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Post by jessie on Sept 8, 2010 21:32:06 GMT -6
Chapter 12
Sue Ellen went to run to him, but JR held her back. JR walked over, "you really want our help John Ross'?
John Ross was staring at his Father, he put his head down, and JR knelt down. " I will do anything to help you John Ross, but what you just said was horrible"
John Ross got up, and walked to his bed. He whispered, " I need something, I can't go cold turkey, my heart is racing".
"Maybe we should call Dr. Danvers"?
'No, I don't want him, I can stop, just let me have one hit". Sue Ellen walked over, "No, you either listen to us, or we take you to the hospital". John Ross smiled, " Oh Mom, you really love me, you want me to get locked up, because you did".
"No that was the worst time of my life John Ross. I was pregnant, and I was so wrong, and I hated your Daddy. I know now, it was the best place for me, but I wouldn't admit , I had a problem. I'm a alcoholic, and a bad Mother, and maybe even a bad Wife, but I love you John Ross. I can't watch you die, putting that crap into your body. You were at that house , with those people, and you laughed when I was hurt. Do you know how that made me feel, my son laughed"?
John Ross turned away, " I'm sorry, but you both were never there for me. You tried Mom, but I saw you hurting, and hiding in your room. Dad I adored you, and one day , I realized you were cheating on my Mom, and leaving me at home wondering why my Daddy wasn't there for me? I hated Christopher because Bobby was a wonderful Father, he did everything with his son. Did you come to one school event Dad, Mom did but you never did? Oh it was special, when you would give me your I'm sorry speech, and hand me $100.00 to go to a movie or something. I didn't want that , I wanted my Dad to come to the Father, and son baseball day. Did you know Mom, asked Ray to take me Dad? He came and he was amazing, but all my friends said, that isn't your Daddy. I know now, you were with someone else, why weren't me and Mom enough for you Dad"?
JR looked at Sue Ellen, and John Ross, and he felt horrible. He sat down, putting his hand on John Ross's shoulder. "I'm so sorry John Ross, I didn't know you felt this way? You know I love you, why didn't you come to me, and tell me how you felt"?
John Ross jumped up, "Come to you, that is your job Dad"
"Yes, John Ross, I made mistakes, I'm so sorry".
"What about Mom, are you sorry for the stuff you put her through"?
"Yes, I am John Ross, but I can't take back the past". John Ross was shaking, he was really feeling the withdrawal. He yelled, "I need to go outside, I can't breath, it is like your suffocating me". JR got up, "John Ross, Dr. Danvers, can tell us what to do"?
"No, Dad please both of you go to your room. I won't leave, I will go to sleep". JR looked at Sue Ellen, " Sorry John Ross, we are not leaving, and the fact you want me to leave, you have a stash in here".
"No, I don't can't you trust me"?
"No, John Ross, I can't". JR walked over looking in his drawers, and John Ross was yelling. Sue Ellen walked into the bathroom, and was checking places. She remembered how she hide stuff, she might be good at finding his stash. Sue Ellen grabbed his back pack , and John Ross ran over grabbing it, making his Mother scream in fear. JR walked over, and he went to grab the bag, and John Ross screamed, "this is my personal belongings." JR grabbed John Ross, "enough, give me the bag". John Ross handed it to him, and JR dumped it on the floor. Sue Ellen, and JR were horrified, when needles fell on the floor.
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Post by jessie on Sept 10, 2010 22:48:27 GMT -6
Chapter13
JR and Sue Ellen are shocked, they stare at John Ross. He grabbed his back pack, and picked up the needles, and put them in his bag. His parents stare at him, and he yelled, "what I'm sorry, I'm not perfect but you two aren't either".
Sue Ellen walked over, " why John Ross, you are ruining your life"?
"You are giving me a lecture Mom, get real you are Pathetic"
JR walked over, he grabbed John Ross, and pulled him close. "You ever talk to your Mom like that again, It will be your last time".
"Oh you will kick me out of the house"?
" John Ross, you need help, you are worse off than I thought".
"Why because I chose Drugs, you chose alcohol Mom, and Dad your drug is hookers, and cheap trash". JR lost it and smacked John Ross, and he screamed, "do that again, I will kill you". Sue Ellen was scared of John Ross, he was so angry, she ran to JR. "Don't fight with him JR, he needs help".
"So do you Mom, so shut up".
"You be quiet right now, I'm your Mother, show me some respect".
