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Post by jessie on Feb 25, 2011 17:30:48 GMT -6
New Story a Victor and Nikki story. Beware this is going to be really sad. I love Victor and Nikki together.
This is set many years afer they have been a part for many years. Nikki is in her early 60's now, and Victor is 70 they are brought together once again.
Chapter 1
Victor gets a call from Victoria, asking him if he could come to see her at her home. He said he would be over shortly, he just needed to shower, and change into some fresh clothes. Victor hung up, and ran to shower, he wondered what was going on now. He hoped Victoria wasn't going to try, and set him up again on a blind date. He didn't want to go out with anyone right now. He was content just being alone, reading, and traveling alone was fine with him. He looked back on his life, and remembered all the mistakes he made over his life. There were so many to count, but his biggest regret was letting Nikki go. She truly was the love of his life. He admitted, she drove him crazy, and she would get under his skin, but he was the same for her. They would fight, and reunite all the time. She married Deacon, and Victor moved on, he married Diane but it ended in divorce 2 years later. He has his share of lady friends, but he mainly has been living the single life, that was fine with him. Nikki was married to Deacon for many years, but last year he died in a horrible car accident. He went to the funeral, and spoke to her on the phone, but he didn't want her to get the idea that he wanted her back. Oh he admits he would have went back to her in a minute if she asked, but she never did. She really hasn't been up and about much, Victoria said she is staying close to home, and is happy, just being alone with no one but her kids, that she owed anything too. Victor got out of the shower, and was drying off, and ran , and put his clothes on. He put his belt on, and grabbed his car keys, and his wallet, and ran over to Victoria place. She is still married to Billy Abbott, Lucy was grown up, but still lived with her parents. She adored her Grandpa, he hoped she would be there, when he arrived. He got in his car, and drove over to Victoria's, parked the car, and walked up to the door knocking. He waited, and finally Victoria opened the door, Victor took one look at her, and he knew she had been crying.
"Victoria what is wrong, are you and Bill having problems"?
"No Dad, we are fine, please come in". Victor went in, and Victoria took him to the living room. She pointed to the couch, and he smiled, ,'Ok what is going on, you are scaring me"?
"Dad I have to tell you something, but this is so hard, I don't know where to start"
"Victor is it Lucy "?
"No it isn't Lucy, it is Mom Dad". Victor started to cry, and Victor reached over pulling her close. He was stunned, and scared he didn't want to hear what she was about to say, but he knew he had to, and he wasn't prepared, for what she was about to say.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Feb 25, 2011 18:20:59 GMT -6
Oh this is going to be so sad, I'm going to love it though I wonder what's going on...please update soon. great job
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Post by Sanda on Feb 25, 2011 20:32:28 GMT -6
Great start to your new story Jessie. I agree with Melinda that is going to be a sad story. I also LOVE Victor and Nikki as well. I don't like that his kids Victoria, Nicholas and Abby are suing him right now on the show.
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Post by jessie on Mar 1, 2011 14:22:44 GMT -6
Chapter 2
Victor could see Victoria was having a hard time telling him what she needed to say. He grabbed her hands, "Victoria, just tell me, is your Mother ok"?
"No Dad, she isn't ok, she is dying". Victoria went into Victor's arms, he was frozen in shock, Nikki was dying, he flashed back to the first day they met. She was so young, and wild , but he fell hard for her. He has loved Nikki his whole life, but they both made so many mistakes.
"Dad did you hear me Mom is dying"?
"Yes Victoria, how what is wrong with her"?
