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Post by Sanda on Jun 17, 2012 10:39:43 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. Poor Jessie. :'(That man was awful to rape her and get her pregnant. Thank god Jessie has Ray and Pam in her life now.
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Post by jessie on Jun 17, 2012 19:18:44 GMT -6
Thanks again for reading my story Sanda.
Chapter 7
The next morning Pam knocked on the door, and Ray jumped up opening the door.
"I'm sorry to wake you both, but we have to go to the hospital"
"She doesn't want to go I hate this"
"She has to but we will be there for her"
Pam told Ray to go get dressed she would help Jessie. Pam shut the door after Ray left, and walked over sitting beside Jessie, and lightly shook her to wake her up.
Jessie opened her eyes, and Pam whispered, "We have to get ready to go to the hospital"
"No I am to tired". Jessie turned away, but Pam stopped her, and had to be firm, but hated it.
"You have to go please don't fight or Ray will have to carry you to the truck. You have to be brave , Ray is worried you don't want to upset him do you"
"no"
"Jessie get today over with, and it will help you heal". Jessie got up, and whispered, "I'm going to the bathroom, I will get ready as soon as I wash up". Jessie walked into the bathroom, and locked the door. She started to cry covering her mouth trying to make sure Pam didn't hear her but Pam did. She wanted to go in to help her but Pam sat on the bed knowing how Jessie felt, and her heart ached for her. It was 15 minutes later Jessie came out she was really pale, she walked over grabbing her bag, and asked Pam if she could be alone to get dressed.
"I will be in the living room with Ray but are you sure you don't want me to stay with you"?
"No I can manage"
Pam left, and Jessie was getting dressed she was sore, and felt dizzy but Pam was right she had to be brave, and not worry Ray over her problems. She walked out of the bedroom, and down the hall, and Ray smiled asking her if she wanted a coffee?
"No thanks we should go"
Pam and Ray put their coffee mugs in the sink, and they walked over to her, and the three of them left. Jessie was silent the whole way to the hospital, she was so scared, but she didn't want to be a baby, and cry, and upset them. Pam whispered, "Sweetie are you OK"?
Jessie shook her head saying yes but Pam knew she was afraid to talk because she was on the verge of crying. She was terrified, and Pam whispered, "It is OK to be afraid, we will be there for you right after your procedure"
"Thanks". Ray drove up to the hospital, and Jessie shut her eyes, and wished this was all a bad dream. She grabbed onto Pam's arm, and held on so tight Pam almost cried out.
Ray parked, and touched Jessie's face, "Relax, I will make sure you don't feel anymore pain, I won't let them hurt"
"Pain that is all I feel, why didn't I stop him now my baby is gone, and it is my fault"
"No it is your Foster Dad's fault so don't you ever again blame yourself"
"I'm not strong I'm so scared, I don't want to do this"
Pam whispered, "You have to or you could get an infection, and that could kill you"
"Good"
"Don't you dare say that you have so much to live for. You will never forget what happened to you, but life will get better I promise"
"How can you be so sure"?
"Trust me , it will"
Jessie smiled, "OK I will go in, but you will be there when I wake up"
"Yes me and Ray will be the first thing you see when you open your eyes"
Jessie started to cry, Pam hugged her, and Ray looked out the window as a tear rolled down his cheek.
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Post by Sanda on Jun 17, 2012 19:25:57 GMT -6
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Post by jessie on Jun 18, 2012 0:34:08 GMT -6
Chapter 8
They went inside, and Jessie was taken to have the procedure, and Ray, and Pam waited in the waiting room. It wasn't long before the Doctor came out, and said the procedure was over, and once she woke up, and her vitals were fine they would allow her to go home. He explained what he did, and gave them some instructions, and another prescription for antibiotics to make sure she didn't get an infection. He told them to be understanding she may go through many emotions including anger, and if she became overly depressed to bring her back in. They said they understood Ray went to get the prescription filled. Pam went to see Jessie, and about 1 hour later she woke up and the Doctor examined her, and gave the OK to go home. Jessie got dressed, Pam helped her into the wheelchair, and took her out of the room, and down the hall to meet Ray.
Ray got up, and hugged Jessie, and touched her cheek.
