Keep your Dreams to yourself / A Big Bang story.

[jessie]

Keep your Dreams to yourself

Chapter 1

Amy, Penny and Bernadette went out on their Girls night out on the town which they did at least once a month. Penny was feeling no pain she was drinking quite a bit, and Bernadette was drinking some fancy drinks thinking it wouldn't effect her. She was wrong she was quite tipsy too. Amy had two drinks she was getting a little loud but they all were having fun. They took a cab over so they didn't have to worry because they were going to sleep at Penny's house after. Amy was a little upset that Penny was going to get married soon, and she thought their girls night outs might stop. She knew Bernadette was married but she just felt things would change. She would be the only person not married, and the way Sheldon is she may never get married. Amy knew in her heart Sheldon loved her in his own way. He has shown her in way that she just knew he cared. She wanted to be swept off her feet but Sheldon was not that type so she had to be happy the way he was. She wouldn't give up Sheldon for anything in the world but she had a dream the other night that she couldn't get out of her mind so she wanted to ask Bernadette and Penny if they ever had dreams like she did. She would not say she had the dream she just wanted to see if they confessed to having dreams about someone else other than the man they loved. Amy has felt guilty but she partially blames Sheldon. He rarely kissed her she could maybe could on her fingers the amount of times he kissed her. The closest to any sexual feeling she got from Sheldon was when he rubbed Vicks on her chest. She knew he didn't have any romantic feelings doing it but if he knew what he did to her body he would freak out. Penny noticed that Amy was quiet and that was strange for Amy because normally she wouldn't shut up. She would ask a million and one questions, and Penny never knew what would come out of Amy's mouth next. Penny treasured her friendship with Amy and Bernadette and knew they would be life long friends. Penny didn't want to admit but years ago she would not hang out with people like them. She was a little on the wild side, and she loved to party. She met Leonard and Sheldon and her life changed. She was going to marry Leonard, and she knew she would be happy because he was the man she has been waiting for her whole life. She did admit she didn't think so at time but now she has grown up, and soon she would be Mrs. Leonard Hofstadter.

To be Continued

[Sanda]

Jessie, I love your new The Big Bang Theory story. Great start to your new story. Me and my parents love to watch The Big Bang Theory together. This is one of our favorite TV shows to watch together. I hope you update this story again really soon. I love it already.

[melinda]

this is great, I like when you try writing new shows, this turned out awesome, keep going!

[jessie]

Chapter 2

Penny noticed Amy was really distracted and she was worried.

"Are you feeling ok Amy"?

"Yes why"

"You are quiet and acting a little strange"

"Could I ask you both a really serious question and I don't want you to make fun of me."

Bernadette and Penny said they would not laugh.

Amy was nervous but she finally said, "Have you two ever had a dream about another man that you never went out with but it was really bad"

"Bad in scary" Penny asked

"No bad in I did stuff I would never think about doing. I was really into this other person, and the dream was really wild and it makes me get hot thinking about it"

"You had a naughty dream they are the best there is nothing wrong with that Amy". Bernadette said

"Have you had them"? Amy asked Bernadette she smiled and said she had. She went on to tell them about a dream she had about Stuart once. He was so romantic and wild in bed. She woke up and had to get out of the house before Howard woke up because she couldn't face him. She couldn't face Stuart for the longest time. I think I felt so bad for him he is sweet and I had the dream"

"Stuart he is sweet but I doubt he would be wild in bed" Penny said

"Penny what about you did you ever have wild sexy dreams about someone that you would never probably date"? Bernadette asked

Penny laughed, "This stays between us all right no hard feelings and what came out of a dream stays in fantasy land"

Penny and Bernadette say they agree whatever is said will not be used against any of them.

Penny took a drink she told herself she would never tell anyone about the dream but since they were just having fun what would it hurt.

"Penny we are waiting" Amy said

Penny started to talk while Bernadette and Amy listened. "I have no idea why I had this dream but it was after I had a fight with Sheldon. We were at each others throats all day. He hung my bra and underwear and thongs out on the telephone wires for the world to see. I was so angry and upset I wanted to kill him. I went to bed that night after he brought me my things and we sort of made up. I went to sleep and God knows why but I had a dream that Sheldon came into my house. He got on my bed and said he was sorry and he wanted to tell me how much he cared about me. I was confused and he opened up his housecoat and he was butt naked underneath. I grabbed him and we made love it was amazing, I woke up all sweaty, and never had a dream like that again." Penny stopped talking and looked at Bernadette and Amy. They both were staring but Amy was upset Penny could see it.

