma. :)I am still secretly hoping and praying that Daryl with come and rescue Carol from Alex and Emma. Maybe Carol and Daryl will end up raising Emma as their daughter, a girl can dream can't she. LOL
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Post by jessie on Nov 11, 2013 16:31:26 GMT -6
Chapter 9
Carol tried to explain to Emma why her Daddy was not home. Emma was upset but Carol kept her busy, and eventually Emma seemed to deal with being here with her. Carol was sitting on the floor playing with blocks Emma poured out. She was helping her build a bridge, and Emma would laugh as she knocked them down. Carol remembered when Sophia would laugh when she would play with her Mom. She tried to keep Sophia safe, and spare her from witnessing the violence that Carol went through every night living with Ed. Sophia was a happy child, and she would ask why her Mom couldn't get down on the floor, and play with her because Ed beat her so bad she could barely walk. She would ask why her Mom had a black eye on bruises on her arms, and Carol would come up with excuses that Sophia would seem to understand. Sophia was a sweet child, and she was gone, and Carol wished she had walked away from Ed right after Sophia was born. She could not be the Mother she wanted to be because she was trying to cater to every need Ed had. She would hate when Ed would want to have sex with her she would not call it making love because the deed was only to satisfy Ed's needs never hers. She prayed every time Ed would come home he was to tired to want sex, and most nights that happened but once in a while he came in, and she saw that look. She would put Sophia to bed, and know she had to just do whatever Ed wanted , and not to cry because he loved it when she cried he would make it worse.
Emma called out to her, "Mama"
Carol smiled, "Wow that is so good you made that all by yourself"
"Mama can we go outside and see if Daddy is coming"?
Carol smiled, "Daddy will not be home yet Sweetie maybe tomorrow or the next day."
"I want to go outside "
Carol got up, "Maybe we can go for a walk but you don't run off do you here me"
"Yes I know"
Carol got up, and put on one of Emma's sweaters, and helped her with her shoes. Carol grabbed one of Alex's jackets, and they went outside. Emma was skipping in front of her as she followed her. Carol was use to always being on the lookout. She scanned the land making sure no Walker or anything was close to put them in danger. She had to keep Emma safe until Alex got back. There was part of her that wanted to see Daryl come walking down the path to her but she realized it has been maybe 7 days since she got here, and he was not coming for her. He was just like Rick they turned their backs on her, and she would be lying if she said it didn't hurt. She thought Daryl would be different but she was a fool she had to stop worrying about them, and worry about her future . She knew she would not last long in this life but right now being in Emma's life she felt like she was needed, and she knew Alex cared too, that kind of made her feel better. Carol turned, and Emma was quite a distance away Carol yelled out making Emma stop suddenly. Carol ran over, and knelt down , and scolded her.
"Don't you ever leave my side Emma do you hear me"?
Emma had tears in her eyes as she shook her head yes.
Carol realized she scared her it was her fault she was daydreaming instead of doing her job. She gave Emma a hug, and whispered.
"I am so sorry I never should have yelled at you like that"
Emma wrapped her arms around Carol's neck, and Carol hugged her, and whispered.
"Lets go in, and get supper ready, I am starving"
Emma smiled, "Me too Mommy". Carol reached her hand out Emma took it as they both walk back to the house together.
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Post by Sanda on Nov 11, 2013 22:58:21 GMT -6
Cute update Jessie. Carol and Emma so cute and adorable together in this chapter. I love that Carol was daydreaming about Daryl coming to rescue her from her current nightmare while she was walking with Emma outside. I also don't blame Carol for yelling at Emma for running a head of her even though she was daydreaming about Daryl coming to rescue her.. LOL I love that Emma calls Carol Mama even though Carol isn't her biological mom. I just hope and pray that Alex is going to be ok and that he going to come back to Carol and Emma in on piece. I hope you update this awesome story again really soon.