"Breast cancer she has had it for 3 years, Deacon was wonderful with her. Remember when she went away for a few months, she left to have a operation somewhere else. Deacon was by her side, than he died, and she was devastated. She would hate for me to tell you this. She doesn't want you to Pity her, and she doesn't want you to see her the way she is"
"Breast cancer they are saving people everyday"
"Yes, she wasn't caught in time, but they did the operation. She felt horrible, she couldn't deal with losing her breasts, she had a double mastectomy Dad. She was getting better, and just before Deacon died she found out it was back. He died rushing home to her, when she called him saying she knew it returned. He died because he was exhausted taking care of her, and working. I hated Deacon in the beginning, but that man came through for Mom, when she needed someone the most. She gave up after he died, it was like she had nothing to live for. She went through the chemo she lost her hair. I got her a wig, but she wouldn't leave the house for any reason. The cancer spread to the lungs, and now it is in her liver. They think she may have a few months to live . I go over all the time so does Nicholas and Lucy. She needs to see you Dad even if she thinks she doesn't . You both were so right for each other, but you pushed each other away. I talk to her all the time, and she talks about the past, and you are in every conversation. I'm so scared of losing Mom, I took her for granted. I thought she would be here forever, and now I know she is going to leave us. I thought if you told her, that your time together was special, and she really meant the world to you, would make her feel better. You were always the one Dad, she loved you with all her heart. She regrets how everything ended, don't get me wrong, she loved Deacon, but it was always you, that she considered, her true sole mate".
Victor jumped up, "Oh God Victoria, what will I say to her"?
"Dad just be there for her, words doesn't matter, just hold her, and tell her, everything will be ok. She needs to feel that, she is so alone, I don't want her to die, and not have her tell you how she really feels. She still loves you Daddy, don't let her down please".
Victor turned, "I won't I will go to her, but she might push me away"
"Daddy she will push you away, but don't walk away from her. Show her that you will always remember her, and that you always loved her, and you always will". Victor was a brave man but he felt tears come to his eyes, Victoria ran over, and whispered, "I know Daddy, I don't want to say goodbye either".
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Post by Sanda on Mar 1, 2011 15:28:10 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. Poor Nikki being sick with breast cancer.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Mar 1, 2011 16:28:06 GMT -6
this brought tears to my eyes it was so sad and so good, I loved it... beautiful writing. this is going to be a very good story I can tell
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Post by jessie on Mar 11, 2011 12:59:39 GMT -6
CHAPTER 3 Victoria and Victor drove over to Nikki's house, and parked the car. He asked who was taking care of Nikki? "Oh we have a nurse, and the regular staff they are amazing. Nicholas, me and Lucy are with her as much as we can be. She doesn't want us staying with her all the time. She doesn't want to be a burden, she doesn't understand, she never would be that." "I'm scared Victoria" "I know Dad, but she needs you". Victor and Victoria walked into the house, and Victor went to see how Nikki was while Victor stayed in the living room. Victoria walked over, "Dad she is outside sitting on the deck, she is always cold the nurse put her out there. She loves the sun on her, it makes her feel warm, go to her, I will let you be with her alone first" "Oh God what if she gets upset seeing me"? "Dad stop worrying if she does, I will come out". Victor walked to the back, the Nurse who introduced herself as Mary shook his hand. "How is she Mary"? "Well quiet she knows her time is coming, and she is ok with it. She wasn't 2 months ago she was so bitter, and angry, but right now she is calm, and she was just given her medication for the pain. Victoria told me all about you, go to her, she would be happy to see you. She has told me everything about you, and Deacon, I feel I know you both. You both are total opposites, by her tales about your life together, but both of you had her heart". Victor felt tears come to his eyes, but Mary touched his arm," it will be ok". Victor walked out, and walked over to Victoria , and noticed her eyes shut. He didn't want to wake her, but he whispered, "Nikki". Nikki opened her eyes, she saw Victor, and she started to cry. He knelt down, and touched her arm, and she whispered, "I never wanted you to see me this way" "Why Nikki, I would have been here in a minute you know that"? "I wanted you to remember me the way I was not like this" 'You are beautiful Nikki, sick or not, you are as beautiful as the first day I met you" "You lie Victor, I'm dying but you know that right? You only came because Victoria begged you too right?" "Victoria loves you, and so do I" "I have loved you too Victor, but we grew apart" "I was a fool, and I know Deacon was