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Post by melindajo2000 on Sept 30, 2010 22:57:55 GMT -6
Poor JR really has a mess on his hands hopefully he can be strong enough for the both of them and doesnt go back to his own ways
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Post by jessie on Oct 5, 2010 20:32:18 GMT -6
Chapter 20
JR was with John Ross when the Doctor came in to talk to him. He was quiet, and wouldn't really talk to Dr. McDonald.
"John Ross, if you don't talk about your problems, how am I suppose to help you"?
"I don't need help Dr. McDonald, I can stop on my own"
"John Ross, the drugs in your body, were extensive. You will overdose someday, if you continue on this track"
"I won't so stop bugging me about it". JR grabbed John Ross arm, " don't you be rude, he is here to help you".
"You get help for you addiction, and I will think about it getting help for mine"
'John Ross, this is about you, not me John Ross"
'Why is your sickness ok, and mine has be dealt with"?
"Mr Ewing maybe he needs you to deal with your illness. You are a drug addict or alcoholic"?
John Ross smiled, "No something more fun, he loves sex Dr. McDonald"
"Be quiet John Ross, I have had enough of you "
"I have had enough of watching you walk all over Mom"
"That is mine and your Mom's business, not yours"
'Mr. Ewing, John Ross is worried about his Mom. Please listen to his concerns, maybe this whole family needs counseling"?
"I don't need counseling, I need my son back. He is causing trouble. me and his Mother are fine. She was hurt because he caused her to fall down the stairs. He really hasn't shown any regret for that. Don't you see what he is doing, he wants the pressure off him, and on me".
'Sir sit down, your being very defensive". JR sat down staring at John Ross.
"Ok John Ross, your Parents have trouble, but why are you on drugs"?
" I'm rich, I used drugs for the first time, and couldn't get enough of them. I know I was wrong, but I wanted to belong, and my new friends made me feel like I had a family"
JR was shocked, "You had family John Ross, you were never treated badly. You got everything you wanted, and needed. You had the best school, and clothes, and lets talk about everything you were given over the years"
"I want my parents to be normal, you both never should have married each other. You both are poison, you both hurt each other over and over again. You think I didn't see anything, I saw your fights, and heard you yelling, and I heard the disgusting names you called Mom. I saw you with your lover, and I had to go home and pretend we were a normal family. You were great with material things Dad but giving me and Mom love, you sucked at that big time".
"I love you John Ross, where is this coming from"?
"I adored you Dad, but the day you missed my birthday for your lover, I lost all respect. I felt sorry for Mom, but I lost respect for her, why does she stay? She loves you why, you treat her like crap, you don't deserve her, and you sure don't deserve me"
"I'm sorry you feel that way John Ross"
"Sorry that is your favourite word Dad, your sorry you missed my birthday. Your sorry you missed my Baseball game, that Ray and Bobby attended almost every week. Your sorry you missed Father and son day at school. Hey it was special having Grandpa Clayton come, and all my friends, asked me if I even had a Dad?. Your sorry you left Mom home all alone, and your sorry, you hurt her over and over again. I don't accept your apologies Dad, I'm tired of caring, I give up on you and Mom". JR looked at the Doctor, John Ross knew exactly what to say, to break his heart.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Oct 5, 2010 21:22:15 GMT -6
boy John Ross has a lot of bitterness no wonder he turned to drugs. I hope he can get the help he needs
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Post by jessie on Nov 21, 2010 19:06:48 GMT -6
Chapter 21
"John Ross you want to hurt me, ok you just did. I know I'm not the Father, you hoped for, but I love you more than anything. I have hurt your Mom, but I always thought you were the one constant in my life, that I could count on. You never said any of this stuff to me, so how was I suppose to know you were hurting"?
"Why didn't you ever show up at my school events or baseball games, or anything really for that matter"?
'I was working , I was the President of Ewing Oil John Ross. That is your legacy, I was doing it for you".