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Post by jessie on Nov 12, 2013 23:33:04 GMT -6
Chapter 10
It was 2 days later Carol was getting worried, and she was trying not to show her concern while Emma was around. She sat Emma down telling her to color in her coloring book while she stood at the window looking out. She scanned the grounds, and she saw nothing which she should be blessed with but her heart would sure like to see either Alex or Daryl coming walking across the lawn. Who was she fooling Daryl was not looking for her he must have sided with Rick. She knew he would be angry, and she understand that but she thought he would come looking for her, but she had to face facts the Group was lost to her. She felt Emma tug at her sweater as she showed Carol the picture she made.
"Oh lets put this on the fridge, and when your Daddy comes home he can see it. I know he will love it". Carol walked to the kitchen, and they put the photo on the fridge. Emma was quite proud of herself. Carol told Emma she needed to go up, and have a nap.
"Oh I want to wait up for Daddy"
"Emma we don't know if Daddy will be home today, but you have a nap, and tonight after dinner we will play that game you love so much"
"Snakes, and Ladders"
"Yes that one"
Emma ran to the stairs, and started to go up Carol followed her upstairs , and tucked her in, and gave her a kiss on the forehead.
"Mama"
"Yes"
"Is Daddy going to be ok"?
Carol was speechless for a minute but she whispered, "Yes Daddy will be home real soon, and I bet he will bring you home something special"?
"A puppy"?
"Oh I think maybe a toy or new dress , I don't think he will bring home a puppy Sweetie"
"Why"?
"Well all the puppies are in a big Pet Store in a town so far away"
Emma smiled, "Really"
"Yes maybe someday you can have a puppy but not right now"
"Ok" Emma finally shut her eyes as Carol gave her another kiss, and got up, and walked to the door, and smiled as she shut the door, and walked back downstairs. She went the kitchen, and decided to get supper prepared. She covered it up, and was wiping down the counter when she heard a noise at the backdoor. She walked over looking out her heart was racing, but she didn't see anything. She opened the door, and looked around wondering what the noise was? It was not really cold out so it was not the wind. She turned to go back in but she stood in shock as she saw a man move toward her but seeing who it was made her scream as she ran into the house trying to shut the glass doors but he pulled the door open, and walked inside, and walked over to Carol, and said.
"Is that any way to treat a Guest"? As she moved against the counter never more scared than she was this moment.
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Post by Sanda on Nov 13, 2013 1:03:53 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. Carol and Emma are so cute and adorable together in the lastest chapter of this awesome story you are writing about Carol your favorite character on The Walking Dead. I love that Emma colored a picture for her daddy out of her coloring book and that put on the refrigerator for her daddy to see when comes home. OMG I love the awesome cliffhanger you wrote for this awesome chapter. I wonder who Carol came face to face with at the end of the awesome chapter. I am secretly wondering if it is Rick. Enquiring Minds want to know. I hope that Alex comes back home soon to Emma and Carol in one piece and that he protects them from whoever is behind the glass door. The hopeless romantic in me is still hoping and praying that Daryl will come and rescue her from her current nightmare. I hope you update this awesome Carol story you are again really soon.
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Post by jessie on Nov 13, 2013 23:27:28 GMT -6
Thank you so much, I love writing for Carol it helps me deal with how disappointed I am in the show right this minute.
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Post by melinda on Nov 14, 2013 19:40:50 GMT -6
I love this story so much! You write the most amazing WD stories, I pray that Daryl rescues Carol and they realize they belong together!!
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Post by jessie on Nov 16, 2013 23:14:01 GMT -6
Chapter 11
Carol was standing by the counter she remembered what Andrea, and Michone, and even Daryl, and Rick have said about the Governor. She knew he lost a eye, and it was Michone who wounded him and the man in front of her was the Governor she knew it. He walked over asking who else was in the house?
"What do you want food take what you want, and leave"?
"It is getting dark you are going to send me out there all alone"
"You seem to be someone that can handle himself"
The Governor knew who she was, and it made him laugh.
"Now why were you banished from the Prison my Dear"?
Carol was shocked how did he know he moved close as he whispered.
"That day when we killed the man standing beside you I could have aimed to shoot you in the head, I just couldn't"
"You sick freak he did nothing to deserve that he was just a guy trying to survive in this crazy sick world"
"I know blame Rick Grimes he wanted to play, and he got it"
Carol was staring at the Governor he smiled as he whispered.
