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Post by jessie on Apr 22, 2011 19:12:44 GMT -6
A short story.
Sue Ellen has returned to Dallas after divorcing Don. She was living alone, in a beautiful house just 40 minutes away from Southfork. She hated to visit Southfork, it brought back so many memories she wanted to forget. She remembered seeing JR and Cally together, the last time she was there, and it hurt. She tried to act like it didn't but it hurt big time. Oh she was with Don, and she loved him , but not how she loved JR. She knew her marriage ended because of her feelings for JR, that she never got over him. She loved her time with John Ross, he visited all the time. She was going to see him this weekend, and she couldn't wait. She couldn't see JR, even though his marriage to Cally's was over too. She knew seeing him, she would fall for his lies, and be in his arms, in no time. She knew staying away was for the best. She was no longer in the modeling business, she gave that up, when she went to England. She was working for a newspaper, writing articles for them, from time to time, which she loved. She was sitting in her living room reading a book, when the doorbell went off. She got up, and was surprised to see a Fed Ex driver standing there.
'Hello Mame, I have this special package for you"
"Oh where do I sign"?
"Right here". Sue Ellen signed his paper, and took the package, after tipping him. She shut the door, and walked over to the couch, and sat down looking at the package. She opened it, and sat staring at the letter, and she looked at the photos that were included in the package. She opened the letter, and her heart started to race, she couldn't believe it was from JR, what was he up to this time?
She felt tears come to her eyes, as she started to read.
Please read this Sue Ellen, I know what your thinking, why did I do this? I don't have the guts to come, and face you face to face. I would just die if you slammed the door in my face. You won't visit Southfork, the Family are upset, but none of them more than me. You know Sugar Southfork, is your home too. I know you hate me , but I know somewhere in your heart you love me too. You have this love/hate relationship with me. We both are alone, and I believe that is for a reason, we were meant to be together. I will give up, if you don't meet me Friday night out by the Pond, one of our favorite spots. I will there Friday night at 7pm, I will be there waiting for you, and if you don't come, I will realize than I lost you forever. Sugar don't let me down, please come , we can start over again. I promise you this time it will be different, this time I will treat you right. I love you Sugar, and I will until the day I die.
Love JR.
Sue Ellen started crying holding the letter to her heart. She was angry, but part of her was so touched, that he would do this for her.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Apr 22, 2011 19:54:02 GMT -6
great start, I hope she goes to meet him
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Post by jessie on May 5, 2011 14:32:05 GMT -6
Chapter 2
Sue Ellen sat on the couch, she read the letter at least 3 times. She could barely read because of the tears filling her eyes. She put it down, and walked over to a shelf, and pulled out a photo album. She sat in the chair, and slowly opened the album. She saw the photo of the day of the Pageant, she smiled remembering how handsome and sexy JR looked that day. She remembered the first time they spoke, she was in a trance just listening to him. He was so different not like the school boys she was dating or Billy and Clint. She smiled as she touched the second photo, it was their first official date. He was the perfect gentleman, she whispered, "Was that all a act JR, how could you change the way you did"? She traced his photo with her finger, she still had it bad for JR, he always had her heart. She hated herself for that, because she had no strength to stand up for herself againt JR. She was so afraid he would tell her to leave, she allowed the heartache, and the pain, and the misery. She would wait for JR to give her any attention, and when he did she forgot all about the pain he has caused. She knew she was to blame for the failed marriage too, because she should have stood up for herself, and demanded him to treat her properly. If he kicked her off Southfork at least she would have had her dignity. She looked at the picture again, she felt tears come to her eyes, she so missed JR Ewing, and his touch, and how he made her feel special, even if it was only for a moment. She whispered, "Can I believe you JR, or is this a game again, I want to trust you "? She shut her eyes, and at that moment, all the tension, came pouring out, she never cried so hard in her whole life. To be Continued
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Post by melindajo2000 on May 5, 2011 17:35:10 GMT -6
oh I hope he doesnt hurt her, I hope things work out well for them,, this was good, full of life and emotion, beautiful writing Jessie
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Post by jessie on May 27, 2011 12:31:05 GMT -6
Chapter 3
It was friday, JR was at work, he wondered if she would show up at the pond? She has not called to say she wouldn't which was a good sign, or maybe a bad one. He has hurt her enough maybe she was thinking he deserved a little hurt back. He couldn't concentrate he was trying to sign some papers, but he put them aside. He grabbed his coat, and walked to Bobby's office.
