Pam and Bobby Text or email thread

[jessie]

I saw this over on Soap Chat it is fun. We should do it here, I hope you join in Sanda, and Melinda. You write what you think Pam, and Bobby would say in a text or email.

I will start

Bobby

Bobby I'm so sorry, I walked away, but I couldn't take it anymore. I have loved you from the first moment, I saw you. I hated walking away, and taking Christopher from you. I'm with Mark, but I don't love him like I love you. He is a good man but you are what I want , and what I need. I can't live with JR Ewing. I love your Mom, and Dad, and Sue Ellen but JR destroys everything he touches. I want to be with you Bobby, but can you choose me over Southfork, that is your decision, I hope you can"?

Pam

Pam was looking at the computer, she wanted to send it but she couldn't. She knew it would never be the same between her, and Bobby. JR would never let them be happy, he hated the Ewing's. She could see why maybe he hated Cliff , but how he treated her she would never understand. She laid her finger over the send button it was taking everything in her not to send it. She jumped when Mark walked up behind her.

"Who are you emailing"?

"Oh I'm not, I was just looking"

"No it said you sent something to Bobby Ewing Pam what is going on"? Pam looked at the computer, she couldn't believe she sent it, she couldn't take it back, she just wondered what Bobby would do when he saw the message?

[jessie]

I'm sad no one is joining in this fun thread, I will have to write what Bobby thinks when he sees the message. '(

[melindajo2000]

Great idea Jessie. Love your entry!


Pammy,

I was so happy to hear from you even though you said some things that broke my heart. You know how much Southfork means to me and I can't turn my back on my mama but I would walk away from it all in a minute if it meant that you and Christopher came back to me. I hate seeing you with Mark, hate seeing him hold my son and hate watching him holding your hand knowing that it is mine you should be holding. Come home Pam, we can work everything out.

Love always

Bobby

As Bobby hit sent he couldn't dare to let himself believe that Pam might be coming home to him. But it didn'[t sound like she was happy with Mark, not the way they were once were. But now there was hope, which was more than he dared allowed himself to have.

[Sanda]

Melinda and Jessie, I LOVE the enteries that you came up with this thread. I will have to think something to write for this thread since I am really INTO Reid and Luke right now.

[jessie]

I love your entry Melinda so sweet.. This is fun writing this kind of stuff..

[jessie]

Pam was sitting on the couch with Christopher, and Mark. They were watching TV, but she couldn't concentrate. She wondered what Bobby would think when he read the email. She got up excusing herself, and walked to the den, and sat in front of the computer. She was looking at her emails, when she saw one from Bobby. She wanted to cry she was so happy, but what if he wasn't happy with the email she sent? She was reading it, and she knew he still loved her, and she loved him dearly.

She put her hands on the computer , and started to type.

Bobby

I sent you the email, and I was so worried you would be angry. I walked away but it was because I was hurt, and so confused. I never stopped loving you, and Christopher adores you. I know I'm with Mark, but I have to break it off with him. It isn't fair that I think of you every single moment of the day. You are the love of my life, and I have regretted walking away the moment, I did it. Lets meet somewhere so we can talk. I want to make sure we are doing the right thing. I don't want Christopher anymore confused than he already is. I know it would hurt you greatly to leave your family home, but I don't think living there would be the best idea if we want to make it Bobby. I adore Clayton, Miss Ellie, Lucy, Donna, Ray, John Ross, and Sue Ellen. I can't be around JR not right now, maybe someday. Hope to hear from you soon, I love you Bobby, I always have.

"Yours always Pam
xoxoxo

Pam sent the reply, and stared at the computer, wondering when Bobby would read it?

[jessie]

No one else is taking a turn, I will go next.

Bobby was at work reading some papers when he saw on his computer he got a message. He smiled seeing it was from Pam. He read it he couldn't believe this was happening. He wanted to talk to her, and hold her hand, and kiss her even better make love to her. He has done that over, and over in his head millions of times. This was the first time he felt he was going to get the chance once again. He hoped so anyway, was this just a game to her. He knew it wasn't she wasn't like that but this just seemed to unreal to him. He put his fingers over the keyboard, and began to type.

Pammy

OMG this is a dream come true to me. I have wanted this for so long, I ached to have you back in my arms. My hands are shaking right now this is so amazing to me. I would leave Southfork , and Dallas for that matter to be with you. I have loved you from the first day I set my eyes on you. You had the most beautiful smile, and when you spoke , I knew I would marry you. I know this feud has caused so much heartache in our lives but I want that to end. I want you, me and Christopher to be happy, and we will not get involved with this feud. I don't know what you are going to do about Mark, I'm sure he will be devastated when he hears you have been emailing me. You have to tell me when, and where I can see you face to face. I want to hug you Pam, please get back to me soon.

Love Bobby xoxo

Bobby pushed the send button, and sat back smiling hoping she would email him back real quick.