"Bull Dad you were doing it for yourself, and some sense of Duty for Grandpa. He was around for his Family, you never were, I don't get you Dad. Uncle Bobby does everything for Christopher, I was jealous of him, because I would have rather had a Dad like him. You give me material things, but I wanted your love Dad. I remember 2 years ago, Christmas Day, Mom was so happy that you were going to be home, with us for the day. I remember Christmas Eve, she was so excited, we both were that tonight you were all ours. Everyone was having fun, I remember sitting in the living room with Grandpa Clayton, and Grandma everyone was there but you. I saw the pity on everyone's faces, looking at Mom, and me thinking JR hurt them again. Mom was putting on a big show, she was dying inside, but she never admitted it Dad. I remember we had dinner, she tried to eat but she played with her food more than anything. She was watching the hallway ever 2 minutes, hoping you would show up, with some lame excuse for being late. It was getting late, everyone was turning in, but I knew Mom was hurting so bad. I wanted to stay with her, but she said go to bed, she would be fine. Dad she wasn't fine, she cried herself to sleep , where were you Dad, with one of your lady friends? I don't know when you came home, but you did sometime in the night. The next morning you came downstairs, acting like nothing happened. Everyone was disgusted, but it was Christmas, so everyone tried to just forget the night before. Mom smiled, but she was upset, she wasn't into Christmas either. We all opened our gifts, it was one of the best years Dad, you gave me so much. You forgot to buy Mom a gift Dad, that was so messed up, you forgot, how could you? All she wanted was you, but you never cared did you"?
"Yes, I loved your Mom, but she didn't care about a stupid gift. She could have anything she wanted, anytime she wanted it".
"I know Dad, but she was hurt, and you didn't even see it".
"Ok I screwed up, I admit it, but what does that have to do with you and drugs"?
"I don't know Dad, I think drugs helped me escape, the knowledge, that I hated my life. I would rather be wasted, than to feel the pain, I have felt my whole life".
"John Ross stop this for your Mother, if not for me. I will do everything in my power to make you and your Mother happy"
"I don't know Dad, I think it is to late, I don't care anymore". JR looked at John Ross, as he turned away from his Father. JR wanted to scream but this was all his fault, he caused so much heartache, but how can he make up for it now"? JR turned, and ran out of the room, John Ross stared at the door, he whispered, "leave Dad that is all you ever do anyway".
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Post by melindajo2000 on Nov 21, 2010 21:15:26 GMT -6
wow you really captured John Ross pain in this chapter, very nice job here Jessie
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Post by jessie on Jan 3, 2011 21:27:01 GMT -6
Chapter 22
JR got in his car, and was driving, he was going to wash his hands of his family. He ruined everything they would be better off without him. He grabbed his cell phone, calling a number.
"Hello"
"Marilee what are you up too"?
"Nothing, I'm alone tonight, why"?
"I will be there in 10 minutes, if you want me"?
"Yes I will be waiting". Marilee hung up, he closed his cell phone. He yelled, "JR you fool, go screw up everything more". He kept driving to Marilee's, he needed a bourbon, and some loving. He could care less what anyone thought. He drove in her driveway, getting out of the car, he walked up to the door, and buzzed.
He turned but the door opened, and it was Marilee herself. "JR come in, I have your bourbon waiting". He walked in, and she shut the door.
At the hospital.
John Ross couldn't sleep, he felt sick, he wondered where JR was? He prayed he was with his Mother at least. He shut his eyes, he was craving a fix so bad, his whole body ached. The nurse walked over, "John Ross are you ok"?
"No can you get me something for the pain"?
"No you are withdrawing, another day John Ross, you will feel better".
"Like Hell idiot".
The nurse turned away, she knew it was the pain, but she was angry, that someone would let them-self get so hooked.
"How is my Mother"?
"She is in a lot of pain her back is severely damaged".
"Oh God, what have , I done"?
"My Dad is with her right"?
"No he left the hospital, he said he would come back tomorrow". John Ross sat up he was so angry, he jumped off the bed, and ran to the door.
"John Ross you are not leaving this room, get in bed, or I will call for help".
"Please let me see my Mom, she needs someone"
"She has Doctors and Nurses John Ross, you need to get in bed". John Ross ran to the door pulling it, but it was locked. He slide to the floor she buzzed for help. He got up holding his stomach, the door opened, another nurse walked in. He pushed her, and ran down the hall, he knew she was 3 doors down, the other nurse told him. He ran in, a nurse was shocked, as he ran over to Sue Ellen. "Ma Ma, I'm here, I'm so sorry for hurting you". Sue Ellen was just sedated, she was in so much pain, she couldn't talk. He touched her face, and she whispered, "John Ross, I'm so sorry". He whispered, "Daddy doesn't deserve you Mom, leave him please".
Sue Ellen grabbed his hands, as two Doctors came and restrained John Ross. He was screaming, Sue Ellen was so upset, the nurse whispered, "He has to be restrained, he is out of control".
