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Post by melindajo2000 on Oct 21, 2011 12:29:28 GMT -6
great updates, I hope Jessie isnt going to have his baby that would be terrible... Great to see you updating this awesome story!
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Post by jessie on Oct 23, 2011 0:17:58 GMT -6
Chapter 50
Ray woke up he was going to call in sick today. He wasn't going to leave Jessie alone today. He turned but she wasn't in bed, he jumped up looking in the bathroom she wasn't there. He walked out in the living room, but he saw her in the kitchen washing the floor on her hands, and knees. He walked over, "Sweetie what are you doing, we have a mop for this"
"I couldn't sleep, my Mom says nothing gets dirt off of the floor better than your hands, and knees, and a good scrubbing. I wish that was true for people"
"Come on forget about this"
Jessie pulled away, "I have to get the dirt off the floor"
Ray touched her face she was pale, she obviously didn't sleep at all. He was getting really worried now, she got up, "I look a mess, I will finish this, and shower, I will make your breakfast" She walked over to the counter, "I can't do this Ray"
Ray walked over hugging her pulling her close, she resisted but he whispered, "I will never leave you, this isn't your doing"
"Yes it is why did we go there tell me because I was a coward, and look what happened he treated me like garbage, and I can't get that moment back, I see him right now, I'm going crazy"
"Screw this I'm calling Jock, I'm telling him we are pressing charges"
"No don't it won't matter they will stand by him, not me"
"I don't care I will stand by you". Ray walked over, Jessie screamed, "Stop no Ray". He was dialing the number but turned seeing her grab a knife, and whispered, "Don't or I will do it". She put the knife near her wrist, he dropped the phone. "OK Jessie put the knife down"
"I thought I was finally going to be happy, you were everything to me Ray. I don't get it why did he have to ruin everything, why did he have to hurt me"?
"Jessie give me the knife"
She was shaking but she slide to the floor dropping the knife, he ran over kicking it away from her. She whispered, "I can't even kill myself, I'm pathetic"
He helped her up walking her to the bedroom sitting her on the bed. "We are getting you checked out, we have to know. I swear if your pregnant we will do whatever you want"
"I can't be Ray, I just can't"
"Can we get you showered, and dressed, and we have an appointment at 10"
"You are coming with me"?
"Yes, I'm taking the day off"
"You won't leave me please I can't lose you". She went into his arms, he held her close as he hugged her. "I'm not leaving you I swear, I love you Jessie"
She smiled, "I'm a mess, and you still love me"
"Yes more than anything, don't you ever scare me like that again"
"I'm afraid but I will do this Ray"
He smiled, "Well that is my girl, I know you are scared, I'm here for you always".
She smiled as a tear rolled down her cheek, Ray kissed her, and she whispered, "Shower with me, but I'm not ready to make love Ray"
"I know, lets shower, and leave we have to get this over". They walked to the bathroom, and got ready for their appointment.
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Post by Sanda on Oct 23, 2011 0:23:27 GMT -6
Poor Jessie. I hope things get better for her and Ray really soon.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Oct 23, 2011 7:59:34 GMT -6
I am glad Ray is there for her, poor Jessie so scared
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Post by jessie on Nov 22, 2011 20:04:48 GMT -6
Chapter 51
Jessie and Ray got to the Doctor's office, Ray almost had to pull her in. She went in the secretary said the Doctor would see her in a minute. Jessie sat down beside Ray he held her hand. The Doctor came out, "Jessie" . She got up, "You will be here when I come back Ray"?
"Of course right here" She walked down the hall she looked back at him, he could see she was terrified. He wanted to run to her but he knew the Doctor wouldn't want him in there with her. She changed , and was sitting on the table, when Dr. Adams came in.
"Hey Jessie you need a check up, you think you might be pregnant"
"I hope not, I can't be"
He walked over, "Jessie is something wrong"?
"What I tell you, you can't tell anyone else right"?
"No what you say is between us"
"I was raped by someone I know, and I have to make sure I'm not pregnant"
"Did you call the police"?
"No I can't he is related to my boyfriend, it would be a mess"
"Jessie is your boyfriend stopping you from pressing charges"?
"No it is me he is wonderful but this man will make me look like a tramp, and I'm not one"
"Did he use protection"?
"No"
"What a sick freak is there any chance he has a disease"?
"God I don't think so" Jessie started to cry, Dr. Adam's touched her shoulder. "Ok we will take all the precautions, we will do a AIDS test. I'm not happy your not reporting this to the Police. Are you seeing someone what you went through is awful"?
"No I'm not ready to talk to a stranger"
"Ok I'm going to do the exam, are you ready"?