"I saw you earlier with a pretty young girl where is she"?
"You stay away from her she is just a child please just go"
"I am not here to hurt a child but you I could enjoy seeing suffer but by the look in your eyes you have suffered enough already"
"I will do anything just leave Emma alone"
"Anything that sounds like fun". He went to touch Carol's face she went to pull away but she stopped knowing she had to do whatever she had to so she could get Emma out of this mess safely.
"You are here with Emma who else lives here"?
"No one just the two of us we found this place, and we have been safe until you came along"
"You are not lying to me are you"?
"No I wouldn't lie it is just the two of us"
He was about to say something else when Emma came running into the kitchen.
"Mama I am hungry" Emma took one look at the Governor, and than at Carol as she said.
"Who is this man Mama"?
"My name is Phillip I am a friend of your Mama"
"Really Mama why is he wearing that patch on his eye is he a Pirate"?
"Emma can you come here please"
Phillip knelt down, and touched Emma's hand as he whispered, "Penny I think you should go to your room, and Mama will be upstairs in a minute"
"My name is Emma not Penny who is Penny"? He stood up, and started to pace, and Carol could see something was triggering him to get out of control, and she was scared.
'Emma please go to your room, and I will be up real soon"
"Why I had my nap, I want to color"?
"Emma upstairs right now please listen to me"
"I am telling Daddy when he gets home you are mean". Emma turned, and ran upstairs, Carol turned, and the Governor walked over to her, and said.
"What did I ask you earlier"?
"I better go up, and see if she is ok, I will make you something to eat after I check on her"
Carol went to leave but he yelled, "You move, and I will kill you where you stand" Carol stopped, and turned as he grabbed her arm, and said.
'Her Father is he alive or is he dead"?
"He went on a run he will be back anything that is why you need to go"
"Really he left his little girl with you is he a fool"
"God Andrea should have killed you when she had the chance"
"Yeah she should have I think she regretted it when Milton finally passed, and ended her life."
"She killed herself she didn't deserve to die like that. You killed Merle too, and you could have shot him in the head you wanted his brother or one of the group to find him"
"Yeah I did"
"If Daryl ever gets his hands on you he will make you suffer"
"Oh I am scared of that redneck"
"He is a better man than you ever will be"
He smiled as he pushed Carol , and told her to go to Emma but as she walked up the stairs he followed behind so her chances of getting to her gun was basically not going to happen. She got to Emma's room, and went inside finding Emma laying on her bed holding her doll close to her chest.
"Emma I am so sorry I upset you downstairs"
"You were mean to me, I want my Daddy"
The Governor stood at the door staring at them, and for a moment he remembered his wife, and his little girl, and wished he could go back to that time. He missed his Penny so bad it hurt, and he hated Michone, and the whole Group at the Prison because before them came into his life things were bad, but he was in charge, and now he was alone, and he had nothing to lose, and he really didn't care about anything anymore but maybe Emma would change all that.
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Post by Sanda on Nov 17, 2013 0:03:15 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. Please don't let the Governor hurt Emma and Carol. I hope that Emma's daddy Alex comes home soon and rescues Emma and Carol from the Governor's evil clutches before he decides to hurt the both of them I am also secretly hoping and praying that Daryl will show up with Alex to rescue Emma and Carol from the Governor's eveil clutches. I noticed that the Governor was at the end of lasts weeks episode as the cliffhanger for the week. I can't wait to see what kind of trouble the Governor is going cause during this weeks episode. I also hope that we get to see Carol on this weeks episode of The Walking Dead so we can know she is doing. I hate that she out their all alone facing the zombies.
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Post by jessie on Nov 17, 2013 0:32:30 GMT -6
Thanks for reading my story Sanda. I don't know what the Governor is going to do this week but he looks scary this year. I hope we see Carol this week but I have a feeling we will not. I just hope Daryl reacts like he cares about Carol when he finds out. If he doesn't I guess he will be in my bad books along with Rick. It means a lot to me you are reading my stories, I know you are not a big fan of Walking Dead but you gave it a try because me, and Melinda write for the show.
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