"Bob do you mind if I leave early, I need to grab something important for tonight"
"Tonight what is so important about today. Oh forget it you are going out with one of your lady friends, I get it"
"No you don't get it, I'm hoping to meet the woman I have love more than anyone my whole life"
"Sue Ellen"?
"You got it, I asked her to meet me, and she hasn't said no"
"JR leave her alone, don't hurt her again"
"I realize she is the one Bobby she always has been"
"JR what are you doing"?
"I'm going to ask her to marry me again. I promise you, I will never hurt her again, I guess I grew up". Bobby smiled, "OMG JR you have it bad, go buy whatever you need"
JR waved, and walked out, and told Sly he was leaving , he would be back on Monday".
He left and went to his favourie Jewelery store, and asked Edward to show him his best rings. They brought them over, and JR saw the one right away. It was not as big as the other rings, but it was beautiful. He paid for it, than he left and drove home. He showered, and walked to the closet, and realize he would dress casual. She loved that, he never just did stuff she enjoyed to do. He put on a pair of jeans, and a nice golf shirt. He walked over looking in the mirror.
"JR tonight don't blow it, if you do this is probably your last chance" He walked out, he went to John Ross's room, and told him he was going out for the evening.
"Dad I know it is Friday your never home"
"John Ross I can't explain but if I'm lucky tomorrow everything will change, I promise you that"
"Oh know you are not getting married again"
"I hope so John Ross, I will talk to you tomorrow". JR smiled and ran down the stairs, and walked to his kitchen getting the picnic basket from Teresa. He ran outside getting in his car, he wanted to drive over to the pond. He got there it was 6:45 he didn't see Sue Ellen's car, he was a little disappointed. He got out grabbing the basket, and a blanket, and walked over to their favourite spot. He put the blanket down, and sat down looking at the pond. He was remembering the good times he had with Sue Ellen, and he hoped he would have more.
Over at Sue Ellen's.
Sue Ellen was sitting on the bed, she was dressed in a beautiful sun dress, JR's favourite color on her. She wiped tears from her cheek, she was so scared she just knew he would hurt her again. Her head was telling to stay home, her heart was saying go to the man you have loved since the first day you met him. She looked at her purse, she grabbed it, and ran down the stairs.
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Post by melindajo2000 on May 28, 2011 20:33:12 GMT -6
good update, I hope she goes to meet him
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Post by jessie on Jul 18, 2011 19:36:45 GMT -6
Chapter 4
Sue Ellen got in her car, her nerves were making her shake. She started the car, she put some music on, and started to drive to the Pond.
JR was sitting he looked at his watch, she wasn't coming, he should have realized that. He sat there just looking at the ring, he put it in his pocket. He laid back on the blanket, he didn't want to go home just yet. He didn't want the family to drill him with questions. He shut his eyes, and remembered the first day he saw Sue Ellen. He could still remember how she made him feel. She lite up the stage, and he couldn't keep his eyes off of her. He didn't even see the other women in the pageant. He remembered the first time he hurt Sue Ellen, she knew he was with another women, but he told her to deal with it. He couldn't believe she didn't walk out of her life back than, but he could see she would rather deal with JR, and his cheating than to go home to her Mother. He got up he was so upset with himself, he had to come to terms with the fact that he didn't blame Sue Ellen for not showing up. He was about to stand up when he heard her say, "JR"
He turned and stood up, "Sue Ellen"
"I'm sorry I was late I was really scared to come here today"
"I'm glad you did"
"Why JR you never really cared , and you know it"?