"Please let him stay for a minute". They wouldn't listen to her, they pulled him out of the room, and dragged him to his bed. They put him in, and restrained him, while John Ross struggled. They finally got him tied down, he yelled, "I just wanted to be there for my Mom". The Doctor ran in telling them to leave, as he tried to calm him down. John Ross yelled, "Where did my Father go"?
"I don't know John Ross"?
"Dial his number , I need to speak to him". The Doctor grabbed the phone beside his bed, and John Ross some how told him, JR's cell phone number. The Doctor put the phone to John Ross's ear, and he heard the phone ringing. He started to cry, when JR answered, "Hello"
"Daddy why did you leave Mom"?
"John Ross, I was angry".
"Daddy" John Ross heard Marilee laugh, "OMG JR tell him we are in the middle of something" John Ross yelled, "No". JR whole body shivered, hearing John Ross losing it on the other end of the phone. JR jumped out of Marilee's bed, grabbing his clothes, frantic wanting to get to the hospital.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jan 5, 2011 18:03:29 GMT -6
wow Marilee is pretty awful here but JR is worse doing that to his family right now, I cant wait to see what happens next
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Post by jessie on Jan 9, 2011 0:26:38 GMT -6
Chapter 23
JR was driving to the hospital, he hated himself, how could he do this to them? He got there parking, he ran in, and upstairs. He went to the nurses Station, "Can I see my son"?
"The Doctor is with him, he had a really bad setback tonight".
"Oh God it is my fault, please let me see him"
"Wait here, I will ask the Doctor". JR stood at the Station, Dr Andrews walked out, "Mr Ewing "
"Oh Doctor, can I see John Ross, I have to explain something to him".
"No I'm banning you from going anywhere near your Son. What is wrong with you, both your Wife, and child are in trouble, and you run and play around with a lover"?
"Excuse me Dr. Andrew's who do you think you are"?
"I'm here trying to save your son, and your trying to kill him". JR was shocked, and he almost punched the Doctor. "Kill him that was cold, you are off this case, I will find a better Doctor".
"You will not fire me, or I will walk in , and tell your Wife, what I know".
"I don't believe this".
"I hate being so cruel, but you don't deserve to be part of your son's life. He told you the truth, you can't handle what he said, and you run out to make yourself feel better. Do you know what happened, after he talked to you JR"?
"What "?
"Your Son's blood pressure went to 200/ 130, he could have died from heart failure. He is in trouble the drugs, are not out of his system. He needs peace, and you do this, what Father would be so disgusting"?
"I'm sorry, I'm human, I need to tell him I'm sorry".
"He is the one, that doesn't want to be near you. He said he never wants to go home, and he hopes his Mother, gets away from you too. I'm sorry you should just go home, going to your Wife, would be a joke, you don't love her that was proved tonight". Dr. Andrew walked away, JR felt sick he walked over sitting on a bench. He shut his eyes, he wanted this whole night erased, so he could start over. He got up walking down the hall, and went into Sue Ellen's room. She was awake, but in a lot of pain.
"JR I thought you went home, John Ross was so upset tonight".
"Shh Sue Ellen, you look so tired".
"JR what is wrong, is John Ross ok"?
"He is with the Doctor, they are taking care of him, you sleep"
"JR"
"Yes Sugar"?
"Do you think we will ever be a family JR"?
JR wanted to scream, but he whispered, "Yes we will be fine, you and John Ross have to get better".
Sue Ellen smiled, "JR go home, you have been so wonderful staying with me and John Ross. You haven't left our sides, I'm so proud of you". Sue Ellen shut his eyes, JR felt like such a loser, he sat down, just staring at her . He knew if she found out, it was over for sure.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jan 9, 2011 11:54:50 GMT -6
grat update jessie i hope JR gets to see john ross
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Post by jessie on Jan 9, 2011 14:33:12 GMT -6
Chapter 24
JR was awake all night, he knew he blew it, and he didn't deserve either Sue Ellen or John Ross. The Doctor was right, he couldn't take the truth, so he ran right to Marilee. He jumped up when Sue Ellen called out his name.
"Sue Ellen , I'm here, I was right in that chair all night"
"You look so tired JR, your going to get sick"
"Sue Ellen I did something horrible, I have to tell you what it is"
"JR what is wrong"?
"John Ross is in serious trouble, and I made it worse last night"
"What you didn't get mad at him again did you"?
