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Post by jessie on May 31, 2011 14:48:22 GMT -6
Chapter 5
Pam was sitting alone outside, just daydreaming. She remembered the first day going to Southfork. She was so scared, and she wasn't greeted with a really big welcome. She knew that would happen, but it hurt to say the least. She loved Bobby, but the thought of facing JR again made her regret saying she would go there. She loved Christopher, and she wants to see him before she dies. She knew that was cruel for Christopher, but she wanted to be there when Christopher and Sanda meet. She loved them both , and she wanted Christopher to realize she never forgot about him. She loved him just as much as she loved her little Angel. She hoped Christopher would accept Sanda, because she will need her big brother , and Daddy to help her get through what was going to happen. She wasted so much time away from Bobby, that is going to be the biggest regret in her life. She also regretted leaving Cliff, he was annoying, but he loved her so much. She must have really hurt him when she left. She has to make peace with Cliff and Christopher, and she knew it would hurt if they rejected her. She would deserve it, but it would hurt like crazy.
Sanda ran over showing her a cookie. "Mommy peanut butter my Favourite"
"Yum Angel, but don't eat to many, you will spoil your appetite for supper"
"Oh Mommy". Bobby walked over, "Mommy is right, but 2 cookies won't spoil your appetite will it"?
"No Daddy"
Tina brought over Sanda's little table and chairs. She wanted Bobby to sit with her. He looked at Tina, he was afraid to even try to sit on the chair, it probably will break. He sat on the ground, making Sanda laugh. Tina and Sanda sat on the chair, and they were eating their cookies, and milk. Pam was smiling, Sanda was so happy, she loved Bobby already. She saw Tina with them, and she thought to herself just maybe they would be a sweet couple, after she was gone. She put that out of her mind, but she wanted Sanda happy, and Tina was a big part of her life too. She was like a second Mother to Sanda, and a best friend to her.
Bobby smiled as Sanda got up walking over to her Mom.
"You sad Mommy"?
"No Sweetie, I'm just really tired". Bobby jumped up, 'Maybe we should get you inside, you need to rest"
"No, I want to be close to you all". Tina got up, "You sure do you need your medication"?
"No they make me fall asleep, I want to alert Tina". She knelt down, "Pam the pain is bad"
"Tina can you get me a blanket I'm cold". Tina smiled, "Be right back". She walked into the house, Bobby walked over to Pam.
"You can rest, I will keep Sanda busy"
"Why don't you take Sanda out for dinner just the two of you"?
"Oh Pam I couldn't leave you alone"
"I have Tina, I'm never alone Bobby. She would love it, go somewhere fun, she needs to get out of this house. All she sees is her Mother sick". Sanda ran over, "Can we go to McDonald's Daddy"?
"McDonald's?
"Yes they have a kids meal with a toy". Bobby smiled, "Sure I would love to go to McDonald's". Sanda was so excited she saw Tina, she ran over, "I'm going to McDonald's with Daddy".
"You are that is exciting, how about we go in, and change"
"Ok Aunt Tina". Tina put the blanket on Sanda, and lifted up Sanda, and walked into the house.
"You sure you are ok if we go out for the evening"?
"Yes I'm sure Bobby". She touched his face, as he held her hand, and kissed it. She smiled, Oh she loved Bobby, she wished she could hold him, she needed him more than ever now.
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Post by melindajo2000 on May 31, 2011 16:49:33 GMT -6
oh that is g ood that Bobby is taking their daughter out but sad that Pam cant do too much, this is such a sweet story Jessie
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Post by Sanda on May 31, 2011 19:11:17 GMT -6
Sweet update Jessie. I am glad that Bobby is taking young Sanda out for dinner to Mc Donald's. It is so sad that Pam can't do very much with young Sanda and Bobby.
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Post by Tina Ewing on Jul 22, 2011 3:18:14 GMT -6
Oh, I love this story so much, Jessie. Please, update soon.
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Post by jessie on Jul 22, 2011 20:04:21 GMT -6
Hi Tina I'm so happy you love this story. I really appreciate you, Melinda and Sanda readying it. I'm sorry for the delay, I hope you like the update. Chapter 6
Sanda ran into her room, "What should I wear Tina"?
"How about a pretty dress, and lets put your hair in pigtails, Mommy loves that too"
"Pigtails your are funny, but can I wear a yellow dress"?
"Yes lets go pick one out". They went into the closet, and Sanda pointed to her favourite one. Tina got a face cloth, and wiped Sanda's face, and hands, and touched her nose. "You are such a beauty just like your Mommy"
"Tina is Mommy going to get better"?
"Oh sweetie Mommy is so happy to have you, and Daddy with her right now. You are her life, she adores you, and your Brother Christopher". Sanda ran over grabbing a photo, and brought it back.
