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Post by Sanda on May 8, 2012 16:55:17 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. OMG I wonder who the father of Josh is? JR or Ray. I don't blame Sue Ellen for wanting JR to tell Ray that one or both of them could be Josh's father.
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Post by jessie on May 11, 2012 1:11:55 GMT -6
Chapter 19
JR waited for Sue Ellen to return, but she didn't. He got up going out of the room, and looked in Josh's room, and he was sound to sleep, and Sue Ellen was not in the room with him. He walked down the hall, and looked in the living room, and saw her laying on the couch. He walked over seeing she was asleep, he went to the closet , and grabbed a blanket, and came back, and laid it over her. He touched her cheek, she didn't wake up but she moved.
He walked over to the bar, and made himself a bourbon, and walked over sitting in a chair, just looking at Sue Ellen. They have had so many problems in the past, he really wondered if this was going to tear them apart eventually. He hated thinking it but he personally hoped Ray or some other guy was the Father to this child. He really didn't know how to tell the rest of the family. They knew he was sleeping around, and everyone basically pretended for Sue Ellen it wasn't happening. He wasn't so sure John Ross would deal well with a boy coming into the family especially if he was his son. He sat drinking his drink, he put his glass down, and drifted off asleep.
It was 3am when JR, and Sue Ellen woke up when they heard Josh crying out in his sleep. Sue Ellen, and JR ran down the hall into his room, and over to the bed. He was frantic his face was covered in tears, he kept saying his Daddy was here.
"No he isn't here sweetie you had a bad dream" Sue Ellen said but Josh still was crying. JR turned on the light, and walked over knelling down to Josh.
"Josh it is a dream there is no one here but you, me, and Sue Ellen"
"He said he was going to kill me , he said it was all my fault. He said Mommy is bad, and she was going to a bad place"
"It was a dream, but I will check your room just so you feel safe". JR checked the closet, and under the bed, and finally Josh started to calm down.
Sue Ellen laid him back, but Josh whispered, "Can I have a drink?"
JR put his hand out asking him if he wanted some chocolate ice cream instead?
"Yeah I love ice cream it is my favourite thing in the world"
"I thought so my son John Ross loves ice cream especially after he has a bad dream"
"JR at this time he may get a stomachache"
"No I will be OK". Josh smiled, it made Sue Ellen smile as Josh got out of bed, and held JR's hand. They walked to the kitchen, Josh sat at the table, JR walked over grabbing the bowls , as Sue Ellen got the ice cream out. Sue Ellen couldn't understand why JR kept ice cream in the condo but everything about JR surprised her.
Sue Ellen scooped out the ice cream, and handed a bowl to Josh, and JR. She actually had a bowl herself, the three of them were eating. Josh was eating so fast JR told him to slow down or he will get a brain freeze"
"I know they hurt"
"Yes they do so slow down"
Josh did slow down but Sue Ellen was happy he seemed to be real relaxed around them.
JR touched Sue Ellen's hand, and she squeezed his hand back.
Josh smiled, and asked where their son was?
"He is at home with his Grandma"
"Oh why are you here than"?
"We are with you Josh, he is fine"
"You don't want me to go to your house"?
Sue Ellen looked at JR not knowing what to say.
"Well Josh we just met you, and we are trying to figure out what we should do"
"Where will I go if I can't be with my Mom"?
"We are looking into that Josh, eat your ice cream, and don't worry about that"
"My Mom loves me she must be so scared"
"I know she loves you Josh, but she is dealing with some serious stuff right now. I don't know what is going to happen to her, but remember she loves you so much"
"Do you think my Dad is going to die"?
'We don't know Josh"
"I hate what he did to me, and my Mom, but I don't want him to die". Josh has tears in his eyes, and JR couldn't believe how sweet, and innocent he was after knowing the abuse he went through, and witnessing his Dad being shot by his Mom.
JR whispered, "Finish up that ice cream, and back to bed young man"
"OK thank you Sir"
Sue Ellen smiled, she could see Josh was getting to JR. She watched Josh eat his ice cream, than he got up, and they took him to bed. Josh went back to sleep pretty fast. Sue Ellen, and JR turned off the light, and shut his door.
'Sue Ellen go sleep in the room it is more comfortable, I will sleep out on the couch"
"No join me, I know I overreacted earlier this is just a little overwhelming for me JR"
"Me too, are you sure it is OK if I sleep in here with you"?