"Lets get you home"
They left the hospital, they got Jessie in the Truck, and they were driving home. Ray was talking trying to get Jessie to talk but she was quiet, and Pam looked at Ray telling him Jessie was not ready to talk. They got to the house, and went inside, and Jessie said she was real tired, and she wanted to lay down. They said OK, and Jessie walked down the hall, and went into her room.
"Pam she is to quiet is she really OK"?
"No she lost a baby Ray give her a few days, but she will never get over it"
"I know but she won't look at me, is she upset with me"?
"No she is exhausted, and probably sore, let her rest, and she will talk to you later"
"OK"
"I was going home to check on Bobby, and Christopher but if you want me to stay I will. I will call you later, and if you need me to come back, I will right away"
"Go I have the rest of the day off your Family needs you"
"Call me if you need me or she does OK. Don't get upset if she loses her temper or cries, she needs time to heal Ray"
"I know I heard what the Doctor said, but I feel helpless"
"I know Ray but having you near is what she needs"
Ray hugged Pam, she left, and he waved as her car drove off. Ray locked the door, and walked down the hall, and knocked on Jessie's door.
"Yes"
"Can I come in"?
"Yes of course"
Jessie sat up , and Ray ran over, "Don't get up, I just wanted to make sure your OK"
"I will be Ray I just feel sad, and sick"
"Sick "
"Ray I'm ashamed you offered to help me, and this happened, you must regret helping me out". Jessie finally looked at him, and Ray lost his temper, and he regretted it as soon as he did.
"How could you say that after everything I have done for you"
"Don't yell at me Ray , I feel bad enough"
"You did nothing wrong Jessie how many times do I have to tell you"
"If Pam tells the Ewing's, they will think I'm bad, and I'm not bad Ray"
Ray pulled her close, "You don't worry what others say, I know your not bad, you are the sweetest person I have ever met, and that is the God's honest truth"
"I swore to myself I would never trust another man, but I trust you Ray, I would have been all alone, I never would have survived this without you, and Pam"
"We are going to help you as long as you need us"
Jessie smiled, "Can you get me my pain medication, I need it, I'm so tired, and sore"
Ray ran to get it, and the antibiotic, she took the pills, and laid back, and he pulled the blanket up, and told her he would make them a nice dinner for later"
"No fuss Ray"
"You don't worry about that, but it will be a easy dinner I'm not cook"
"I'm not great either are you sure you want me to stay"
Ray smiled, "Well we can manage"
Jessie smiled as she whispered, "I'm real tired Ray, I'm sorry"
"Go to sleep, and I will wake you when dinner is ready"
"OK" Ray stayed watching her until she fell asleep, than he walked out to the kitchen to see what he could make for dinner that was easy.
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Post by Sanda on Jun 18, 2012 0:39:59 GMT -6
Jessie I hope you have a wonderful birthday today. Great update to your awesome story Jessie. Poor Jessie. Thank god she has Ray and Pam in her life.
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Post by jessie on Jun 21, 2012 22:15:01 GMT -6
Thanks Sanda for reading my story this is my one of my favourites to write.
Chapter 9
Ray was making dinner when Jessie walked into the kitchen, and Ray turned, and smiled at her.
"Hey Jessie I was going to bring you dinner in bed"
"No I'm OK to eat out here, I'm so sorry I should be making dinner not you"
"You don't be silly sit down dinner is almost ready, I hope you are OK with what I am making"
"I will like anything Ray except fish"
"No fish"
Ray put the food on the plate, and walked over putting it in front of her. Ray put his plate down, and ran over to the fridge , and got her a diet soda, and himself a beer.
"This looks good Ray, I love fries, and grilled cheese, but do you have pickles, and ketchup"
"Oh right yes". Ray ran over to the fridge getting it, and Jessie said thank you. She put the ketchup over her fries, and was eating one, she didn't really want to tell Ray her appetite was gone, but she remembered what the Doctor said she needed to force herself to eat or she will be back in the hospital.
"You don't like grilled cheese do you"?
"Yes it is good". Jessie picked up the grilled cheese, and took a bite. Ray was eating, and she tried to at least eat half the sandwich. She did, and she was picking at her fries, when Ray touched her hand.