amazing with you, but I never stopped loving you". Nikki has tears fall down her cheek, Victor wiped them away with his thumb. Nikki whispered, "Can I ask you one request Victor"? "Anything Nikki, I would do anything for you" Nikki smiled, "I want to forget for one moment, Kiss me Victor, like the first time". Victor smiled, he kissed her so lightly on the lips, she giggled, "Oh crap that was a lousy kiss". He smiled, "The first kiss, I ever kissed you, I held you tight, and we kissed for what felt like forever" "I know Victor, I want that". He whispered, "I can't I will hurt you'. Nikki shut her eyes, and cried, "I understand, I wouldn't kiss me either". He hated seeing the rejection in her eyes, he lifted her up slightly, but firmly, he looked into her eyes. He didn't see the illness, or how weak , or how fragile she became. He saw the beautiful young lady he fell in love with. He brought his lips over hers, and kissed her with so much passion. She was so weak but she put her hands around his body, and held on, not wanting him to stop. He finally stopped, he could see she was having a hard time breathing, but she whispered, "Just like I remembered". He pulled her close, she laid her head on his chest, and he held her , he had tears in his eyes, he couldn't imagine life without Nikki being close by. He hated that he wasted so much time , but he vowed to himself, he would make her life happy, for whatever time they had left together, he wasn't going to leave her again. Victoria and Mary were looking from the window. They both were crying, they have seen Nikki go through so much, but they knew Victor was someone she needed back in her life, and what they just witnessed proved that. TO BE CONTINUED
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Post by melindajo2000 on Mar 11, 2011 21:57:14 GMT -6
aw, this brought tears to my eyes lol this was so sweet and was so romantic, very nice chapter, I love this story
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Post by Sanda on Mar 11, 2011 23:46:58 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. This chapter brought me to tears. It was soo sweet, sad, and romantic all at the same time.
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Post by jessie on Mar 21, 2011 23:50:33 GMT -6
Chapter 4
Nikki was having trouble breathing, Mary came out, and said she needed to go to her room, to rest. Mary was going to help her up, when Victor said he wanted to carry her upstairs. He lifted her up, and Victoria helped him get Nikki to her room. He laid her on the bed, she was in some pain, but she whispered, "Oh Victor, your to old to take care of me". She smiled, and he touched her cheek, "Hush you, I'm not old". She tried to laugh, but she was weak. She touched his face, and he smiled, "You go to sleep Nikki, I will be here when you wake up"
"Victor you don't have to stay, I know Victoria got you to come here. This disease is awful, I want you to remember me the way I was, not this way Victor".
Victor touched her lips, "Shh Nikki , you are not getting rid of me Girl. I'm staying right here, and I'm not leaving your side tonight"
"Victor no"
Victor grabbed a chair, and pulled it beside Nikki's bed. She looked at him, Mary walked over, "here is your pain medication Nikki"
"Wait Mary , tell Victor to go home, he shouldn't be here"
"After what I witnessed outside, I think he should be Nikki. You have told me over, and over how much you missed Victor, he is here don't push him away now". Nikki took her medication, and laid back, looking at Victor. He smiled as she drifted off asleep, thinking about that kiss, and for a moment the pain stopped. Victor watched her sleep, he could see she was having pain, but he hoped the medication would kick in soon. Victoria came in, and brought her Father a coffee. "Thank you Victoria"
"Dad you can come back tomorrow, you don't have to spend the night"
"I want to Victoria, I promised her I would"
"That kiss Dad was special, you still love her don't you"?
"You know I never stopped Victoria, I just wish I didn't waste all this time away from her".
They both smile as they hear Nikki say, "me too Victor"
"I thought you were sleeping Nikki"?
"I was for a minute, I don't sleep much, the pain is bad, the pills don't help much. I don't want morphine yet, I would never be awake, I want to hold off on that drug, until I can't stand it anymore"
Mary smiled, "We could give you small doses, for the pain"
"No, I'm fine right now Mary".
Victor smiled, "You still have your stubborn attitude Nikki"
"Me stubborn look in the mirror Victor Newman"
"Ok we both are, you would think when you get older, it would go away"
"No Victor I got worse, as I got older". Nikki smiled, and Victor laughed too, but he really wanted to cry. She was so beautiful, but seeing her suffer, the way she was made him angry, and sad at the same time. He would take her pain away in a minute but he knew thinking that way wasn't going to make anything better. Nikki smiled, "Oh you are thinking about something Victor. You want to run, this is hard I know, think about me, I hate this"
"I'm not thinking about running, I just hate seeing you suffer"
"Seeing you today, helped a lot Victor, it really did"
"Good Nikki, I'm glad, but sleep, you look exhausted"
"I am, will you be here when I wake up"?
