One more Day, is all I need, to say I love you

[jessie]

New Story for my Friend Sanda, and I'm including my friend Tina in this story. Two real Bobby fans, well we all are Bobby fans right.

This is a sad Story, but it will be happy too, you will see what I mean as the story goes on.

Chapter 1

Bobby was at the office doing paper work, when Phyllis buzzed in saying there was someone here to see him.

Bobby told Phyllis to send the person in. Bobby was sitting at his desk when Phyllis opened the door. Bobby smiled as a beautiful young lady walked in, putting out her hand, introducing herself to Bobby as Tina. Phyllis shut the door, and Bobby smiled, telling Tina to sit down. He was confused to why she was there, but he politely asked who she was?

"Oh I'm so sorry, this is really strange for me too. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing, but I feel I am, I'm doing this for my best friend"

"Ok I'm really confused now, who is your friend"?

"Bobby it is your ex wife Pamela , she is a alive, and I know where she is"

Bobby was shocked, and angry, he jumped up, "Is this a joke, because if it is , it is a cruel one"?

"No joke Bobby , I have been her friend ever since she left Dallas. She was hurt so badly, she went through so many operations, and the pain was unbearable. She only talked about you, and Christopher, she was doing much better. She had skin grafts, and she was starting to feel healthy, she talked about contacting you. She wanted to have more treatment, than she was going to call you. She was so happy, when something happened that changed everything, I don't know how to tell you this Bobby"?

"Oh she is ok isn't she"?

"She is alive yes, she will hate me for doing this, but you have a right to know. She is dying she has maybe days or a few months to live. She needs to see you, and Christopher, she calls out for you both everyday, because she is in so much pain she is on strong morphine medication ".

"I want to see her , but my son this will be devastating for him".

"It is his Mother, if you don't give him this chance to see her, he may never forgive you".

Bobby put his hands to his face, he didn't know what to do?

Tina whispered, "Bobby there is another reason you have to come , and see her"

'What else could there be"?

"The day of the accident, you remember the call, she was excited you were talking about having a baby"

"Why are you bringing that up, that will never happen now"?

"That's what I'm telling you Sir, she was pregnant, she found out, she didn't want you to know, because she knew she wouldn't carry to full term, because of all the injuries"

"Oh she lost the child"?

"No Bobby you had a beautiful little girl, she is adorable. I watch her right now, I'm staying with Pam, and Sanda".

"Sanda"?

"Pam called her Sanda, she loved the name, it was a name she read in one of her favourite novels. She said the lady was a fighter, and she wanted to name Sanda after her, because she fought so hard to come into this world".

"It has been 4 years she would be over 3 now"?

"Yes Bobby do you want me to take you to Pam, and your Baby girl"?

Bobby has tears in his eyes, but he grabbed his coat. "Yes Tina lets go, I will bring Christopher later, I want to go alone first." They both left, and went downstairs, and drove to Pam's place by car. Bobby couldn't believe, she was only 1 hour away the whole time. He wanted to see her , but he was afraid , he wouldn't know what to say , and do when he got there.

[Sanda]

Jessie, great start to your new story. I LOVE it that I am Bobby and Pam's little girl in this story. I also love it that you included my freind Tina in this story as well. It is soo sad that Pam is dying in this story.

[melindajo2000]

great start to your new story, this is so sad but so good! love it already

[jennifer1983]

Great start to your new story Jessie.

[jessie]

This is a really sad chapter.

Chapter 2

Bobby and Tina drove up to the house, it was beautiful, but not as big as her other house, she shared with Mark. He got out, and Tina walked over, 'Bobby you will be fine, she might be mad at me, but never you".

"Tina is Sanda home now"?

"Yes Sarah is watching her while I'm out". Bobby smiled he walked up the steps, his legs felt as heavy as lead. He wanted to see his baby girl, but he didn't want to see Pam, and than have her gone forever, it just wasn't fair. Tina opened the door, and told Bobby to come in. She took his coat, and hung it up. Bobby smiled but he froze when he saw Sarah walking to the door, with Sanda running beside her. Sanda ran to Tina, "Your home, I missed you so did Mommy" Tina lifted Sanda up, and hugged her, "I missed you too Sweetie, but I would like you to meet someone".

"Daddy"

Bobby was shocked, and Tina smiled, 'Oh you remember the pictures Mommy showed you Sanda"?

'Yes, he looks just like my Daddy".

Bobby walked over, "I am your Daddy Sweetie". Sanda looked at Tina than Bobby, and smiled. Bobby put his arms out, "can I give you a hug"? Sanda went into his arms, and Bobby hugged her , and didn't want to let go. Sanda whispered, "Daddy would you like to see Mommy now, she is really tired"?

Tina smiled, "Sarah can you take Sanda to the kitchen for some cookies and milk? I will take Bobby to Pam, but maybe they should meet alone first."

Sarah took Sanda's hand, "Lets go get your favourite cookies"

"M&M cookies"?

"You got it Sweetie". She turned, "See you soon Daddy", and she followed Sarah into the kitchen.

Tina smiled, "Bobby you look petrified, are you ok"?

