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Post by Sanda on Aug 2, 2011 17:02:20 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. Poor Sue Ellen. I am glad that JR is there for now. I agree with Sue Ellen that Bobby is sweet and he and Christopher didn't deserve to Pam and April.
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Post by jessie on Aug 6, 2011 0:56:55 GMT -6
Melinda you missed the last chapter if you want to read it. ;D Chapter 17
They heard a knock at the door, JR answered, and the man brought the food in , and JR signed the paper, and tipped the man. He shut the door, Sue Ellen stood up walking to the table. JR smiled, "I feel bad eating steak while you have soup"
"I don't think anything else would stay down anyway". She sat down, but he could see she was sore but he didn't say anything. She waited until he was eating she started to eat but he could see she was shaking. He wanted to get up, and help her but he pretended not to notice. She smiled, "This is real good"
"It looks good"
JR was doing the talking Sue Ellen tried to eat but she really felt ill. She took a couple of crackers, and was eating them.
"This steak is amazing maybe tomorrow you can have one"
"Maybe"
"Your not eating what is wrong Sue Ellen"?
"Please eat JR don't worry about me , I don't feel well. "
"Sue Ellen you should have got checked out"
"JR please eat, it will get cold". He smiled , and was eating she was quiet, he asked about John Ross.
"How is his schooling his grades were good"?
"Excellent he is real smart like his Dad"
"Your smart too, but he took your traits in the nice department"
"JR why did you come here really, I know you hated me when I left Dallas"?
"I came because you needed me, and I never hated you"
"JR I never would have released that stupid movie why I even started that whole stupid mess is a mystery to me"
"You wanted to stick it to me"
"Yeah I did"
"I'm glad you didn't for John Ross, and Ma Ma's sake"
"Not yours"?
"Yeah but they would have been hurt, I would have deserved it"
"Yeah but I would have been the one everyone laughed at. I think they basically thought I was a fool for standing by you all those years. I had affairs, but I only hurt myself really"
"You hurt me Sugar especially Barnes, and that child you slept with"
"Peter he was one of my biggest regrets. He was a sweet young man, not a child but I never should have hooked up with him. He scared me a little but he was going to go up against you JR. He had guts but I'm glad he backed off, I know you would have destroyed him"
"Did you ever really love Don Sugar"?
"I thought I did until I moved here, and it went all wrong. He knew I loved you, but he thought I would forget. I tried but I couldn't get you out of my mind. I never did anything to hurt Don, I never brought up your name, but that night I said your name in my sleep. It was the first time he hit me, and forced himself on me. I was devastated, he said it would never happen again. It was only 2 weeks later he did it again but it got worse, and worse. I wanted to run but he said he would destroy me he would make sure the world knew I was a Tramp, and he said he would release that movie to make you pay. I knew he would do it, he was so spiteful. He hated me but he wasn't willing to let me go back to you, so I stayed hoping it would get better. What he did today was the worst yet, he was horrible, and so cruel. I begged him to stop but he was in a rage saying I gave myself to you , so I would give myself to my husband without a complaint. I hate him for what he did, he wanted me to feel pain".
JR jumped up, "I'm so sorry , I should have been there for you"
"It isn't your fault"
"Do you want to go back to Dallas now, John Ross would understand"?
"No I have to see him Graduate, I have to"
"Ok the next few days I will not let you out of my sight"
"Thank you JR". She went into his arms, and he hugged her. She whispered, "I need some sleep but I'm scared he will come back"
"Ok lets get you something, I will lay beside you"
"JR I can't"
"Shh I don't expect anything stop saying that"
Sue Ellen smiled, "Ok I'm so tired". He went to the kitchen getting her a glass of water, and Tylenol. He handed it to her, and she took it. She whispered, "you didn't finish your dinner"
"I'm not hungry, lets get you in bed". She hugged him, they both walked down the hall to the bedroom.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Aug 6, 2011 9:20:07 GMT -6
its nice how comfortable she is with him I hope he doesn't mess up this time. Great update
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Post by Sanda on Aug 6, 2011 14:06:18 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I LOVE how comfortable Sue Ellen feels with JR. I hope that JR doesn't mess things up with Sue Ellen this time.
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Post by jessie on Aug 6, 2011 17:38:38 GMT -6
Chapter 18
Sue Ellen got in bed JR smiled, "Will you freak out if I wear my boxers to bed"?