"I did care, I was a fool hurting you"
"Yeah you were, but lets not talk about that right now. I want to know the reason you called me here today"
"I needed to see you, I wanted to talk to you in private"
"Is John Ross ok"?
"Yes he is fine , he is pretty amazing actually"
"Yeah we did something amazing JR, that was the only thing"
"I think we had some good times Sue Ellen"
"Yeah and you pretty much ruined everyone of those good times JR"
"Lets sit down, I have some soda"
Sue Ellen sat on the blanket, and JR sat beside her grabbing a couple of sodas. "Want a glass"?
"Sure". He handed her a ginger ale, and a glass. She smiled, "Oh no ice"
"Oh I forgot that should I go get some"
"Kidding JR"
"Oh that is good". Sue Ellen opened her can, and poured it. She smiled, "You are not having your bourbon"?
"I haven't had a drink in a long time Sugar, I gave it up"
"Wow that is good"
"Yeah I'm getting old for health reasons, I quit"
"Oh God JR are you sick"?
"Me sick no I'm ok I'm not here to tell you I'm dying. I'm not so sure you would be sad about that"
"How could you say something so awful, you know I loved you "
"I was joking Sue Ellen"
"Don't that was rude"
"Ok I'm sorry, how have you been Sue Ellen"?
"Great it is nice being back in Dallas"
"Don call you much"?
"Don't talk about him it is over, that is my past"?
"I like that but am I in your past"
"Yes JR, but I have a feeling you are in my future we have a son "
"Sue Ellen it is really great seeing you again"
"Is it I have been in Dallas 3 months, you never visit"
"You would let me in your place"?
"Maybe but you lost out" Sue Ellen smiled as JR touched her hand.
"I think of you all the time Sue Ellen, I drove by your place enough"
"Why to see if I have a new boyfriend so you could ruin it for me"?
"No but are you dating"?
"No not really I'm over dating, I'm to old, and tired"
"Your to tired, and old are you joking"?
"No I'm tired JR, I had enough heartache to last my whole life. I don't want anymore games, and I don't want to be used for sex"
"Ouch that hurt, but we were great together"
"Really tell me how you went to other women, so how were we so great together, I want you to explain"?
JR was stunned he was speechless, he didn't know what to say, so he grabbed her , and kissed her instead.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jul 18, 2011 19:46:08 GMT -6
Oh this story is awesome, hopefully JR has changed and won't hurt Sue Ellen anymore. I love your JR/SE stories
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Post by Sanda on Jul 18, 2011 19:52:09 GMT -6
Jessie, I LOVE your new JR and Sue Ellen story. I also hope that JR has really changed.
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Post by jessie on Jul 19, 2011 20:39:04 GMT -6
Chapter 5
Sue Ellen pulled away, "How dare you"?
"What I can't answer your question, there is no excuse for what I did"
JR stood up, "I'm sorry, maybe this was a mistake"
Sue Ellen got up, "You want me to go"?
"No but you seem like you want to keep throwing my mistakes in my face, why bother"?
Sue Ellen was so angry she ran over, "How dare you say that to me, they were more than mistakes. You took my heart and stepped all over it, I wanted to die seeing you make a fool out of me. I know I made mistakes too, but you made me so angry"
"Ok I'm the devil I get it". Sue Ellen grabbed her purse, and was walking away, JR yelled out.
"Leave just like you did that day with Don"
Sue Ellen stopped JR knew he pushed her to far she ran at him, pushing him backward, he grabbed her arms, as they both fell. She landed right on top of him, but she was screaming at him.
"I did everything for you, how dare you". He pulled her close, she still was struggling so he flipped her on her back, holding her down.