"Yes come on he will be up early, and the Doctor's appointment is early". They went into the room, and shut the door, and they got ready for bed. They laid holding each other, they both were so tired they fell asleep right away.
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Post by Sanda on May 11, 2012 16:25:21 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. Poor Josh. I hope things work out for Josh and that JR and Sue Ellen get to keep him. I am torn as to who I want the father of Josh to be. In my heart hope that Josh is JR's son even though I think Ray would make a great father as well. Jessie, I LOVE all of your awesome stories.
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Post by jessie on May 22, 2012 0:09:41 GMT -6
Chapter 20
The next morning Sue Ellen woke up, and was surprised JR was not still sleeping. They had a long night Josh woke up a couple of times having nightmares. He missed his Mom so much, and Sue Ellen couldn't believe she was saying it she felt sorry for her. She could only imagine how she is feeling not knowing what was happening with her son. She got off the bed, and went to see if Josh was ok. He was not in his room so she walked down the hall, and smiled seeing JR, and Josh asleep on the couch. She walked over grabbing a blanket putting it over them, but JR woke up.
"I'm sorry I woke you when did you come out here"?
"He woke up again, and couldn't sleep so I came in here to watch TV. We really have to buy a video machine, and some movies"
JR got up without waking Josh, and they went into the kitchen.
"Why didn't you wake me up JR, I would have sat with him"
"I couldn't really sleep either I keep thinking about the tests today"
"It will be simple blood work you will be fine"
"I hate blood work, and we don't know how he will react"
"We will be there for him"
"Sue Ellen what if I'm not the Father, and Ray is"?
"We will deal with that if your not, but Ray would step up to the plate if he was the Father"
"What about Donna she wouldn't be happy"?
"I'm sure she will be fine they have a solid marriage, I know they would survive it"
"Solid marriage is that a dig at our marriage"?
"Well I wouldn't call our marriage solid JR"
"It wasn't but I have changed, and you have to admit that"
"I do admit that but sometimes the past comes back to haunt you"
"I knew you couldn't handle this Sue Ellen you say you can"
"I can handle it, but I kind of feel sorry for his Mom, she probably doesn't know what is happening to him"
"Well I'm not going there to tell her. We will do these tests, and find out if I'm the Father. If I am we will go to her than, and maybe she can sign something stating we are the legal guardians"
"Why do you think she stayed with him if he was beating her, and Josh"?
"Maybe she had no where else to go or she was scared or she loved him"
"I guess but that poor boy must have saw some horrible things growing up"
"You probably are right but we can't erase that from his memory. I know he has been through a lot, and I know he loves his Mom, but there is a chance he may never see her again"
Sue Ellen saw Josh come in he was staring, and she could see he heard what JR just said.
"I will never see my Mom again"
JR walked over telling him to sit up at the table. Josh got on a seat, and looked at JR so sadly.
"I don't know what will happen to your Mom, she is in serious trouble. She may get off because of the abuse, but she may spend the rest of her life in jail, I can't promise you anything Josh. I will promise you this, I will make sure your safe, and you have a good home to live in"
"Why can't I live with you"?
"You might but we have to go to the Doctors today to have a test. You have to be a brave boy they will take blood, and we will wait for the results. You will live here with either me, or Sue Ellen, but one day you may come to live at Southfork, and meet our Son John Ross"
"Why do I have to have this test , am I sick"?
"No you don't worry about that we just have to do it Josh"
"OK"
JR smiled, "We can't eat until we have this test but after I promise we will go out, and get a big breakfast anything you want"?
"I want a bagel with Cream cheese"
"OK sounds like a plan, why don't you go get dressed, and brush your teeth. We will get ready, and we will be on our way"
Josh got up, and ran out of the room to get dressed.
Sue Ellen smiled, "You are good with him he is growing on you JR"?
"He is a good kid, I can see how you got so attached so quick"
"I love you JR"
"Love you to Sugar now lets go get dressed, and get this test over." He put out his hand, she put hers in his, and they walked to their bedroom to get ready.
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Post by Sanda on May 22, 2012 0:51:54 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. JR and Sue Ellen are awesome with Josh. I secretly hope that JR is the father of Josh.
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Post by melindajo2000 on May 22, 2012 15:09:15 GMT -6
great update, I also hope that JR is the father, maybe he will straighten up lol. good work!