"No he was pretty mad at me earlier in the day. He basically called me a horrible Dad and Husband, and I didn't want to hear it"
"JR it is the drugs talking"?
"No he is on drugs because of us Sue Ellen. We screwed up our lives, and he was sucked into our torrid affairs, and fighting. We both were so involved in our own lives, we didn't see he was in trouble. I was running all around town, having fun, and not caring about you really. You wanted revenge, and slept with men to get back at me. You hurt yourself trying to keep up with me, you went to your best friend the bottle. I didn't care you were drowning crying out for pain. You and John Ross were hurt by my selfish ways, and I finally realize it. It is to late, I slept with Marilee last night, John Ross called, and heard her, and lost it. The Doctor said he never wants to see me again. I'm so sorry Sue Ellen, but I was hurting , I didn't want to admit, I was to blame".
Sue Ellen was just staring at JR, he stopped talking. "Sugar say something, say you forgive me. I want to be here for you , and John Ross. I need help too, I never want to hurt you again".
"You were with Marilee last night"?
"Yes, it didn't mean anything to me, she just was there when I needed someone".
"Oh God I was so proud of you, what a fool I was. I thought you were standing by us both, but you will never change. I want a divorce JR, I can't take this anymore". JR went to touch her, but she screamed, "Don't touch me, get out". JR backed away, Sue Ellen was crying, the nurse ran over. "Get out Mr. Ewing, now".
JR walked out in the hall, he thought by telling the truth she might forgive him. He leaned against the wall, now he made Sue Ellen worse, he should have kept his mouth shut. He saw Dr. Andrew , and a Nurse come out of John Ross's room. They didn't lock the door , like normally they were going right back in. JR walked over seeing John Ross restrained to the bed, he was alone. JR walked in, slamming the door, he grabbed a chair putting it under the door knob. He heard Dr. Andrew yelling, trying to open the door. JR turned walking over to John Ross, he was so pale, he touched his face. John Ross didn't wake up, but he moved. "Son I'm here, I'm not walking out of you life, until you listen to me". JR was staring when John Ross opened his eyes, and JR hated seeing the rage he saw looking back at him.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jan 9, 2011 15:21:34 GMT -6
JRs really screwed up this time. great update Jessie
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Post by Sanda on Jan 12, 2011 23:38:39 GMT -6
Great updates Jessie. Poor JR, Sue Ellen, and John Ross.
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Post by jessie on Jan 14, 2011 1:29:54 GMT -6
CHAPTER 25
" Get away from me, I can't stand looking at you, you make me sick".
"Too Bad I'm your Father, I screwed up big time, I know it".
"Great choice of words Dad, how was Marilee"?
"Forget her it didn't mean anything".
"It did to me, and it would to Mom, you can't stop you really are sick".
"I made a mistake John Ross".
"No you ruined Mom's life, and mine are you proud of yourself"?
"No I'm not proud that I hurt you both. I'm selfish, and I can't take you hating me. You said all that earlier, and all I could think about was that I wanted to forget your words. I'm not a great Father, your in here because of me, and I want to help you".
"You didn't do this to me, I did this to myself. I was weak like Mom, I let you get to me, and hurt me. I should have washed my hands of you, but I tried for so many years to put what you are out of my mind. I wanted to be proud of you, I actually blamed poor Mom. She was to blame for you running out all the time, but when I grew up , I realized it wasn't just her, it was me too. You didn't just abandon Mom , you abandon me too. Mom couldn't be a Mom she went to the Bottle, and I'm different, I went for the drugs. It felt good Dad , when I felt the high coming on, I forgot all the hurt you caused us. I should have been brave enough to get Mom in a car, and take her away from Southfork , and you. I knew she wouldn't leave you, she was addicted to you, I don't get it Dad. You hurt her over, and over, you slept with her Sister , you didn't know I knew that. You know who told me Daddy, Grandma Patricia, she hated you , do you know that"?
"I don't care about Patricia , she had no right".
"You had no right to sleep with Kristen Dad".
"Ok I did that and I'm sorry, your Mother knows everything are you happy"?
"You told her about Marilee"?
"Yes, I told her the truth, she deserved that".
"Oh you Sick animal, are you trying to kill her"?
"What you are angry now that I told her the truth? You are something John Ross, you don't know what you want do you"?
"Yes, I want you out of my life, and I pray Mom leaves you too. I will never forgive you for what you have done. Don't worry, my drug use is on me, I just wish I took enough to end it, once and for all".