"Let me up this instant"
"I'm not letting go until you calm down"
"I'm calm , but I'm angry"
"No"
"Shut up"
"I'm not the one yelling"
"I will knee you in the privates, when you do let me go"
"Oh like that day in the bedroom, tell me you didn't want me. You kneed me, and walked away, but I bet you regretted it"
"No it felt rather good"
"Did you really"?
"Yes".
"Ok I'm letting you go, but keep your knee to yourself". Sue Ellen started to laugh, making JR laugh. He moved away, as Sue Ellen sat up, and smiled, "I was tempted"
"Oh I knew you were, I saw your eyes, I know you like a book"
"I know you too"
"Sue Ellen can we just eat, and have a pleasant talk"
"Will you keep your lips, and hands off of me"?
"Yeah if you really want me to"
"Yes I do"
"Fine lets eat I have a great picnic"
"No Teresa got it ready for you, I know you JR"
"OMG Sue Ellen yes Teresa did it, but she would do it for you. I never seen you cooking Sugar"
"Miss Ellie wouldn't let me"
"Because you sucked"
Sue Ellen face dropped, and tears came to her eyes. JR wished he could kick himself in the mouth, he can never do anything right"
"Ma Ma didn't think that way, I was kidding"
"Who cares"?
"You do Ma Ma loves you Sue Ellen"
'I love her to, I'm being a big suck, but I can cook"
"Well invite me over to your place for a special dinner"
"You would trust me JR"?
"Yeah I would, and if you burn it we can order in"
"Chinese"
"Bite your tongue girl"
"You and Cliff still have your love/hate relationship going"
"I don't have any love for that man, lets not talk about that man"
"Deal"
JR handed Sue Ellen a sandwich, "You still love turkey on rye right"?
"Yes with mustard"
"Got something right"
"JR I'm sorry about earlier, I know I made mistakes too"
"Lets not talk about either of our mistakes today"
"Yeah we might lose our appetite"
JR smiled as Sue Ellen took a bite of her sandwich, as JR grabbed his.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jul 19, 2011 20:57:50 GMT -6
oh the chemistry is still there I hope Sue Ellen admits it. great update
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Post by jessie on Jul 19, 2011 22:03:07 GMT -6
Chapter 6
Sue Ellen and JR were eating, he smiled as she finished her sandwich. "You were hungry"
"Yeah I couldn't eat all day, my stomach was doing flips"
'Why"?
"Guess coming here, but I'm glad I came"
"Really"?
'Yes, it is nice being back here, but I'm still scared"
"Me too"
"JR scared, I'm sure"
"I am, want to dance"?
"We don't have music"
"Yeah I do, I brought some CD's, and a CD player"
"Wait I have a song in the car, I want you to hear it. This is the song, I have listened to so much, it reminds me of us"
"Ok go get it, but I'm nervous". Sue Ellen ran to her car, and brought back the CD. She put it in the CD player, he was watching her, as she smiled. She put on the Pointer Sister song, "Should I do it". She smiled as she started to sing along to the song. JR was listening to the song, and felt like the song did suit their situation. Sue Ellen was singing, and staring at JR.
I swore when he hurt me so I wouldn't see him anymore But today he called my name Ooh, I could feel the same old flame
Should I do it Should I fall Should I do it After all Is it crazy, is it right I really wanna love him tonight
Should I do it Should I play Can I help it anyway When I feel him hold me tight I'm gonna turn on like a light
I know when we're in his car I couldn't go just so far I wanna give him everything So, when I hear the telephone ring, yeah
Should I do it Should I fall Should I do it After all Is it crazy, is it right I really wanna love him tonight
Should I do it Should I play Can I help it anyway When I feel him hold me tight I'm gonna turn on like a light
Oh, I'm so lonely and he's so fine Maybe I should swallow my pride Just one, one, one more time, yeah
Baby, I've got to know Should I do it Should I fall Should I do it After all Is it crazy, is it right I really wanna love him tonight
Should I do it Should I play Can I help it anyway When I feel him hold me tight I'm gonna turn on like a light Should I do it.