"No, I have waited for this day for so long, but she is going to leave me again".

"Yes but Sanda will need you Bobby, that is why I came to bring you here".

"I know, and I'm grateful, but Pam might not be"

'No she will probably ask me to leave, but Sanda needs me". Bobby followed Tina upstairs, and she told him to wait a minute, as she walked over to the bed.

"Pam it is me Tina, I'm back".

"How was your trip Tina, was your Mother happy"?

'Pam I didn't go home, I went to Dallas"

"To shop"?

"No to see someone important Pam, someone you need to talk to".

"Oh God Tina you didn't go to Bobby , tell me you didn't do that" ?Pam started to cough, and Tina grabbed the oxygen mask putting it on her. "Pam please calm down, you can't get upset, you know Sanda deserves to be with her father".

"Oh Tina, I don't want him to see me this way". Bobby walked in, "Pam I'm here". Pam was so weak she shut her eyes, and started to cry. She loved Bobby but she never thought she would see him again before she died. Bobby walked over sitting on the side of the bed holding her hand. Pam opened her eyes, she could barely speak, but he was more handsome than she remembered. She whispered, "Forgive me Bobby"

He held back tears, seeing her so weak and fragile, made him die inside. He whispered, "I forgive you Pam, but why did you leave me and Christopher". She reached out her hand, and touched Bobby's face, he grabbed her hand , and kissed it. She pulled the mask off, and whispered, "I thought of you everyday".

[Sanda]

Great update Jessie. Poor Bobby, Pam and Sanda in this story. I feel soo bad that my mom Pam is going to die in this story. I am happy that Bobby forgave Pam.

[jennifer1983]

Great update Jessie.

[melindajo2000]

Poor Pam she deserves some happiness I'm glad Bobby found her and their daughter

[Tina Ewing]

Jessie, this is very sad but also wonderful story about my beloved couple. I love the way you write your stories. Thank you for including me into the story.
It sounds weird because of the atmosphere of this story but I would love to read more.
I'm happy that you're using your talent to write so amazing stuff like this one.

[jessie]

CHAPTER 3

Tina had tears in her eyes, "I'm sorry Pam, you needed to see Bobby again, Sanda deserves to know her Father"

Pam looked at Bobby, "She is beautiful Bobby, she reminds me so much of you"

"I saw her downstairs, she looks exactly like you Pam".

"I'm sorry, I couldn't tell you, I left to spare you the pain, and suffering seeing me that way"

"Pam me and Christopher loved you, we would have helped you through that"

"No you couldn't the pain was so unbearable, I found out I was pregnant after I left. I thought I would lose her, but she survived, she was so beautiful. I wanted to call you, but than they told me, I was dying, and I didn't want to come back into your life to leave again"

"Oh Pam, I'm mad at you, but I'm trying to understand"

"Bobby promise me you won't let Sanda forget about me. I know you will take her to Southfork, but don't take her away from me now"

"I want you to come to Southfork Pam, with Sanda, and Tina "

"No I can't be there not with JR"

"He won't do anything to hurt you, I would kill him first. Christopher, and Cliff deserve to see you Pam. If you have only a short time left, do this for me, and our Son, and Daughter"

"Bobby that isn't fair"

"Yes it is , please come home to Southfork, and I can take care of you with Tina's help"

Tina walked over, "Pam maybe it would be a good idea, Sanda can get use to Southfork, and not be scared, when the time comes"

Pam started to cry, "I don't want to leave Sanda, and how will Christopher react to seeing me again, only to find out I will be gone, in a few months"?

"He loves you Pam, he will be angry at first, but he would want you at home Pam".

"I'm tired Bobby, can I think about it please"

"Sure you rest, I will be here with you"

"Go play with our Daughter Bobby, I wish I could go outside, and see her run around, but I can't anymore"

"Why Pam being outside might be good for you"?

"I can't walk Bobby" He looked at Tina, and smiled, "I will carry you outside".

"No Bobby"

"Yes Pam, don't argue with me " He lifted her lightly, Tina grabbed a blanket, and followed him downstairs. She showed Bobby the way, he took her outside, and put her on a lounge chair. Tina put a blanket over her, and touched her face, "I will go get your baby".

Pam smiled, "Thank you Tina". She went inside, and Bobby knelt down holding her hand. "You look so beautiful Pam, I missed you like crazy. I couldn't stop thinking about you, I wondered where you were, or if you were happy, or with someone new"

"I have never been with anyone else Bobby, I thought of you, and Christopher everyday. I talked to Sanda about you both, she wanted to meet you both so badly"

"She recognized me, that was kind of wild, because I didn't know who she was."

Sanda walked out with Tina, and yelled, "Mommy you are outside". She ran over to Pam, and smiled, "How did you walk down here Mommy"?

"Daddy carried me"

"Cool, was she heavy"? Pam laughed, Bobby touched Sanda's face, "No Mommy wasn't heavy"

Tina smiled, "You want to go on the swings Sanda"?

"Yes, Mommy can you come over"?