"Yes, see you want me to don't you"?
She put her hand out, he held it, and she whispered, "Yes, when I wake up, it would be nice to see you instead of Mary poking me with one of her stupid needles"
Mary smiled, "Oh Nikki I thought you loved seeing me everyday"
"I love you Mary, but not the needles, pills, and all the other crap, you have to do to me."
"I'm sorry Sweetie, I wish I didn't have to". Nikki smiled, and drifted off asleep, Victor, Victoria and Mary, all stood silent, they all knew if they spoke they would cry, so they just looked at Nikki, and held it in.
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Post by Sanda on Mar 22, 2011 11:42:55 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. Poor Victor, Victoria, and Mary having to watch Nikki suffering with breast cancer.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Mar 23, 2011 21:13:25 GMT -6
Poor Nikki, love how supportive Victor is being
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Post by jessie on Apr 16, 2011 18:44:45 GMT -6
Chapter 5
Victor fell asleep in his chair, but jumped when Nikki cried out. Victor ran to her, Mary ran in the room.
Victor touched Nikki's face, "What is wrong Nikki"?
"Oh it hurts, make it stop". Victor looked at Mary, as she applied a needle to her IV. Nikki slowly started to calm down, but she looked at Victor.
"I told you to leave, this isn't a pretty sight".
"Hush you , I'm here , and I'm not going anywhere"
"Victor I'm scared, I don't want to die"
"Shh don't talk like that, you can't leave me , and the kids"
"Oh God has other plans, I know I shouldn't be scared, but I am"
Victor laid beside her, Nikki laid her head on his chest. He was worried he would hurt her, but she seemed content. Mary touched her shoulder. "I think it is time for the morphine Nikki"
'No this is my choice not yet please Mary"
"Ok but the pain is getting worse, and I hate seeing you suffer"
"I want to be awake for whatever time I have left Mary. Please go to bed, I will be fine, I have Victor here"
"Ok, but if you need anything get Victor to call me"
"I will". Mary walked out, and shut the door.
Nikki whispered, "Oh I thought she would never leave us alone"
"She is worried about you Sweetie"
"I know but just sometimes, I need a friend not a nurse"
"Oh Nikki, I'm so sorry".
"I don't want pity either Victor, leave if you think I need that".
"I'm not leaving make me girl".
Nikki laughed, "I would if I could get up on my own". Victor smiled, "Well than be quiet, and just enjoy my company". Nikki whispered, "do you want to fool around Victor"?
"Oh Nikki shame on you". Nikki couldn't stop laughing, making Victor laugh. She whispered, "Remember the first time we danced Victor"?
"Yeah I sure do you stepped on my toes more than once"
"Right Victor Newman, I was a great Dancer"
"Yes you were Nikki, just kidding". She whispered, "Will I ever dance again Victor"?
"Yes someday, but not right this moment, you just had your pain medication"
"I might not have much time Victor"
"You are not leaving us anytime soon, do you hear me"? Nikki felt so safe in Victor's arms, she started to drift off asleep. Victor hoped he was right, that she would be around for a long time. He knew she was really sick, but the thought of letting her go was making him sick. Nikki was the most full of life person he has ever known, and the thought of this happening to her made him sick. He became angry, he has given so much money to help out finding a cure for this horrible disease. He couldn't understand in this day in age people were still dying, and there wasn't anything he could do to make a difference. He was so rich, he would give up everything, if it gave him, and his children Nikki back. He wanted to see her smile, he wanted to take her dancing. He wanted to make love to her, and he wanted to grow old with her. He knew he wasted so much time, and he knew he would never forgive himself for that. Nikki was always the one, he knew it, and in his heart he knew Nikki knew it too. He pulled her close, and he finally fell asleep with her in his arms.
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Post by Sanda on Apr 16, 2011 23:19:20 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. Poor Nikki. I LOVE how supportive Victor is being towards Nikki.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Apr 17, 2011 21:00:05 GMT -6
Victor is being wonderful with Nikki, this is a wonderful story
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