"Why no one respects you Mom". John Ross sat on the bed, and smiled. Sue Ellen ran over, " how dare you talk to me that way"? John Ross jumped up, "I'm out of this hole, I hate you all , I don't need your stinking money Dad. You are nothing it was Grandpa's company, you will never be him Dad".
Sue Ellen was crying, when John Ross went to leave the room. John Ross got in the hall, and JR grabbed his arm. John Ross pushed JR against the wall, and pulled back his arm, ready to punch him. John Ross is thrown to the ground, and JR was actually scared of his own son. He knew he couldn't help him, he needed professional help. John Ross looks at Clayton, " OMG you are protecting my Dad, you have hated him for years. "
"I don't like your Daddy much John Ross, but how dare you raise your hand to your parents"?
John Ross got up, and was walking to the stairs. Sue Ellen ran to him, and he screamed , "I'm out of here, I don't love you anymore". Sue Ellen stopped, has she lost him for good? He went to walk down the stairs, she pulled his arm, and he shoved her. He screamed as she lost her balance falling backward down the stairs. He stood in horror, as JR screamed running to the top of the stairs. Bobby and Pam were downstairs, they ran over to Sue Ellen she was unconscious. JR ran down the stairs touching her face, and Bobby ran to the phone calling 911. John Ross was at the top of the stairs, he was frozen in fear. He never meant to push her like that it was a accident. Clayton walked over touching John Ross, and he pulled away, running to his room. Clayton looked at Sue Ellen, than to John Ross, and he ran to follow him. Sue Ellen would want her son protected, and right now he needed someone, to talk to. Clayton walked into his room, and couldn't see John Ross anywhere. Clayton walked to the bathroom, and yelled as John Ross put a needle into his arm. Clayton felt sick he ran over screaming , but the damage was already done. John Ross was already feeling the affects of the drug. Clayton grabbed his face, " you have to stop this John Ross,your not just hurting yourself your hurting this family". John Ross started to cry , "Did I kill my Mom"?
Clayton hugged him, but he knew Sue Ellen was in serious trouble, and so was John Ross.
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Post by Sanda on Sept 11, 2010 0:03:05 GMT -6
Great updates Jessie. I hope that Sue Ellen is going to be ok. John Ross needs to get professional help before it is too late. Please update soon.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Sept 11, 2010 1:07:13 GMT -6
great update I agree with Sanda John Ross needs help before it is too late
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Post by jessie on Sept 11, 2010 20:04:36 GMT -6
Chapter 14
Pam and JR were with Sue Ellen, while Bobby ran outside waiting for the ambulance. Sue Ellen started to come to, but she was in so much pain. JR touched her face, "don't move, you probably have broken bones."
"John Ross, is he ok JR"?
"Sue Ellen don't worry about him, just relax"
"He needs help JR, we can't help him alone". JR was so upset, "I know Sue Ellen, right now I'm worried about you".
"Help our boy, he needs you more than I do". Pam looks at JR, "go to John Ross, help him, I will go to the hospital with her".
"Are you kidding, I'm not leaving her".
"Go help you son, Bobby will help you, I will go to the hospital". Pam yells at JR, but he looked at Sue Ellen. "Are you sure, Sue Ellen"?
"Yes, JR go to John Ross, help him". Sue Ellen was in so much pain, but she was trying not to cry. JR kissed her, and got up running upstairs. Pam held Sue Ellen's hand, and whispered, "help is coming Sue Ellen"
"Pam if something happens to me, you will be there for John Ross?".
"Sue Ellen stop talking that way, of course, but you will be fine". Sue Ellen cried out, and Pam was so happy to see help walk in the door. They ran to Sue Ellen, and got her ready, and took her to the ambulance. Pam got in, telling Bobby to help JR with John Ross. The ambulance left, and JR ran in running upstairs, to John Ross's room. He walked in, and John Ross was freaking out, when JR was telling him, he was going to the hospital, he needed help.
"No, I'm not going to the hospital, I'm leaving here". JR yelled, "You either do as I say, or I phone the police, and tell them what you did to your Mother"?
"You wouldn't dare, you wouldn't want the publicity. The Ewing name is everything to this family. You have so many secrets, if you do that I will tell the world, just how sick the Ewing Family is".
Clayton and Bobby stare at each other, and JR ran over, "don't you threaten me and this family"
"Let me go, I don't want to be part of this family anymore".
"Do you realize you could have killed your Mom out there"?