'You don't have to force yourself if you don't feel good I would understand"
"I'm sorry , this was real good, I'm just out of it right now"
'I know it will take a while Sweetie"
"I know, I really had no idea Ray, I want you to know that"
"I know stop worrying about what others would think "
"I only worry what you think, I don't know what I would have done without you"
"Well you don't have to worry anymore you know you can depend on me"
"I know let me do the dishes, I hate being a burden". Jessie got up, and walked over to the sink, she felt dizzy, and she felt weak, but she was rinsing off the dishes. Ray could see she was not feeling good, he walked over, and touched her shoulder.
"Go watch TV , I will clean up, I have to earn my keep"
"You can when your feeling better right now let me help you"
"You have done nothing but be nice to me, I'm not use to it, and I'm afraid you will get sick of me, and make me leave"
"That will not happen, now you go put the TV on, and watch something, I will clean up, and maybe later we can sit out on that swing you like"
"I would like that Ray". Jessie hugged him, than she walked out of the kitchen, and sat on the couch, and turned the TV on. She was flipping the channel, and she stopped when she saw the TV show Eight is Enough on, and she stopped watching it. She felt tears come to her eyes when she saw the Father with his kids, and she wished she had a Father like that. She didn't realize Ray come in, and he sat beside her bringing his beer, and her pop.
'Oh Jessie you were crying"?
"No this silly show got to me, the Father is so amazing"
"Jessie we can put something else on"?
"No this is fine it is nice to know some kids have amazing Parents, I need that right now"
Ray smiled as they were watching the show, Jessie laid her head on his shoulder, and he wrapped his arm around her, as they watched the show, and when it was over he asked her if she wanted to sit on the veranda for a little while before she turned in?
"Sure"
They went out Ray grabbed a blanket, and wrapped it around her. They were sitting on the swing, they were talking, and Ray was telling her stories about his days being a Ranch hand. She loved to hear his stories, she smiled as he held her close, as they just sat looking at the stars, and he continued to talk. She felt at peace, and for a short while she forgot about all the pain, and what happened to her, but she knew it would be a long time before she fully trusted anyone, but she also knew Ray really cared about her, and that was special all on its own.
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Post by Sanda on Jun 21, 2012 22:55:02 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. Ray and Jessie are so cute and adorable together. Jessie is so lucky that she has Ray in her life.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jun 24, 2012 12:22:24 GMT -6
great story so far Jessie
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Post by jessie on Jun 24, 2012 20:47:57 GMT -6
Chapter 10
2 days later
Jessie was feeling a little better, but she was still a little down, but she was trying not to show it to Ray. She hated when he left to do work in the mornings, she would be terrified that someone would come, and hurt her. She had to stop feeling that way but it was hard for her to forget her horrible past. She heard the door open, and she walked out of the kitchen, and saw Ray, and smiled, and ran over hugging him.
"Jessie what is the matter"
"I'm happy to see you, Pam called 1 hour ago, and invited us to a BBQ at Southfork. "
"You didn't say we would go did you"?
"I couldn't say no to Pam she said everything would be OK"
"JR will be there, and he was a jerk last time you met him"
"Who cares, I want a burger, and I want to see Pam again"
"What if he hurts your feelings"?
"Are you ashamed of me Ray"?
"Ashamed no why would you say that "?
"Nothing JR Ewing can say to me can make me feel any worse than I already do. I want a burger, and I don't want to cook". Jessie smiled as Ray moved close, and touched her lips, and without thinking he kissed her. He stopped himself, but it was to late, and he moved back, and said he was sorry, as he walked down the hall.
"Ray wait please"
"I never should have done that you have enough to worry about that me making matters worse"
"It was a kiss Ray you did nothing wrong"
"I did Jessie I don't know what got over me. I have to shower before I go to the BBQ, I don't want to smell like horses, JR would make rude comments for sure. "
"Horses I thought it was your new cologne" Jessie giggled as Ray smiled, 'Good one Jessie, I will shower, and I don't wear cologne, the horses don't like it"
Ray went to his room, and Jessie went to her room, and sat on the bed looking at her clothes. They were clean but she didn't have anything nice to wear. She didn't want Ray to feel embarrassed taking her, and she suddenly felt bad saying she would go. She laid back she was tired, she has done nothing but sleep recently. Ray came out of the shower, and had his housecoat on, when he walked past Jessie's room.