"This is Christopher he is cute don't you think"?
"Very handsome just like his Daddy"
"You think Daddy is cute Tina"?
"Sweetie lets get you dressed, than your off to McDonald's"
"I wish Mommy can come"
"She can't go Sweetie, but she will be right here waiting for you when you come back"
"Tina your are coming to my Dad's home right"?
"Yes I have to be there for you, and your Mom"
"And my Daddy"
"Yes if he needs me, I will be there for him too". Bobby knocked on the door.
"Oh Bobby you left her alone"?
"No I carried her up, she is in her room, I think she needs her medication"
"Oh I better go to her, Bobby can you help her get her dress on"?
"Sure". He walked over lifting the dress, "Wow this is beautiful"?
"Yes it is my favourite, I like yellow"
"Well your Mommy looked pretty in Pink, and yellow too"
"Yes, she only wears pajamas right now, but that isn't her fault"
"No it isn't her fault, lets get this on you". Bobby was shaking helping her get ready. He laughed as she giggled as he put the dress over her head. Bobby smiled, "Daddy isn't good at this, I'm a man"
"You are handsome Tina thinks so"
"Really Tina"?
'Yes she said your handsome, and I think she is right"
"Well thank you Angel, and I will thank Tina too"
"Daddy you won't go away again will you"
"I didn't know you were here or I would have been her in a minute. I'm not going anywhere, I want you in my life. I want you to meet the family especially Christopher. I bet your Uncle Cliff will adore you, he is wonderful with children"
"I have so many people to meet".
Bobby got her ready, and they walked to Pam's room, and went in. Sanda ran over to the bed, "Mommy do I look pretty"?
"Oh you sure do, promise you will listen to your daddy. You hold his hand, and make sure you stay in your booster seat in the car"
"Oh Mom"
"You are little promise me Sanda"
"I will be good Mommy promise". Bobby lifted Sanda up, she kissed Pam on the cheek.
"Bye sweetie come and tell me all about your time with Daddy when you get home"
"I will Mommy, I love you". Bobby put Sanda down, as he leaned down and kissed Pam too. Sanda ran around the bed, and hugged Tina.
"Bye Tina I love you too"
Tina knelt down, "I love you too little one, have fun with Daddy'
"I will but I'm sad you, and Mommy can't come"
"We will be here when you get home, have fun". Sanda ran to Bobby, they walked out, leaving Tina and Pam alone.
"Tina"
"Yes Pam are you ok"?
"He is wonderful don't you think"
"He is awesome Pam, he is so sweet"
"Yes he is it isn't fair".
Tina sat beside Pam, and held her hand, and whispered, "No it isn't fair Pam, I'm so sorry". They both start to cry, they both knew there wasn't much time left, but they knew when it came it would be hard to say goodbye, but Tina knew she would miss Pam because she was her best friend, and she didn't want to see her go but she had to be brave for Pam, and Sanda, that was something she promised she would always do.
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Post by Sanda on Jul 22, 2011 20:21:32 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. OMG I feel bad for Young Sanda, Tina, and Bobby when they have to say good by to Pam.
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Post by Tina Ewing on Jul 23, 2011 2:41:26 GMT -6
Thank you for updating your story, Jessie! That was so sweet, very sad but also very sweet. I'm happy you included me to your story. How did you know that I consider Bobby handsome? I'm curious what happens next.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jul 23, 2011 8:07:28 GMT -6
love this update
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Post by jessie on Jul 29, 2011 22:26:28 GMT -6
Chapter 7
Bobby and Sanda got to the car, he put her in the back using the booster seat that Tina left by the door. He got her settled as he got in the driver seat, and turned, "Ready Angel, we just have to find a McDonald's"
"Yes there is one near the Pharmacy, Aunt Tina takes me there all the time Daddy"
"Ok lets find it". Bobby drove out of Pam's place, and was driving when Sanda pointed, "See it Daddy , it is right there". Bobby smiled, "See it Angel , thanks for telling me"
"I love McDonald's Daddy but Mommy says I like the toy"
"Well you like the food too right"?
'Yeah it is yummy but I like the chicken nuggets ok"
"Got it". They drove in, and Bobby got her out of the seat, and carried her to the restaurant. He walked inside looking at the menu. He wanted to laugh he only brought Christopher to McDonald's once in his life. He smiled, "You want the kids meal right"?
"Yes I need my toy it is Barbie Daddy, I love Barbie".
"I bet you do, lets go order". Bobby ordered while Sanda stood beside him. He paid, and walked to the table, putting his tray down. Sanda smiled, 'We need straws, and napkins remember, and ketchup"
He took her over, and grabbed them, and brought her back to the table. He sat her down, as she put the napkin on her lap. He was quite impressed she was a Little lady, but so was her Mother, and Tina helped raise her too.