"She grabbed me, so it is her own fault, but she might be better off". JR grabbed him, and Bobby pulled him back. "He is high on something, don't do this JR".
"What do you want me to do Bobby"?
"Together we will take him to the hospital. We will say he hurt his Mom by accident, that he is a danger to himself and others". John Ross ran at Bobby, punching him in the face. Everyone was shocked, but Bobby got up throwing John Ross on the bed. "You ever do that again, I will give you a beating, you won't forget".
"Do it Bobby, you are such a tough guy". Bobby walked to JR, "we have to take him now, I don't want him in the house like this". JR walked over, "get up John Ross, we are taking you to the hospital".
"No", JR grabbed him, and he was struggling hitting him. Bobby and Clayton helped, but they were shocked how strong John Ross was. The three of them were exhausted, but they managed, to get him downstairs. They got him to the car, they pushed him in the back. JR and Clayton got in sitting him in the middle. John Ross was screaming, but Bobby started the car, and started to drive. John Ross finally gave up, and started to fall asleep. Clayton heart was racing, he couldn't believe how far gone John Ross was? He looked over, and was shocked, he could see a tear fall down JR's cheek. It was the first time, Clayton felt sorry for JR, he saw a side to him, that proved finally JR had a heart.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Sept 11, 2010 20:20:37 GMT -6
great update I hope John Ross gets help they are doing the right thing
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Post by jessie on Sept 14, 2010 19:10:33 GMT -6
Chapter 15
They got to the hospital, and JR was talking to the Doctors. They said he would have to sign papers, that John Ross was a harm to himself, and other. If that happened, they could keep him for 72 hours, and during that time they would try to get him detoxed, and under control. John Ross was yelling at Clayton, and Bobby, they were getting mad. The Doctor walked over with 2 guards, "John Ross, are you going to come with us willingly, or should these gentlemen help me"?
"You are pathetic Dad, your locking up your own son"?
"Yes, you almost killed your Mother tonight, I won't watch you die".
"You never worried before about me and Mom before Dad. Why start now because the stupid Family got involved"?
"Please take him by force if you have too". The guards grabbed him, taking him to a room. The Doctor told, JR to wait here, until they talk to him alone. JR stood watching as the doctor walked away. Bobby put his hand on his shoulder. " Are you ok JR"?
'No, GOD I don't know what is happening with Sue Ellen? Look at my boy is this all my fault"?
" JR you were a good Father, not a very good husband. John Ross needs to put the blame where it belongs, with him. You are doing the best thing for him, you and Sue Ellen couldn't do it on your own".
"Why because we are not like you Bobby"?
"No, I didn't say that, I'm here to help you JR. I don't want to fight with you".
"I'm sorry, I'm just tired, and worried".
"Why don't you go see how Sue Ellen is doing, and me and Clayton will stay here".
"I can't leave my Son Bobby".
"We will be here, you will come back, just check on her". JR walked to the elevator, "I will be right back".
Bobby and Clayton looked at each other. They were so worried about Sue Ellen, and John Ross. JR had his hands full , this mess was getting worse and worse.
JR went to the front desk, and they say Sue Ellen was brought into a room. They tell him the floor, and number, and he ran over getting into a elevator. He pushed the floor, and walked out, looking at the numbers, until he reached Sue Ellen's room. He walked in, and Pam smiled, "She just feel asleep JR, she was real lucky."
"She is going to be ok"?
"Yes, she broke a few ribs, and has a lot of bruising, and a massive headache. She needs rest, she can't take this with John Ross".
"He is here upstairs on the 6th floor. They are going to keep him 72 hours. I don't know Pam you should have seen him. He didn't really ask about his Mom, her own son".
"It is the drugs JR, remember that".
"I do, but after 72 hours, we can't hold him anymore. He has to want to stop, but I don't think he will".
"We will all help him, but right now how about you stay with her, and I will go up, and see about John Ross"?
"That is nice of you, and I would like to stay here until she wakes up". Pam left the room, and JR walked over looking at Sue Ellen. She was so pale , he touched her face, and she moaned opening her eyes. "Hey you, how are you feeling"?
"Like I was hit by a train".
"Oh Sue Ellen, you were lucky you have a few broken ribs, but no other broken bones'.
"Wow, I'm Lucky why don't I feel very lucky"?
JR smiled, holding her hand, and she whispered, "what about John Ross, is he ok"?
"He is with people who will help him, we couldn't".