"Jessie I thought we were going to Southfork, your tired"
"Yeah a little but look at my clothes, now I know why your embarrassed of me"
"I'm not embarrassed stop saying that, your jeans are OK, and I will get you a white t-shirt to wear with them"
Jessie smiled as Ray grabbed a t-shirt from his drawer, and she took it, and was getting dressed, while Ray was dressing in his room. Ray walked out to the kitchen, and grabbed a bottle water as Jessie came in, and asked Ray if she looked OK.
"You look adorable, I love what you done to your hair"
"A ponytail Ray not to amazing"
"I like a girl that doesn't fuss , and I love the natural look"
"You mean I'm ugly'
Ray walked over holding both her arms, and whispered, "You are not ugly you are beautiful inside, and out, and I want you to remember that"
"I'm trying to Ray"
"Promise me you will not let JR get to you tonight"
"I won't Ray promise". They left the house, and got in the truck, and they were driving.
"Jessie"?
"Yes Ray"
"That kiss at the house, I'm real sorry about that"
"I'm not for a minute I felt like I was normal, but I know you just did it because you feel sorry for me"
Ray didn't say anything he knew he kissed her because he loved having her around, and he thought she was cute, but he knew she needed a friend not someone that will complicate her life.
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Post by Sanda on Jun 24, 2012 21:16:39 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. Ray and Jessie are so cute and adorable together in this chapter. I love that Jessie and Ray shared their first kiss.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jun 25, 2012 8:38:06 GMT -6
Jessie was so cute here grear update
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Post by jessie on Jun 26, 2012 1:51:21 GMT -6
Chapter 11
Ray got to the house he saw the family by the pool swimming, and having a good time. He really felt this might be a mistake, but for Jessie he hoped the day would go nice. He got out, and walked around opening the door for Jessie, and she got out.
Ellie, and Jock came over first, and Ellie hugged Jessie, and smiled.
"Come let me get you a soda it is warm out today". Jessie looked at Ray who told her to go she would be fine.
Jock stayed back with Ray, and touched his shoulder.
"Ray I wanted to say something to you"
"I should go with her she is nervous she really doesn't know anyone"
'Pam told us what is going on, and I'm real proud of you Ray"
"She told you everything"?
"Yes she was worried about JR saying something, and I have to tell JR was upset thinking she went through such a horrible ordeal"
"Please don't bring up anything I want her to have a good time"
"We won't don't worry come on lets get you a beer you didn't bring your swim suit"?
"No Jessie can't swim she isn't up to it"
"That is fine"
Ray walked over to the bar, and Jessie walked over carrying a soda, but she smiled.
"The nice man put a fancy umbrella in my drink, and all it is soda"
"Well the Ewing's do everything fancy Sweetie"
"I know did you see the table with the food it looks so good"
"Lets go get something don't be shy"
"Ray the ladies all look so pretty, I must stick out like a sore thumb"
"You are the prettiest young lady here"
"Oh right". Jessie smiled as Ray grabbed his beer, and walked over to the table with her. He grabbed a plate, and one for Jessie while they put their drinks down, and she was looking at the fancy food.
'What is that Ray"?
'I am not sure something fancy probably fish'
"No fish for me, this looks good". She picked up chicken wing, and Ray whispered, "You can have more than one"
"OK they look so good". They filled their plate, and were walking to a table when JR walked over holding the chair out for her.
"Thank you Mr. Ewing"
"Mr Ewing is my Daddy call me JR"
"OK thank you JR"
"You have a healthy appetite young lady"
"God I'm sorry if I took to much"
JR smiled, "No it is refreshing seeing a lady eat more than salad, and bottle water. You eat up, and have a nice time, burgers are coming up so save room for them". JR walked away, and Jessie blushed, "He is really nice, but maybe I took to much"
"Eat Jessie stop worrying". She took a bite of the chicken wing, and smiled. "These are so good, I love chicken wings"
"I can tell we will have to buy some, they would be easy to make"
"Ray I cook but not like this, but I will buy a cook book as soon as I earn some money working around here"
"You want to know a secret"?
"Yeah"
"This food is mostly done by Teresa, and I bet she will pack us some leftovers to take to the house for later. She really likes me, I know Miss Ellie cooks from time to time, but Teresa does most of it"
"She is awesome"
"She is I will introduce her to you later"
"I would like that"
JR walked over sitting down with Pam, Bobby, and Sue Ellen.