Sanda smiled, "Can I open my toy Daddy, I will eat promise"
"Sure Angel". He opened it for her, and handed it to her.
"Oh she is so pretty don't you think Daddy"
"She is just like you"
"Thank you Daddy". Bobby smiled he loved his time with his little girl. He couldn't wait for the family to meet her. He just wished Pam was ok the thought of losing her made him so sad. Sanda whispered, "Daddy"
"Yes Angel"
"You better eat or it will get cold"
"Your so smart "
"Yeah but Aunt Tina says that to me all the time. It gets cold but I don't mind". Bobby smiled he could see Pam in her so much. He felt tears come to his eyes, but he held them back, he didn't want Sanda to see him upset. He loved his time with his little girl, he just wished her Mother could be with them too.
Back at home.
Tina was walking upstairs, when she heard Pam coughing. She almost dropped the tea, but she managed to get to the room, and put it on the dresser.
'Pam OMG are you ok"?
"I'm fine my mouth is so dry, Tina it is happening to fast"
"Shh you are not leaving us yet, you have to be with us when we meet Christopher"
"Tina he might hate me, I can't take that"
"He loves you but you know he might be a little angry. I'm sure he will adore Sanda, who wouldn't"?
"He wouldn't think I left him for her would he"?
"No you can make him understand"
"Tina promise me you will be there for Sanda too. She will need Bobby and Christopher, but you, and Cliff too"
"I'm not going anywhere if Bobby needs me, I will be there"
"He is amazing don't you think Tina"
"Oh yes, and quite handsome too"
"Yes you noticed"
"Who wouldn't girl, he is adorable, and so nice"
Pam smiled, "I love you Tina, thank you for everything"
"What are friends for, I love you too Pam"
Tina walked over to get the tea, she held in tears, she knew Pam was getting worse, but she didn't want to admit it. She couldn't lose her yet, Pam deserved some time with her family, it would be so cruel if she didn't get some time with Bobby, Christopher, and Sanda.
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Post by Sanda on Jul 29, 2011 22:55:56 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. Bobby and young Sanda were so cute and adorable together at McDonald's. Poor Pam. I feel soo bad that Bobby, Sanda, Christopher and Tina are going to lose Pam. Tina is such a good friend to Pam and young Sanda.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jul 30, 2011 9:54:10 GMT -6
love the scene with Bobby and Sanda at Mcdonalds. love this chapter!
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Post by jessie on Nov 20, 2011 22:37:51 GMT -6
Chapter 8
Sanda and Bobby finished eating he threw the garbage out. He lifted her into his arms, and was walking to the car. He put her in the booster seat, and got in the front. Sanda whispered, "Daddy can we go to Walmart before home, maybe we can get something pretty for Mommy and Aunt Tina"
Bobby smiled, "Sure Angel" He could see Walmart down the street he drove in, and parked. He got a cart, and sat Sanda in, and went inside. She smiled, "The toys are at the back"
He smiled, "Oh the toys"
"Yeah you like toys we can just look OK"
He went to the back, she pointed to the Barbie's. He was looking she smiled, "Oh she is pretty"
"Yes she is"
Bobby handed it to her, "My treat you have been a really good girl"
"Thank you now we can buy something for Mommy and Aunt Tina"
"What should we get"?
"Aunt Tina likes pretty sweaters, she gets cold easy"
Bobby walked over he wasn't to sure about buying clothes for Tina but Sanda seemed to think she loved WalMart. He saw a pretty shawl type sweater he lifted it up.
"What do you think"?
"That is pretty lets get it". He put it in the cart hoping he judged the right size. He didn't know what to get Pam, he saw a pretty nightgown, he walked over looking at it. Sanda smiled, "Oh Daddy"
"What"?
"That is real pretty she will love that"
"Mommy will like this"?
"Yeah she will look like a Angel"
Bobby was shocked, "Oh Sanda"
"What Daddy"?
"Nothing Daddy has a sore eye"
"Oh can I see"
"Lets go get some snacks for later"
"Not healthy snacks"
"Chocolate, and popcorn sounds good to me"
"Me too"
They walked over he grabbed some snacks, and they were walking up to the front, he saw flowers. He grabbed a bunch, and they paid, and went to the car. They were driving home Bobby smiled, "Angel are you excited to meet your brother Christopher"?
"Yeah I want a sister too"
"Well there is no sister but you will love Grandma and Lucy"
"When are we going to meet them Daddy"?
"Maybe tomorrow if Mommy is OK"
"Daddy Mommy is real sick can you make her all better"
"Oh we are going to do everything for her Angel"
"Mommy can't play anymore she use to it makes me real sad"
"I know but she can't , but you have Aunt Tina"
Bobby drove up to the house grabbing the bags, and helping Sanda out of the car. She almost pulled her Dad to the door.