"Where did we go wrong JR"? She shut her eyes, and drifted off asleep.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Sept 14, 2010 19:40:53 GMT -6
great chapter they did the right thing putting him there
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Post by jessie on Sept 17, 2010 18:44:35 GMT -6
Chapter 16
Sue Ellen was asleep, and JR walked out, and went to see how John Ross was doing? He saw Bobby, and Clayton and he asked them if the Doctor came out with any news?
"Once they said they had to restrain him for his own safety, and the nurses". JR was pale, and Bobby touched his shoulder. "You are doing the right thing JR".
"Why doesn't it feel that way, he must think, I turned my back on him"?
"He is thinking that he is coming off his high JR. He is hurting, he will say some horrible stuff. He could have killed Sue Ellen today, he needs professional help".
"I know that Bobby but he is my son, what went wrong"?
"I don't know, but maybe the Doctors can help you figure that out". They all turn when the Doctor walked over, and walked to JR.
"You are John Ross's Father"?
"Yes, how is he"?
"Really bad, he has been taking some really bad stuff JR. He is going to go through a really bad withdrawal. We can keep him at least 72 hours JR, but he will need more help than that. We will get it out of his system, but he has to want to get himself clean. At the moment, he wants out of here, he was fighting with me and the nurses. I have put restrains on him, and he is not really happy about that. You can see him for a few moments, but he needs to sleep as much as he can. It is going to be a rough 72 hours, but we will do everything possible to make it as easy for him as possible. JR walked to the room, and went inside with the Doctor. He walked over to the bed, John Ross had his eyes shut. The Doctor touched JR's shoulder, "let him rest, you can come back later".
JR was about to walk to the door, and John Ross yelled, "Dad please get me out of here, I will listen to you and Mom promise".
"John Ross your Mom is in this hospital because of you".
"I'm sorry, I didn't do that on purpose you know that".
"John Ross let the Doctor help you, I can't bring you home yet".
"I will never forgive you JR"
JR was shocked, but he knew it was the drugs that was making him act this way. John Ross you can hurt me all you want, I don't care. I know I wasn't the greatest Father, but truthfully, you put yourself here, no one else".
"You did".
The Doctor walked over, " let him rest JR, this is not helping either of you".
JR walked to the door, and looked back.. He hated leaving John Ross like this but he had to. He went out, and he could hear John Ross yell out, he hated him. JR leaned against the wall, he can't believe this is happening to him. What would his Father say? Bobby walked over, "JR what happened?
"He hates me, I don't know Bobby have I lost him for good"?
"No, he is going to get better, he is a good kid. You have to be there for him after JR".
"I know that Bobby, you don't have to tell me".
"Yes, I do you have not been a good Husband to Sue Ellen, and really you haven't been there for John Ross either".
JR walked away, and went to see Sue Ellen, Clayton and Bobby stare at each other. "Bobby he is hurting, and blaming himself already, give him a break". Bobby smiled, "Wow Clayton has a soft side for old JR"?
"No, but as a Father, I know what he is feeling". Bobby and Clayton, went to the cafeteria for a coffee".
JR walked over to Sue Ellen, she was awake. "JR how is John Ross"?
"Not good Sue Ellen, he really is in trouble".
"It is my fault you were right JR"
"Shh if it is anyone's fault it is mine". JR picked up her hand kissing it. "I'm so sorry Sue Ellen".
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Post by melindajo2000 on Sept 17, 2010 19:53:37 GMT -6
wow wonderful writing at least JR is doing something to help his son now unlike some parents. I hope John Ross will forgive his parents
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Post by jessie on Sept 18, 2010 18:18:26 GMT -6
Chapter 17
Sue Ellen had fallen asleep she was given pain meds. The Doctor said she could go home in 2 or 3 days. She was bruised and would be in extreme pain for the next few weeks. She will need physio for her back. JR asked the doctor if he could learn what to do so he could care for her?. The doctor smiled," We will show you a few things, but the therapy should be done by the therapist. JR walked to John Ross's room, and a nurse came out. She looked exhausted, and JR asked her if everything was ok.?
"He is really sick, and is having extreme withdrawal symptoms. He thinks he see's something that isn't really there".
"Can I go in and be with him"?
"Sure but it will upset you, and he might be sick in front of you"
"I'm ok with that thank you". JR walked in, but he wasn't prepared John Ross looked horrible, he was pale , sweaty, and he was moving about with the restrains on. The Doctor touched JR's shoulder, "I will be back in a few moments, he is really in pain, but this has to happen JR. Do not remove those restrains, he will hurt himself or you".