"Pam you are right she is sweet, she is really attached to Ray"
"JR she trusts him please don't say anything to upset either of them"
"I'm not I feel for her, but I know Ray, and he is falling for her mark my words on that one"
Sue Ellen shook her head, and JR shook his head, and whispered, "OK I will shut my mouth but wait , and see". JR got up, and went into the house, and Pam looked at Bobby, and whispered, "You know Ray well Bobby what do you think"?
Sue Ellen smiled, "You dated Ray Pam you should know what Ray is feeling better than any of us"
"Really Sue Ellen I don't think everyone has romance, and sex on their minds like you, and JR so no I think he cares for her, but I doubt he is falling for her but you, and JR would think that". Pam got up, and walked into the house, and Sue Ellen smiled at Bobby.
"She is touchy what is that about"?
"Sue Ellen don't start please"
"Me I'm not starting anything"
Bobby shook his head, and went inside to find Pam.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jun 26, 2012 7:53:39 GMT -6
great update, I hope JR wont give her any problems, wonder why Pam would say something like she did? good job
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Post by Sanda on Jun 26, 2012 9:21:59 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. Ray and Jessie are so cute and adorable together. I hope that JR doesn't cause any problems for Ray and Jessie.
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Post by jessie on Jun 28, 2012 1:09:58 GMT -6
Chapter 12
Bobby walked in , and heard talking coming from the living room, he walked in seeing JR, and Pam talking.
"OK enough come outside the both of you, enough with this fighting"
"I'm not fighting with anyone we were just talking". JR said
"About what Ray and Jessie, he is helping the young lady who needs help end of story"
"Bobby you know what Jessie went through,and you know the last thing she needs is to get herself hurt again." Pam said
"Why would Ray hurt her"?
JR put his bourbon down, "Ray is a Cowboy, and he has had his share of ladies, and I know I have too so don't go there. I'm just saying he will not want a long term relationship with Jessie, and if something happens it could destroy her"
"Oh like you haven't hurt Sue Ellen over, and over. Ray wouldn't do anything to hurt her, and we have no right discussing this, it is none of our business"
JR smiled, "I'm staying out of it, I'm going out to get a burger". JR walked out, and Pam sat down, and Bobby walked over to her.
"Pam what is the matter are you upset he is helping her"?
"No I'm not upset at that, I'm worried, and Ray is lonely, and things can happen, and I'm worried she will get hurt"
They both jump when they hear Ray yell out Pam's name.
"Ray"
"What is this your talking behind my back Pam"?
"I'm talking to my husband, calm down Ray"
"You think I would hurt her or use her God you don't know me"
"I know you Ray, and I know your a good man, but I can see it in your eyes you care for her more than you are letting on"
"She has gone through hell yes I care, and I will protect her is it your business"?
"Maybe it is, what if she falls for you Ray what than"?
"I'm not discussing this with you should I take her back to my place if seeing us is making you angry"
"Ray what is the matter". Ray turns seeing Jessie standing there she was confused, and she walked over to Ray, and he touched her cheek.
"Jessie we are just talking it has nothing to do with you"
"You said they don't want to see us why"? Jessie looked at Bobby, and Pam, and whispered, "I thought you liked me Pam, I don't understand"
Pam walked over, "It isn't that we were talking about you two getting close, and how it wouldn't be good for you"
"Ray you told them you kissed me, I swear he just felt sorry for me"
Bobby and Pam glare at Ray who walked over, "Yes I kissed her, and I'm sorry maybe it was wrong, but it wasn't because I felt sorry for her."
"Why Ray"? Pam asked, and Ray yelled, "I'm going outside, I don't need this right now, I kissed her because I wanted to". Ray walked out, and Bobby ran after him.
Jessie looked at Pam, "I don't understand"
"Ray has feelings for you Jessie, and if you stay with him it might not end well with you"
"He is my friend, I don't have anywhere else to go"
"Me, and Bobby can find you a place in town, or you could go to a shelter for woman, and they can help you get back on your feet"
"No". Jessie ran away from Pam, and outside, and ran right over to Ray , and wrapped her arms around him.
"Ray please don't make me go away, you are my only friend."
Ray looked at Pam who walked over, "I didn't mean to upset her, maybe it is best she stay with you"
Ray looked at the family but took Jessie's arm, and took her inside so he could talk to her alone. The family all stood speechless not knowing what to think.
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