"Amy you know it was just a dream I have no feelings for Sheldon. I know Sheldon has no feelings for me. I don't know maybe I had the dream because I was focused on him all day.

Amy got up grabbing her coat, Penny grabbed her arm. "Hey you said no hard feelings, and it would stay here. We told you about our dream what about yours"?

"I can't believe you think having that dream about my boyfriend is ok. Why couldn't you have one about Howard you are always fighting with him"

"Howard would be the last person I would dream about" Penny said making Bernadette angry as she said, "Good because he loves me"

Penny sat down, "This is crazy lets all sit, and talk about this." Amy ran out leaving Bernadette and Penny alone.

Bernadette the comment about Howard was wrong but this is crazy.

"I am leaving I am sorry Penny I am to mad at you to stay". Bernadette grabbed her purse she pulled out the money for her bill, and walked out leaving Penny sitting there wondering what on earth just happened.

[Sanda]

Great update Jessie. I hope that Bernadette, Amy, and Penny will be able to repair their friendship now that Penny has just confessed that she had a dream about making love to Sheldon. I don't blame Amy and Bernadette for being update with Penny because she a had dream about making love to Sheldon. I wonder if any one of them is going to tell Sheldon, Leonard, and Howard that Penny dreamed about making love to Sheldon. I love this Big Bang Theory story you are writing. This chapter cheered me up big time today, I hope you update this story again really soon.

[jessie]

Chapter 3

Penny went home alone she was so down one minute they were having fun and the next minute they all were fighting. She was confused Amy was asking about dreams and she was the only one that didn't tell them about hers. She got to the apartment and she hoped she didn't run into Sheldon or Leonard right now. She didn't want to talk about what happened with Amy and Bernadette. She definitely didn't want to see Sheldon if Amy tells him about the dream she will die. She walked upstairs and was happy she didn't see them. She opened her apartment door, and went inside and walked over to the couch, and sat down. She started to cry today was one of the worst days for her. She hurt her friends and she really didn't mean to. She took her cell phone out of her purse, and sent a text to Amy and than to Bernadette. She said she was so sorry and she hates that they are upset and if there was anything she could do to make it right she would. She sat there waiting to see if they sent a text back but they didn't. She got up walking to the kitchen grabbing a bottle of wine, and a wine glass and poured herself a drink. She sat on the couch drinking hoping it would help her sleep and forget this night.

Amy got home she was so upset she slammed her door. She hung up her coat. She was angry but she knew she has no right. Penny could be just as mad at her for the dream she had. She loves Sheldon and the thought of someone else having dreams about her man made her so mad she wanted to scream. She heard someone knocking at the door. She couldn't believe Penny would have the nerve to come to her house tonight. Amy ran over opening the door and said, "Penny Go Away".

Bernadette smiled, "It isn't Penny can I come in"?

"I thought for sure you would be at Penny's having fun and laughing at how I reacted to her dream"

"No I walked out on her she went overboard talking about Howard. He is a good man and she would be lucky to have someone like my Howard"

Amy smiled, "Come in maybe we can have a girls night without her"

"Amy do you think we were a little hard on her? I  know that dream freaked you out but she was just being honest. I know she has never liked Howard but he really is a good guy that says the wrong thing most of the time"

Amy laughed, "Howard has changed since he married you. I think Penny likes him she just said the wrong thing. Why would she have dreams about Sheldon Bernadette"?

"I don't know maybe because she lives right across the hall from Sheldon and Leonard. You don't have to worry about Sheldon, I know Penny loves Leonard. I have wild dreams a lot and I am sure everyone does. I have heard Howard dreaming and I know he is not dreaming about me"

"Ouch that must hurt" Amy said

"Not really it is a dream I know when he wakes up he is all mine".

Amy smiled but Bernadette finally asked, "What was your dream about Amy we told you ours but you ran off before telling us yours"

Amy was speechless she wanted to tell Bernadette but she also knew telling her about her dream could end up back to Sheldon, and she was not sure how he would react.

[Sanda]

Great update Jessie. I hope Amy, Penny, and Bernadette patch up their friendship in this awesome Big Bang Theory story you are writing for me. I love the friendship between Amy, Bernadette, and Penny on the show. I also love the friendship between Howard, Sheldon, and Leonard as well on the show. My parents and I love to watch Big Bang Theory together. We watch reruns of this show on TBS all the time. I can't to find out who Amy fantasies about. I hope you update this again really soon.