"Slow down Angel"
"I want to see Mommy she loves flowers"
They went inside, Bobby put the bags down, but Sanda wanted to take the presents upstairs. They went up Bobby went into Pam's room, Sanda ran over to the bed. "Mommy we went to Walmart, we bought you a gift it is real pretty"
Bobby handed her the flowers, than showed her the nightgown. Tina smiled, 'That is beautiful"
"Yes Mommy will look like a Angel, it is so white, and pretty"
Pam was speechless, Bobby could see she was emotional. Bobby smiled, "Lets give Tina her gift". Sanda ran over, "I helped pick this out, you get cold all the time". Tina smiled, "Wow this is beautiful, you helped pick this out"?
"Yeah I'm a big girl now"
Tina lifted her in her arms, "Lets go get your nightgown on, than you can come in, and watch some TV with Mommy, and Daddy"
Sanda smiled, "Ok be right back, Mommy and Daddy"
"We will be here Sweetie" Pam smiled as she watched Tina take her daughter out. Bobby smiled, "She is amazing, she is just like you"
Pam held Bobby's hand, she started to cry, she hated that she was to weak to be there for Sanda, but she was happy Bobby was here, and that Sanda had Tina.
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Post by Sanda on Nov 21, 2011 0:46:02 GMT -6
Sweet update Jessie. I LOVE that young Sanda and Bobby went shopping at Wal-Mart. Poor Pam. I feel horrible that Pam doesn't have much time left after she got back together with Bobby and .Bobby met his and Pam's daughter Sanda.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Nov 21, 2011 9:37:44 GMT -6
sweet chapter, Bobby was awesome here, glad you updated
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Post by jessie on Jul 13, 2012 14:39:20 GMT -6
Chapter 9
Tina sat Sanda on the bed, and was getting her nightgown. Sanda was smiling, "Daddy is so much fun he bought me a Barbie, and we went to McDonald's"
"I know he is a sweet man"
"Aunt Tina when is Mommy going to get better"?
"Oh Sweetie we are doing everything for Mommy, but I do know she loves you so much"
"And Daddy"?
"Yes of course"
"I have a brother Christopher, I don't know him but why did Mommy leave him"?
"You know what how about we not ask Mommy that tonight, she is real tired but I do know she missed Christopher like crazy, and she is real happy she will see him again"
"Daddy said we are going to his home are we going to live there or here"?
"Maybe you will stay at your Father's home for a little while Sweetie"
"Until Mommy is better, and can come home"?
Tina was overwhelmed by all the questions, she said yes but she knew Pam may never come back home she was getting worse as each day went on , and it killed Tina but she felt bad for Sanda she was so young, and sweet, and she knew this was going to scar her for life but having her Father will help. Sanda helped Tina take her clothes off, and Tina put her nightgown on. Sanda loved her little cat pajamas, she jumped off the bed to run, and show him.
"Wait what movie do you want to show Daddy"?
"I want Cinderella". Tina grabbed Cinderella, and walked back to Pam's room with Sanda.
Bobby got up, "Oh you look adorable now who loves cats"?
"Me but I can't have one because Mommy is allergic"
"Oh that is OK but at my place we have some barn cats that are pretty friendly, and they had some kittens. You can see them when we get there"
"Is that safe Bobby". Pam said, and Bobby smiled at her.
"Yes they are not bad they are actually spoiled by everyone, and they got their shots but we should get them fixed"
"Fixed Daddy"
"Yes so they don't have a hundred kittens"
"That would be fun"
"Well not really we have lots of horses, and they may get hurt"
"Oh know"
"Well they have been OK so far so don't worry but what movie are we going to watch"?
"Cinderella is that OK"?
"Sounds great"
"Mommy likes Cinderella right Mommy"
Pam smiled, "Come sit beside me Angel"
Bobby lifted Sanda up, and laid her beside Pam. Sanda laid her head on Pam's shoulder, and hugged her. Tina walked over putting the film in, and turned to leave but Pam whispered.
"No Tina stay you like this film"
"Yes but wouldn't you like some family time"
"You are family Tina please stay"
Tina smiled as she walked over sitting in a chair, and Bobby sat beside Sanda on the bed. Sanda was full of smiles, Pam looked at Bobby, and he could see just how much she loved their little girl. Bobby suddenly felt angry inside this was not fair he just found her, and now he may lose her. He was looking at the TV when he felt Pam's hand go into his, and he looked at her, and he knew than he was blessed he is here with the love of his life, and their precious little girl was laying between them, and he didn't know how much time he had left, but he did know he would be foolish wasting any of it on regrets.
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