[Sanda]

Great updates Jessie. OMG Mark is going to be furious when Pam dumps him for Bobby.

[jessie]

Pam came downstairs after giving Christopher his bath. She went into the living room, and told Mark she was going to turn in early. "Sure Pam be up in a little while, I might watch a movie."

Ok Goodnight" Pam went upstairs, she was really feeling guilty. She couldn't wait until the morning to see if Bobby replied. She hoped so but in her heart she cared for Mark too. She just couldn't tell him yet, but she knew she would have to. She went upstairs, and got ready for bed.

Mark got up going to get a coffee, when he stopped by the Den. He could see Pam left her computer open. He walked over planning on turning it off. He was out to shut it down when he saw a email from Bobby. Mark sat in the chair stunned, but he had to read what he was emailing. Mark opened the email, and sat back in shock after reading it.

Pam

I can't believe this is happening Pam. I love you so much, and it means the world to me that you are going to give us another chance. I know you have to tell Mark, but I need to see you face to face. I know I can see you anytime when I come to see Christopher. I need to see you alone, we need to talk about this. Please email me a time, and you can meet me at the Ewing Condo. Pam I love you, I never stopped, I will be waiting for your reply".

Love Bobby xoxo

Mark was so angry he put his fingers to the keyboard.

Bobby

I made a mistake , I can't be with you. Please don't email me anymore it is over. You are , and always will be Christopher's Daddy but that is all. I'm going to marry Mark, I'm sorry Bobby, this was a mistake.

Pam.

Mark sent it , than deleted Bobby's message , and his. He turned the computer off, he sat back, and hoped Bobby would never email again, and Pam would realize, it was over, that she was with the person she should be with.

[jessie]

I'm going to cry no one else is joining in. I guess this thread isn't a hit.

[jessie]

Pam woke up the next morning, she went right to the computer, and was devastated not seeing anything from Bobby. She sat staring at the computer, she wanted to cry, it hurt so bad. She realized maybe he didn't get her last email yet, but she had a feeling he changed his mind, and decided against reuniting with her. She couldn't blame Bobby it was her own fault. She was sitting there when Mark walked in, "Pam what are you doing"?

"Nothing just seeing if Cliff emailed me, but he didn't"

"Cliff wouldn't he call since when does he email"?

"Oh he does sometimes but he didn't so lets forget about it". She got up, and walked to the kitchen, she was so upset, but she had to act like nothing happened..

At Southfork.

Bobby was up all night just staring at his computer his eyes hurt so bad. He couldn't believe Pam would be so cruel. She got his hopes up, than ripped them away, like a game that meant nothing to her. He would never forgive her for this, not ever. He walked to JR's and Sue Ellen's room, and knocked.

JR opened the door, "Bob it is 7am what is wrong"?

"I won't be in to work today, I don't feel well"

"Are you ok should I call Dr. Danvers"?

"No I just need some alone time, I just thought I would let you know". JR smiled, "Ok Bobby hope you feel better soon"

"Yeah me too" Bobby walked to his room shutting the door, JR knew something was wrong, but he knew his Brother, and he knew when it was best to just leave him alone.

[Sanda]

Great entries Jessie. OMG Mark was so cruel sending that hurtful e-mail on Pam's behalf and deleting Bobby's e-mail to Pam. I feel horrible for Bobby and Pam both right now.

[jessie]

All that day Bobby and Pam just couldn't believe what happened. Pam couldn't believe Bobby didn't respond , she was so disappointed. She walked over to the computer, and sat down. She wanted him to know what she was feeling.

Bobby
I poured my heart out to you, and you shocked me. I can understand if you didn't want to see me, or meet me but not responding was cruel. I just wanted to let you know I will not bother you again, and I understand this is payback for what I did to you. I will always love you Bobby, but this will be the last time I say that to you. I understand I really do, I hurt you when I walked away. I will regret it until the day I die, but I hope you have a wonderful life, I only wish you the best. I was blessed when Christopher came into our life , he is a joy to both of us, he was the one good thing that happened in our life together. I love you Bobby, and I always will.

Pam

Pam sat there she started to cry, the thought of losing Bobby forever was to much for her.

[pammi]

I thought I'd give this a try.

When Bobby checked his email, he sat with a slack jaw and rubbed his chin. "What's wrong with her, one minute she tells me she loves me, the next she wants me to go away, now she wants me again...?" he asked himself aloud. He shifted in the desk chair and swayed back and forth a moment as he thought, then he leaned in and answered her email.

Pammi,
We need to see each other face-to-face. I need to look at you when I hear what you truly feel. I will always love you with all my heart and need to know how you really feel before I can truly move on. Give me a sign if you read this when I come to see Christopher this weekend, just so I know it's really you and not someone playing a game with me. Despite how badly you hurt me Pammi, I'd take you back in a heartbeat. You're the only woman I have ever loved.
Forever yours,
~Bobby

[jessie]

Great Pammi, I love this thread glad you joined in. We all should keep this wonderful thread up.