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Post by jessie on Jun 13, 2012 3:10:10 GMT -6
Chapter 21
Sue Ellen, and JR finished dressing, and the three of them left the condo, and got to the Doctor's office. They went inside, and told the Secretary who they were, and she told them to have a seat, and they would be called in shortly. JR hated Doctor's, and Hospitals, and Sue Ellen could see he was not very comfortable. She reached over touching his hand, and he squeezed hers. It was 10 minutes later when they were called into the office, and they went inside. The Doctor talked to them at first, and he asked some questions, and they knew very little about Josh's life, and background. They explained they needed to know if JR was the Father, and they explained that Sue Ellen was not the Mother.
Dr. Adam's took them into the exam room, and told Josh to sit up on the table. He was checking him out, he than explained he needed some blood from him. He said it wouldn't hurt but he would feel a little prick but it would be over really quick. They got Josh ready, and Sue Ellen held his hand as the Doctor drew the blood. Josh was really brave, and Sue Ellen kissed her cheek after.
"OK JR your next". JR walked over getting on the table, he took his blood pressure, and smiled asking JR if he was nervous?
"Yes can we get this over with, I hate needles"
Josh walked over, "It doesn't hurt real bad, I will hold your hand". He reached over holding JR's hand as Dr. Adams took the blood. JR was looking at Josh, and at that moment he knew he felt it in his heart this child was his. He knew the results would prove it, but he got off the table, and asked when the results would be available"?
"Well I will rush them in, but I would say tomorrow morning, but if I get them back before I leave my office, I will call you tonight"
"Thanks call us anytime it is really important"
"Sure I hope things turn out the way you want Mr. Ewing". JR shook his hand, and Josh did exactly as JR did, and shook the Doctors hand.
"You are the bravest patient young man, I wish all my patients were as brave as you"
Josh smiled, and Sue Ellen thanked the Doctor, and they left the office. They were walking to the car, JR opened the back door, and Josh got in, and JR shut the door. He turned to Sue Ellen, and she smiled as she went to get in the passenger side door.
"Sue Ellen"
"Yes JR"
"I think he is my son, I can't explain it but I feel it in my sole"
"JR it is the test, and everything that happened the last few days. We will find out tomorrow, lets go, and get something to eat"
"Sue Ellen maybe we should bring him to Southfork tonight, I don't want to hide out at the Condo, I want the family to meet him"
"JR you said not until we know the truth"
"I know but I want to do this but if you think John Ross will be upset we will wait"
"I don't know what to say to John Ross but I think bringing him to Southfork would be OK, but what if he isn't yours"?
"Than we will have to tell Ray, but if he is tell me again that you will not hold it against me. We will raise him together or until his Mom is released from Prison"
"JR I don't know what came over you, but I like it". Sue Ellen went into his arms, and they kiss. They both smile when Josh rolled down the window, and asked them if they were coming he was hungry.
"We are coming Son". JR said as he ran around the car, making Sue Ellen stare, and JR got to his door.
"Lets go Sue Ellen I'm starving too". Sue Ellen got in the car, and she put her belt on, and she didn't know what to think. She could see JR was getting attached, and she liked that but if he turned out to be Ray's child or someone Else's, she knew that was a good possibility, but with their track record for making mistakes she knew the chances of Josh's being JR's was a good possibility.
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Post by Sanda on Jun 13, 2012 12:04:18 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. JR and Sue Ellen are so cute and adorable together with Josh. I am kind of hoping that JR is Josh's daddy. ;D
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jun 14, 2012 15:05:38 GMT -6
Great update, I hope JR is the father, that is a big step taking Josh home to John Ross
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Post by jessie on Jul 9, 2012 16:32:49 GMT -6
Chapter 22
Sue Ellen, and JR drove Josh to a nice family restaurant, and they went inside. JR sat beside Josh on one side of the booth, and Sue Ellen sat on the other. JR handed Josh the menu, and asked him what he wanted.
"I want a burger with lots of fries"
"Sounds good I might have a burger too". Sue Ellen put her menu down, she just wanted a salad, she wasn't feeling real well. She thought it was from all the stress, and now she was worried about John Ross, she prayed he didn't get upset seeing Josh come home. They ordered their food, and JR was talking to Josh Sue Ellen excused herself, and went to the washroom. She was washing her hands she looked in the mirror she was pale she hoped she wasn't come down with anything. She walked out, and sat down as the waitress brought their food. Sue Ellen was picking at her salad, and JR noticed.