"No"
He smiled, "I promise I will explain everything, I will do this quick". She laid back as he did his exam, she cried through most of it making Dr. Adam's more angry that her attacker was getting away with it. He could see it was taking a toll on her, he could see she hasn't been sleeping, or eating. She sat up after he said he was going to rush the pregnancy test through. She could come back in 1 hour, he would give her the results. He said that the HIV test would take longer. She smiled as he left the office, and she got dressed. She walked down the hall, she ran into Ray's arms, and held him tight. "Are you ok"?
"No"
"Come on lets get you home"
"Lets stay near I have to come back in 1 hour. He is going to do the pregnancy results right away"
"Ok there is a coffee shop right next door" She took his hand, and walked out, and went to the coffee shop"
They sat at a booth, all Jessie wanted was a coffee. Ray touched her hands, "You have to eat or you will collapse"
"I will but I can't right now you eat". Ray had a sandwich, he was doing all the talking. She was smiling but he could see she was thinking about the results. He whispered, "No matter what they say, we will get through this"
"What if I am, I can't abort my baby"
"Lets wait for the results"
Jessie picked up her coffee mug, she was shaking she had to put it down. She whispered, "I hate him Ray"
"I know he will never hurt you again"
She held his hand, they both got up, and walked over to the Doctors office, it was time to get the results.
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Post by Sanda on Nov 22, 2011 20:19:42 GMT -6
Poor Jessie. I hope she isn't pregnant.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Nov 23, 2011 8:50:03 GMT -6
please dont let her be pregnant it would be upsetting for her and Ray if she were, great update
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Post by jessie on Nov 23, 2011 15:14:00 GMT -6
Chapter 52 Promise the other couples will be in the next chapter.
Jessie and Ray went into the Doctors office the Secretary said they would be called in soon. They sat when Dr. Adams came out, and told them both to come in. Ray was worried thinking he wanted to tell them she was pregnant. They went in they sat down Ray held Jessie's hand it was so cold. He could see she was terrified that the Doctor was going to say she was pregnant. Dr. Adam's smiled, "I have good news there is no chance your pregnant"
Jessie put her hands over her face, and started to cry. Ray knelt down beside her, "This is good news"
"I know I thought for sure I was"
Dr. Adams smiled, "Your not pregnant, but I really hate thinking that man is going to get away with raping you Jessie"
Ray turned, "He will never hurt her again"
"Maybe not but the damage is already done. Her blood pressure is all over the place, I'm worried about her. She needs to see someone professional"
"No I will be fine, I have Ray"
"Jessie I can see you both love each other, but can you put what happened behind you seeing that man all the time"?
"I will do what I have to"
"I'm going to write this prescription you need to sleep, so this will help you. Here is a card of a good Doctor that can help with the depression, call him. I will see you in 1 week, and I will run the HIV test"
"HIV"? Ray said
"Yes that man did not use protection, I'm not taking any chances" Dr. Adams said, he whispered, "When Jessie is ready you can use protection, I'm sure she is fine but just to be safe"
"I'm so sorry Ray". Jessie started to cry
"It isn't your fault". Dr. Adams got up, "This is why you need to see someone your blaming yourself, that man violated you in the worst way he should pay for it. He got away once what makes you think he wouldn't try again"?
Ray jumped up, "He will never hurt her I'm going to protect her"
"He is family you didn't protect her before"
Jessie yelled, "Stop please, I want to go"
Ray touched her face, "I'm sorry let go". Dr. Adam's touched her shoulder, "I'm not trying to hurt you, I'm trying to help you"
"I understand thank you "
Ray and Jessie left, she walked to the car, and he turned, "Lets go out , and have a nice dinner"?
"Yeah I'm hungry, but can we invite Gary, and Melinda, and Sanda and Bobby"?
"Sure I will give them a call" He pulled out his cell while Jessie got in the car. They all said they would meet them at the little country place near Southfork. They could relax, listen to music, and eat. He got int he car, "Lets go home, and change, we are meeting them at 7"
"Ray"
"Yeah Angel"
"thanks for standing by me, I know most men would have ran away, and not looked back"
"Hush why would I run away from the girl I'm going to marry"
"I not pregnant, I was so afraid I was" She cried he held her close, and whispered, "Everything is going to be OK, I promise you".
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Post by Sanda on Nov 23, 2011 17:05:40 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I am so happy that Jessie isn't pregnant. I am looking forward to Jessie and Ray having dinner with Gary, Melinda, Sanda, and Bobby.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Nov 24, 2011 7:37:53 GMT -6
I really hope they can find some happiness and put the past behind them great chapter, thank goodness she is not pregnant
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