Sue Ellen moved over sitting beside JR, and whispered, "Do you deserve one more chance"? He put his hand to her cheek, as she moved toward the touch of his hand. He whispered, "If you give me one more chance, I promise you , I will make you happy, and I will love you until the day I die". She touched his lips, and whispered, "Kiss me JR, I have wanted this from the moment, I left that stupid theater, why didn't you come running, to stop me"?
"Oh God I wanted to, you don't know how many times, I replay that day over, and over in my head"
"I do to, and I hated how it all ended"
"Please say we can try one more time"
Sue Ellen pushed JR back, and laid beside him, "Can we just see if we can make it through this night, than we can talk". He smiled, "That is fine with me Sugar". She smiled as she brought her lips over his, and they kissed.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jul 19, 2011 22:16:25 GMT -6
oh I am glad Sue Ellen is giving him another chance, great update
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Post by Sanda on Jul 19, 2011 22:21:03 GMT -6
Great updates Jessie. I am glad Sue Ellen is giving JR another chance.
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Post by jessie on Jul 21, 2011 14:50:03 GMT -6
Chapter 7
Sue Ellen and JR were laying on the blanket. They both were just holding each other. Sue Ellen sat up, and JR whispered, "What is wrong Sugar"?
"Nothing this feels perfect, but I have felt this before"
"Sue Ellen the past is the past, can we just leave it there"? She turned looked at JR, "Have you really changed JR, or is this like before? You didn't want me, but you didn't want anyone else to have me either. You wanted me at home waiting for a ounce of your time, while you showered the women of Dallas with attention, that was suppose to be mine. I was your wife, and I deserve your attention, but I have changed, I'm to old for crap. I left Don for that reason, I never should have married him, it was a mistake. He was a good man, but he knew I still cared for you. I did have a sickness, but I don't want to be pulled in again, than get hurt again. I swear I will hurt you if you do that to me again. I will make sure your last fling will be that your last". JR sat up, "You are freaking me out, your violent now"
"I had years of wondering how I could get revenge on you. I see you now, and all that just went away. I dreamed of the first kiss we would have when we met, and it was amazing. I remember the first time being here with you JR"
"Yeah you came to meet the family, I did everything in my power to get lucky but you were not biting"
"Yeah I know I was exhausted fighting you off JR". He smiled, "I bet you were, but you were a lady"
"Yeah I was that until I married you, than I went from Lady to doormat"
"Oh I treated you ok"
"I will hurt you now you did not, you gave me things, but not what I needed, and wanted"
"I'm sorry but that is in the past, I will devote my full attention to you, and John Ross. I want us to be a family again, and I want us to do stuff together, I want to make up for all the pain I caused you"
"Wow that would take a lifetime JR"
JR touched her cheek, "I know it will but will you let me try to make it up to you"
"I want to JR, but my head is saying don't"
"Oh forget your head, go with your heart"
"Well that is saying go for it". Sue Ellen smiled,
"I always knew I had your heart, and I know it is hard to believe, but you always had mine too"
"Really if you say so"
"Sue Ellen I need you in my life, please don't walk away, it will kill me"
Sue Ellen whispered, "I want to go home". She got up, and JR smiled, "Ok maybe you will call me"
"I was thinking you would join me, but if you want to wait"
JR jumped up, "What"
"I want you to join me at my place"
"Should I go home, and pack my bag"?
"I don't think you need anything, we will spend a lot of time in bed"
JR legs almost gave out, he touched her cheek. "Oh your not kidding, you want me to join you"?
"Yeah lets go". He grabbed the stuff , and they walked to their cars. He put the stuff in his, she smiled, "Follow me JR". She walked to her car, as he got in his, and followed her home.
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