"Sugar are you OK you look a little tired"?
"I'm fine I'm just a little tired, and it is so hot out there"
"I hope you didn't catch something from the Doctor's office"
"JR we just left there it is nothing just eat, I'm really not hungry"
Josh smiled, "I wouldn't be hungry if I had rabbit food only"
"Salad is good for you young man but my son feels the same way about you"
"I will meet him today right"?
JR smiled, "Yes tonight, and I hope you both hit it off"
"It will be nice having a kid to talk to "
Sue Ellen and JR smiled at each other as Josh continued eating his burger. They finished eating, and Josh had ice cream, and they were leaving. They all got in the car, and were driving home. JR knew John Ross, and Christopher should be home by now. They drove up to Southfork, and parked the car. Sue Ellen saw John Ross, and Christopher by the pool with Jock, and Ellie. John Ross saw JR's car, and yelled out , and came running over to greet them.
"Daddy, Mommy". JR got out of the car, and John Ross ran over hugging him. Sue Ellen opened the backdoor, and Josh got out holding her hand, and John Ross was a little confused, but Sue Ellen walked over to him.
"Hey John Ross, I would like you to meet Josh he is going to spend a couple of days with us"
"Why where is his Mommy, and Daddy"?
JR put John Ross down, "Well son they are not here but how about you take Josh upstairs with you, and see if one of your swimsuits fit him"
"Why doesn't he have his own swimsuit"?
Sue Ellen held out her hand to John Ross, and Josh, and told JR she would find him something to wear. Sue Ellen walked into the house, JR looked over seeing Jock, and Miss Ellie looking over, and he walked over telling them Josh was going to stay for awhile. He would explain more later but right now he was worried about John Ross "
Christopher ran over, "Uncle JR can you swim with me , and John Ross we can beat you in a race every time"
JR smiled, "Yes because I let you, I will change, and be right down"
JR walked into the house, and Miss Ellie smiled at Jock, and whispered.
"Something is about to happen but for the life of me I don't know what it is"
Jock smiled as Christopher ran over asking his Grandma for a drink.
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Post by Sanda on Jul 9, 2012 17:06:07 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I wonder if Sue Ellen might be pregnant. I hope that Josh gets along with John Ross and Christopher now that he going to be staying at with the Ewing family for awhile.
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Post by jessie on Jul 13, 2012 20:38:18 GMT -6
Chapter 23
Sue Ellen walked into John Ross's room with John Ross, and Josh. She walked over to his dresser, and pulled out a pair of John Ross's swim trunks, and handed it to Josh , and told him to go try it on in the washroom. Josh ran in, and shut the door, and Sue Ellen laughed seeing John Ross staring at her with his hands on his hips.
"OK John Ross sit down for a minute"
John Ross ran over sitting on the bed, and Sue Ellen sat beside him.
"Sweetie Josh is here for a visit, so I need you to be nice to him can you do that for me"?
"Yes, but why did you stay with him last night"?
"Well he needed me, and I had to stay with him, but we thought bringing him home here would be better. He is a nice young man, and he needs a friend"
"Where is he going to sleep"?
"In the guestroom"
"Good because he isn't having my bed". JR walked in, "Boy you are like Daddy I never liked to share either"
"JR" Sue Ellen smiled as John Ross got up, and ran to the door.
"I'm going downstairs to swim, you can bring him down if you want". John Ross ran out, and JR smiled, and walked over sitting beside Sue Ellen.
"He is a little jealous I think but he will be fine Sue Ellen"
"If Josh turns out to be your child what will John Ross do than"?
"Well we will deal with that when it happens, but if he is my son, I'm going to take care of him"
"Of course JR"
"Are you going to go for a swim with us, I think I will take a swim"
"Not me, I'm feeling a little sick, I'm not sure what is wrong"
"You hardly ate in 2 days maybe your hungry"
"I'm just tired, maybe I will rest for a hour or 2"
JR held her hand as Josh came out of the washroom wearing the swim trunks.
"I look kind of weird "
"They look fine Josh, I'm going to change stay here with Sue Ellen, I will come, and get you". JR walked out, and Sue Ellen got up to grab him a towel but she felt dizzy, and sat down . Josh was scared, and ran over to her.