"I can't sweetie, but Daddy can push you". Sanda smiled, she started to run to the swing. Bobby got up, Tina smiled, "Go to her, I will stay with Pam". Bobby ran over, and lifted Sanda into the swing. She was laughing so hard, Bobby couldn't believe she was his Daughter. Pam looked at Tina, "I should be mad at you Tina, but seeing them together, it was the right choice"

"Pam go to Southfork with Bobby, don't be alone in this house, let Sanda be with her Family"

"What about JR Tina, he hates me, I don't want to spend my time left fighting with that man"?

"Look at that man there Pam, forget about JR Ewing, he is nothing your family needs you, don't let them down now". Pam wiped the tears from her eyes, and whispered, "You will come with me Tina"?

"I won't leave your side Pam, I promise".

Pam smiled, "Ok I will do it for Bobby, and the kids, but trust me, JR will get under your skin Tina".

"Oh I'm tough let him try". They both laugh, as Sanda yelled, "Look at me Mommy".

"I'm watching Sweetie, don't go to high"

"Oh Mom". Pam laughed, and she watched Bobby, and Sanda together, and for a moment, she felt regret, was she selfish, keeping them apart so long? She knew she was, but now they have to focus on the future, and help Sanda through, what was about to happen.

[Sanda]

Great update Jessie. Poor Bobby, Tina, and Pam are going to have a tough time helping Young Sanda say good bye to her Mommy Pam.

[melindajo2000]

great update, Tina made the right choice

[jessie]

Chapter 4

Bobby and Sanda were still on the swings, Bobby waved at Pam and Tina. They waved back, Bobby loved being with his little girl, but the thought of finding Pam, just to lose her again, made him so upset. He knew for Sanda, he had to make the best of the time they had left with Pam. Bobby lifted Sanda off the swing.

"How would you like to go see Mommy for a little while. She probably needs a big hug from her favourite girl".

"Ok Daddy". Bobby walked over putting Sanda down, she ran over to her Ma Ma.

"I came to give you , a big hug Mommy". Tina lifted Sanda up sitting her on Pam's lap. Sanda hugged her, and laid her head on Pam's chest. Pam whispered, "You love having your Daddy around don't you"?

"Yes Mommy is he staying here"?

"Well maybe we will go to Daddy's big house, you will love it. I think you remember me telling you about the big pool, and the horses, but they scare Mommy. Your big brother Christopher, and John Ross love the horses"

"Me too, can I have a pony"?

Bobby knelt down, "I think that can be arranged Sweetie"

"I want a girl pony, I want to call her Tinker Bell Daddy"

"Ok that sounds perfect"

"Daddy can you read me a story later when it is bedtime"?

"Sure Sanda, I would love that"

"Oh Sweetie, I read you stories every night". Pam said , Tina could see Pam needed that special time with Sanda. Tina knelt down, "How about Mommy, and Daddy read to you together tonight. I think that would be perfect, because your Mom loves your special bedtime story time so much Sweetie"

"Ok maybe you can do it together that would be fun"

Pam smiled, "I'm sorry Bobby, I just can't give up that time with her, it means so much to me"

"I understand, how about we get a snack Sweetie". Sanda reached out her hands to Bobby. "Can I have cookies, and milk"?

"Sure can, Pam would you like some too"?

"No I couldn't I would be sick, but you two go get your snack".

Tina smiled, "How about I bring it out, you three can have some alone time together". Tina went into the house, Sanda turned to her Mom.

"Mom can we go to Daddy's house now"?

"Not tonight, maybe in a couple of days"

"Oh I want to see Christopher my brother now"

Bobby smiled, "Well you will see him soon, you know he doesn't know about you yet"

Sanda pouted, "Why Daddy"?

"Well me and Christopher didn't know but oh this is a wonderful surprise".

"Mommy can we phone Christopher now"?

"Oh no not over the phone Bobby that would be cruel".

Bobby lifted up Sanda, "Well I think we will surprise him in a couple of days. I think he will love his baby sister so much"

"I'm not a baby Daddy, I'm a big girl now, I don't wear diapers silly".

"Oh sorry of course you are a big girl, I'm so silly"

"You are silly but that is ok, so is Mommy sometimes"

"When am I silly"? Pam laughed

"When you fall asleep sometimes when we are playing Barbie's, but Aunt Tina says you are really tired. Mommy when will you not be so tired, anymore"? Pam got emotional, Bobby knelt down, "How about we go help Tina, I bet she is eating all the cookies on us"

"Oh no we better hurry Daddy". Sanda ran, Bobby whispered, "We will be right back Sweetie". Pam smiled, but she wiped the tears from her eyes, she hated the thought of leaving Sanda, but the thought of coming back into Christopher's life again, and tell him she is dying, scared her just as much. She loved Bobby, she had to do this for him, because she owed him so much, and for her children, she had to be brave, but she just hoped she could be for them.

[Sanda]

Great update Jessie. I feel soo bad for Pam having to tell Christopher that she dying when she is reunited with her son. I don't blame Pam for not wanting to tell Christopher about me.

[melindajo2000]

great update, she is so cute with Bobby I hope Christopher will be happy... good job