"What John Ross, you don't mean that, you wish you died"?
John Ross started to cry, "Yes, this hurts to much, I would rather die". He shut his eyes, he screamed being restrained, was killing him. JR walked over, "I will walk away, don't you dare hurt yourself. Please get better, you and your Mother can get healthy together". John Ross opened his eyes, "You are washing your hands of us Dad, oh how Honorable".
"You want me to leave don't you"?
John Ross shut his eyes, " I wanted my Dad to fight for me, but go you need help more than me and Mom".
JR touched his hand, "John Ross , I don't want to go , can you can forgive me"? John Ross turned away, and JR felt sick, he heard the Police yelling outside the door. JR turned, walking to the door, and pulled the chair away. He opened the door, the Police pull JR out of the room, as the Doctor ran over to John Ross. He touched his face , John Ross was just staring at the wall not talking. The Police are talking to JR, he couldn't hear a word they were saying, all he could think about, was he lost everything that was important to him.
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Post by jessie on Jan 14, 2011 20:03:31 GMT -6
Chapter 26
2 days later
JR showed up at the Hospital, he went to the Nurses station. "Can I speak with John Ross's and my Wife's Doctor's please"?
"Have a seat , I will see if they can come"
10 minutes later John Ross's Doctor walked over. "Mr Ewing, you wanted to speak to me"?
"Yes, how is my Son, I know I can't see him, but is he better"?
"No he isn't he won't speak to anyone, he completely shut down. We are extremely worried, we might have to transfer him to the Hospital over at Main County".
"The hospital for crazy people"?
"JR your son is in serious trouble, he wants to die. That is the only thing he will say, so he needs really serious care". JR sat back, "what about my Wife"?
"Dr. Evans is her Doctor, but I have spoken to him. I think he will be out in a minute, but your Wife is in serious trouble too".
"Oh God, I screwed up big time, I truly ruined their lives".
"JR I think your son deep down inside needs you, but not if your not going to change. I think you need to seek professional help, you have a illness too, I'm sorry you have to admit it".
'I can stop on my own, but they can't"
"You can't either, they wouldn't be where they are now if you could". JR yelled, "Ok I will get help, but will it get my family back"?
"Maybe it is up to them, but you need to make a lot up to them. Your son is suffering really bad, he needs his Parents but healthy ones".
"Can I see my Wife, I need to talk to her"?
"I will ask Dr. Evans". JR sat waiting, it was 1/2hour later Dr. Evans came out. JR put his hand out, but the Doctor wouldn't shake his hand.
"I hear you want to see your Wife, why JR"?
"Why she is my wife, what do you think"?
"Oh God you are a winner Mr. Ewing, you don't know how bad you made things do you? Come with me , I will show you ". JR followed Dr. Evans, he took him into her room. She was laying with her eyes open. She was pale, JR could see she had been crying. She didn't even look at him, when he called out her name. He walked over, she had dark circles under her eyes. She had been crying he could see the tears on her cheeks. He whispered, "Sue Ellen, I'm here".
"JR they won't let me see John Ross"
"He is getting help, you have to get better, than you can see him"
"JR did you really sleep with Marilee, when you knew we needed you most"? He wanted to lie , but the Doctor motioned for him, to tell her the truth.
"Sue Ellen yes I slept with her, I can't explain why? I'm really sorry, I need to get help, I finally realize it. I love you , and John Ross, but I thought of myself over you. I want you and John Ross healthy, if I go speak with someone, could you forgive me"?
"I want John Ross JR, please bring him to me". JR leaned down, "I can't Sue Ellen, put I promise, I won't stop until he is better, and we can try , and be a family".
"It was my fault, I was his Mom JR, I lost the one person, I should have protected". JR shut his eyes, he hated she was blaming herself, he touched her face, "Sue Ellen don't you blame yourself".
"JR what was it about me, that you needed more"?
"Sue Ellen it wasn't you, it was me, won't you listen to me"?
"I tried JR, I loved you, why couldn't you just love me"? She shut her eyes, and drifted off asleep. JR felt sick, he ran into the washroom slamming the door. He was sick several times, he slide to the floor, rocking back, and forth, he keep repeating, "God punish me, not them".
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jan 14, 2011 20:39:18 GMT -6
JR hasnt learned I hope that Sue Ellen and John Ross will be okay. JR should go get some help hopefully he will change
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