"I won't don't worry".
"I'm sorry JR, but hopefully this will help him in the end". The Doctor left, and JR walked over to John Ross. He whispered his name, and John Ross opened up his eyes.
"Daddy help me, please get these off of me"
"I can't son, I'm so sorry, you need to get better".
"Help Me", John Ross screamed so loud, JR even jumped back. He was screaming and kicking and then he felt sick. JR grabbed the basin, as John Ross was sick several times. John Ross laid still being sick was taking a toll on him. He was breathing heavy, JR was getting scared. JR touched his face, he was so warm, and JR ran and got a cool cloth putting it on his forehead. John Ross started to cry, "I'm sorry don't punish me anymore".
"This isn't a punishment, it is saving your life".
"It's not, it is killing me, let me go please".
"No, listen to me John Ross, I want my boy back".
"I hate you, I will forever hate you and Mom".
"Hate me but not her, she doesn't deserve it".
"She hated me when I was born, you both did".
"We didn't hate you, we were going through a rough time".
"You both were disgusting running around sleeping around".
JR grabbed John Ross face, "Be quiet and rest".
"No, I will tell the world just what kind of parents I have".
"Fine get clean, and write a book I will buy a copy".
"Don't you make fun of me"
JR got up, "I will go to your Mom, I'm making you worse".
"OMG Dad get these things off of me, spiders are coming down the wall".
JR looked around the room, seeing nothing. He walked over, "there isn't spiders John Ross"
"Yes, they are coming after me, OMG they are on the bed". John Ross was screaming, the Doctor and the nurse ran in. JR was speechless, as they tried to calm him down. He was coughing and crying, screaming that spiders were all over him. The Doctor yelled to the nurse to get the sedative. They didn't want to give him one, but they had to. They injected the needle , it was 5 minutes later, John Ross finally fell asleep. The Doctor walked over to JR, "I know that upset you, but that is what happens when they are detoxing".
JR was shaken up, he left the room, and sat in a chair outside John Ross's room. He couldn't help himself, but he broke down crying, he hated seeing his Wife, and Son suffering, and there was nothing he could do to help them .
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Post by melindajo2000 on Sept 18, 2010 18:39:58 GMT -6
very good picture of someone DT'ing. poor John Ross I really hope he figures out how much trouble he's in soon and stops fighting
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Post by jessie on Sept 29, 2010 19:54:05 GMT -6
Chapter 18
JR was sitting outside John Ross's room, he was up all night. He shut his eyes, and he woke up hearing a commotion near him. He looked seeing a woman on the floor, but he realized it was Sue Ellen. A nurse was consoling her while the other nurse ran to get help. JR ran over, " Sue Ellen what are you doing out of bed"?
"JR I have to see John Ross, my legs are so weak".
"Can I carry her to her room, I don't want to see her on the floor"?
"Sir no she had a serious back injury which was healing, she never should have got out of bed".
"Sue Ellen, why did you do this, you know your in serious trouble "?. Sue Ellen started to cry, when they heard screaming coming from John Ross's room. He was screaming, he was yelling for his Mom, which made Sue Ellen try to get up. JR was frantic, worried about Sue Ellen, and John Ross, at the same time. The Doctor ran into John Ross's room, and the screams were terrifying making Sue Ellen cry. The other Doctor ran to Sue Ellen, she was hysterical, they gave her a shot knocking her out. The slowly got Sue Ellen off the floor, and told JR, she needed to have another x-ray. He wanted to go with her, but he wanted to go make sure John Ross was ok. At the moment he knew John Ross needed him more. Sue Ellen would want him to stay with John Ross, he walked over going in the room. John Ross was trying to get out of the restrains, he was angry, and scared, making JR hold his stomach. He couldn't believe this was John Ross, he looked like a caged animal. He looked at JR he screamed, "I hate you and Mom, I will never forgive you . I can't be held against my will forever, once I'm out of here, you will never see me again". JR walked over, " I'm sorry son, I have to do this, your going to die, if I don't".
"I would rather die than be tied down like this. Please tell them to let me go, I won't run away promise". JR looked at the Doctor he shook his head no. JR whispered, "I can't John Ross, this is for your own good".
"Get out, go play with a nurse you sick man".
"Stop it John Ross, I love you, and I will fight to bring you back home".
"Home I hate your home, I felt like I was dying there".
'Since when you loved living there when did it change".