"Sue Ellen are you OK"?
"I felt dizzy I'm fine Sweetie"
"You look awful"
Sue Ellen looked at him she was still dizzy but she whispered, "Thanks Josh nice to know"
"I mean sick"
"I know but I'm fine lets keep this to ourselves OK Josh"
"You should tell Mr. Ewing"
"He will worry I would rather him go swimming with you, and John Ross so I will tell him later".
Josh sat beside her, and held her hand. They were talking when JR walked in, and smiled telling Josh they should get down there before John Ross, and Christopher get sick of swimming. Josh ran over, but looked back at Sue Ellen.
Sue Ellen smiled, "Go have fun, I am going to rest". JR grabbed Josh's hand, and left, and Sue Ellen, sat for a minute, and than got up, and walked to her room. She got inside shutting the door, and walked over to the bed, and laid down. She shut her eyes, she couldn't understand what was wrong with her, she was drifting off asleep when she suddenly sat up, and whispered to herself.
"Oh God I can't be"
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Post by Sanda on Jul 13, 2012 21:16:52 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I hope that Sue Ellen is pregnant. I love that Josh wanted to stay with Sue Ellen because felt dizzy. I hope that John Ross gets over his jealousy.
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Post by jessie on Aug 1, 2012 2:35:16 GMT -6
Chapter 24
JR was with John Ross, Josh, and Christopher they all were having fun swimming. JR finally got out of the pool, and dried off.
"JR why didn't Sue Ellen come down she didn't have to swim"? Miss Ellie asked
Josh walked up behind JR, and said Sue Ellen was not feeling well.
"She is fine Josh she is just tired"?
"She almost fell upstairs she scared me"
JR turned to his Dad, 'Can you watch Josh, and the boys, I want to check on Sue Ellen"
"Of course but I'm sure she is fine that woman never eats properly"
Miss Ellie smiled, "Jock Ewing stop it Sue Ellen would hate you talking that way about her"
"She doesn't it is no wonder she isn't sick more often". JR smiled, and excused himself, and ran upstairs to see her. He walked into the room, and found her on the bed, she was asleep. He walked over sitting beside her, and he touched her face making her move but she opened her eyes.
"Sugar I had to hear from the boy your sick he said you almost fell"
"Oh I was a little dizzy I think I'm getting a 24 hour bug"
"Oh God from the Doctor's office I told you those places are germ collectors"
Sue Ellen smiled as JR asked her how she felt?
"Not so good, I think I will skip supper"
"Daddy is going on about your eating habits, but he is right you barely eat recently"
"My nerves are shot there has been quite a bit of stress recently "
"I know , and it was my fault, but we will find out the results soon"
"JR can I tell you something without you freaking out"?
"Sue Ellen I don't freak out unless you tell me your leaving me for Barnes"
"No will you be serious for one moment"
"OK " Sue Ellen sat up, and just came out, and said what was on her mind.
"JR I might be pregnant, and if you ask me if this is your kid I will kill you"
"I wasn't going to ask that but I am right"
"God JR everything is happening all at once. Josh could be your child or he could be Ray's or someone Else's, but I can't believe I'm saying this but I want him to be yours. I don't know what is going to happen to his Mom, but if he is yours your going to have to go see her, and see what she wants"
"Sue Ellen she killed her husband, and she is in jail, I don't think she has much of a choice at this moment. I do hope the Judge goes easy on her, but that is out of our hands"
"JR what if I'm pregnant"
"Well that would be perfect, I will have another son"
"Son what if we have a baby girl"
"Girl oh Sugar that is scary"
"Yeah but perfect because her Daddy will have to grow up real fast, and I can see you now when she goes out on her first date"
"Oh God don't mention it"
"Why don't you go down , and have dinner with the family, I'm fine I just want to sleep"
"I will bring you up soup later, and some crackers"
"JR I'm a little scared I barely remember half my pregnancy with John Ross, I really messed up, but this time I want to do everything right"
"Me too Sugar now go to sleep"
Sue Ellen laid back, and JR kissed her, she shut her eyes, and JR stayed with her until she fell asleep.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Aug 1, 2012 6:35:11 GMT -6
great updates. sorry I missed the previous one I am enjoying this story a lot!
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