[jessie]

Chapter 4

Amy sat down, and Bernadette said, "Amy was your Dream that bad you are to afraid to tell me what is was about"

"Bernadette I love Sheldon, and I think he really does love me. I know you all make fun of us because our love is different. I was happy in the beginning doing whatever Sheldon wanted but sometimes it hurts inside because he never shows me any kind of affection."

"Amy tell him how you feel I know Sheldon is different but I really do think he loves you. It is normal that you want more but I think Sheldon doesn't know how to make the first move. I think you might have to be the one to take the relationship to the next level"

"What if he tells me it is over I don't know if I could take that"

"Sheldon will not break up with you if he did he would be a fool. There is no one in this world who would take what he dishes out."

Amy smiled, "If I tell you about the dream promise me you will not tell anyone"

"I promise"

"I had this dream about Leonard he was there for me when Sheldon wasn't. We made love and it was wonderful, and I feel bad because I have had the same dream a few times. It is scary why would I be dreaming about Leonard when he is going to marry my Best friend."

"It is a dream you probably want what Penny wants. It doesn't mean you want Leonard you just want the passion, and love she gets from Leonard. I think you should give Penny some slack you were upset she had a dream about Sheldon and all the while you had a dream about Leonard. I think you both are pretty even now"

"Why would Penny dream of Sheldon she always says he is weird and a little odd. She must had some kind of attraction for him if she dreamed about him"

"Than you have a thing for Leonard"

"No I don't I don't think I do"

Bernadette was shocked, "Amy do you like Leonard"?

"I like him he is so nice to me. He has done stuff for me that Sheldon wouldn't do. I want Sheldon to be sweet like Leonard is but that will never happen"

"Amy Sheldon and Leonard are so not alike so if you think in your lifetime Sheldon will be sweet like Leonard that will never happen"

Amy smiled, "I know but it doesn't hurt to dream it might happen"

Bernadette smiled, "It doesn't hurt to dream but don't dream about Leonard try dreaming about Sheldon, and in your dreams he might be sweet like you want him to be.

[Sanda]

Great update Jessie. I love the talk between Bernadette and Amy in this chapter. I love that Amy was dreaming about Leonard behind Sheldon's back. I could just picture that happening on the show because Amy and Sheldon aren't very affectionate on the show. I hope that Penny, Bernadette and Amy are able to patch up the friendship and they are able to get past each of them dream about each others boyfriends. I love how you write all of the different characters of The Big Bang Theory. I am so happy that Jim Parsons won an Emmy last night for his role of Sheldon. I love this Big Bang Theory story you are writing. I hope you update this story again really soon.

[melinda]

this is really good, I like how you write the characters. Keep writing I'm curious to see where this goes!

[jessie]

Chapter 5

Penny was sitting on her couch looking at the TV but she wasn't really watching it she was thinking about what happened with Amy. She heard someone knock at her door, and Penny got up hoping it was Amy. She opened the door, and was shocked it was Leonard.

"Hey Penny I heard your TV on, I was going out to the store. I thought you were spending the night with Bernadette and Amy."

Penny turned and walked over to the couch, and sat down just staring at the TV. Leonard shut the door, and walked over and sat beside Penny, and touched her arm asking her if she was ok.

"Leonard have you ever done something stupid, and you don't know how to fix it"?

"I guess did something happen Penny"?

"Yeah I ruined everything" Penny got up running to her bedroom as Leonard sat in shock not knowing what to do. He was scared she was going to tell him she made a mistake telling him she wanted to marry him. His heart was racing he knew he wanted to go to her and tell her no matter what happened everything would be ok. But part of him wanted to leave and pretend he didn't come over to check on her. He knew if he lost her now it would hurt so bad he loved her more than anything he ever loved and he couldn't lose her now.

[Sanda]

Cute update Jessie. Penny and Leonard are so cute together in this chapter. I can't wait to find out what happens next with them in your story. You write all of the characters of The Big Bang Theory perfectly. I love the TV show The Big Bang Theory. I can't wait for the new season of The Big Bang Theory to start on Monday.

[melinda]

very interesting story! I'm not into this show but my family likes it. its a great idea, and I hope you continue with it. love when you write for new shows!