"When I saw what my Father really was a cheat, and a liar, and I was ashamed of you".
JR moved back, he turned to walk away, and John Ross yelled. "Run you coward, everyone in the family hates you".
JR had enough, he walked over, pointing his finger. "Shut up you spoiled brat, I could care less what you think of me. I'm here so deal with it, I will help you get better, because you are my life. I made mistakes, and I hurt your Mother but I never hurt you. I don't deserve you blaming me for everything. You put this crap in your body, you only. You have to suffer now, so to bad for poor John Ross Ewing. Lay back or I will help you lay back, and keep your mouth shut if you have nothing nice to say. You can hate me but don't you ever disrespect your Mother again".
'You care Dad"?
"Yes, she walked down this hall, after falling downstairs. She collapsed outside this door, inches away from you. She loves you, she deserves your respect".
John Ross stared at JR, as he turned to walk away. John Ross yelled "Don't leave me Dad". JR turned, and for a split second, he saw the little boy , he tucked in at 3 who adored him.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Sept 29, 2010 20:59:03 GMT -6
I liked all of it but loved the ending hopefully this is a turning point for John ross maybe he realizes he needs his father after all
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Post by jessie on Sept 30, 2010 22:44:55 GMT -6
Chapter 19
John Ross was really going though so much pain. JR brought the chair close holding his hand. John Ross has tears in his eyes. JR whispered, "I know you hurting, but that crap has to come out of your body"
"Dad".
"Yes, I'm so sorry, I hurt Mom, I didn't mean to".
"Get better Son, I will take care of Mom". John Ross was shaking so badly, JR stood up, trying to hold him. He cried out, "Dad I'm dying, I can't take anymore, I burning up."
JR touched his face, "Your not dying, this is what happens Son".
"Is Grandma mad at me Dad"?
"No she is worried so is Grandpa Clayton"
"Grandpa Clayton, I said some bad things to him. I really love him Dad, he didn't deserve it"
"No he didn't, but it was the drugs talking". John Ross started to shut his eyes, he was so hot , but the nurse said it was normal. JR got a cool cloth wiping his forehead, he hated seeing him hurting so badly. He looked at the nurse, " I will be right back, I have to check on my wife". She smiled, "we will take care of him, until you return". JR touched his face, "I will be back Son". He left walking to Sue Ellen's room. She was back in her room, she was laying awake just looking at the ceiling. JR walked over touching her hand, "Sugar are you in pain"?
" JR how is John Ross, they won't let me see him"?The Doctor walked in, and shook JR's hand. "We did another x-ray she did cause more damage. She has to stay still, and in bed until her back heals a bit. We will do therapy once she is healing a bit but if she does what she just did again, she may never walk again"
"What are you talking about"?
"She really did damage to the spinal cord when she fell. She will walk again if she listens to me. Please talk to her, I know she loves her boy, but right now she needs to think of herself". JR looked at Sue Ellen, "You are going to listen to the Doctor, do you want John Ross to hate himself forever, if you can't walk?. He was the cause of your fall, he would be devastated, if your damage was permanent. I will bring John Ross, to you once, he is better. You will lay in that bed, and listen for a change. Walking down that hall was stupid, now you put yourself in worse trouble. I love you Sue Ellen, but so help me GOD , I will have them put restrains on you too". Sue Ellen turned away, and JR touched her face. " I love you Sue Ellen, promise me you will listen".
"I will JR, tell John Ross I love him, and I'm sorry".
"Sorry for what Sue Ellen"?
" This is my fault, I'm a ex alcoholic he got the disease from me".
"Listen you are a recovering alcoholic, and he is a recovering drug addict. You and John Ross were to blame for your addictions, but I won't allow you to blame yourself for his problem. He had a good life, and I'm sorry, he is suffering right now, because he was spoiled, and used his allowance, on drugs. He got in with the wrong crowd, enjoyed the feeling, but it got out of control. He wanted to blame everyone but himself, he has to look in the mirror, and realize he is his own worst enemy".
" JR promise me we will be the Family we should have been from the beginning".
"I promise, I will never hurt you again". Sue Ellen smiled putting her hand out, and he grabbed it. He whispered, "Go to sleep, you look exhausted".
'JR"
"Yes, Sugar"
" Promise you will be here, when I wake up"
" I won't leave you and John Ross that is a promise, I'm going to keep". Sue Ellen shut his eyes, and he sat in the chair. He was totally exhausted this whole ordeal was taking a toll on all of them.
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