"No"
He smiled taking off his pants, he put a t-shirt on, and got in bed beside her. She smiled, "Happy face boxers cute JR"
"Well guess who picked these out Ma Ma, so what is a guy suppose to do"
"I like them they are cute"
"Relax Sue Ellen lay back shut your eyes"
"You won't leave me promise"
"Shh I'm right here I'm not going anywhere promise"
"Ok thank you" She laid back he laid on the pillow beside her. She turned looking at him, "Can we cuddle but nothing else "
"Come here" She moved close laying her head on his chest, he rubbed her head, she went to sleep real fast. He laid awake feeling horrible he wished he never left her alone. He couldn't understand how he got in the room it was locked? It shut his eyes, but 1/2 hour later Sue Ellen started to cry out in her sleep.
"Stop please Don don't". She she was tossing , and turning. JR jumped up touching her face, "Sue Ellen your safe open your eyes"
"Oh God stop your hurting me". She screamed JR felt tears come to his eyes but he pulled her into his arms. She woke up crying, "You were dreaming Sue Ellen your safe here with me"
She was shaking looking around the room. "But it wasn't a dream it happened to me JR"
"Shh I know but he won't hurt you again".
She laid back she was covered in sweat. She was so hot JR jumped out of bed running to the bathroom. He rinsed a face cloth, and ran back in. He was wiping her face, she shut her eyes. "I'm so tired JR"
"I know you need to rest, but maybe we should call the hotel Doctor. He can maybe give you something strong for pain, and to help you sleep"
"No, I will be fine soon"
"Oh God Sue Ellen your not fine he hurt you bad"
"Yes he did but I want to forget "
JR put his thumb on her cheek, and wiped the tears from her cheek. She smiled, "JR you are being so gentle"
"I love you Sugar, this is killing me, I want to kill him". JR shut his eyes as tears rolled down his cheek. She sat up touching his cheek, and whispered, " I have dreamed of this moment, that you came back into my life, and you truly loved me"
He put his hands to her shoulders, as he brought his lips to hers. She kissed him but she felt pain due to her bruised, and cut lip. She cried out, he stopped touching her lips so lightly. "Oh what did he do to you"?
"Just hold me JR, I need you to hold me, I'm so cold". He pulled her close as he wrapped the blanket around her, as he rocked her in his arms.
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Post by Sanda on Aug 6, 2011 19:05:26 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I LOVE how kind and Gentle JR is being with Sue Ellen in this chapter. OMG I LOVE that JR had happy faces on his boxer shorts.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Aug 6, 2011 20:06:51 GMT -6
love how supportive JR was being. great update Jessie
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Post by jessie on Aug 11, 2011 1:04:33 GMT -6
Chapter 18
JR smiled, "Want to watch TV in bed, and we can cuddle, until you fall asleep"?
"Sure see what is on". She pulled the blanket over her, she couldn't get warm. He was flipping channels, "Leave that on, I love this show"
"Hart to Hart Sue Ellen"
"Please Robert is so cute"
"Oh can I say Stephanie is"?
"Yeah you would anyway"
He smiled and left it on, she whispered, "Thank you JR"
"Come here you are still cold"?
"Yes". He held her close as she laid her head on his shoulder. They were watching she giggled, "I use to watch this in Dallas, it was one of my favourite shows. I would fantasize I was Jennifer"
"You didn't Sugar"
"Yeah I did it helped me sleep but I had some wild dreams"
"You are joking right"?
"No"
"You loved Southfork didn't you Sue Ellen"?
'Yes I did but it was hard living there sometimes"
"Why you had everything you wanted"?
'What material things I wanted you JR. I know you think I married for money, and I'm not saying I didn't love money, and being in a lovely home, and being a Ewing. I would have gave all that up for you to love me like in the movies"
"I did Sue Ellen"
"Don't say that you would be lying what did I do wrong"?
"Nothing it was me, how many times do I have to tell you"
"I don't get it you courted me, and when we married you were so gentle, and sweet. It lasted a few months, and than it all went wrong. I knew you were cheating with Julie, and it hurt, but I pretended it didn't happen. I never told you , I lost it one day, and I told your Daddy"
"What did you tell him"?
"I told him about you, and your affairs, and I said I was going to leave. He sat me down, and said I should look the other way, that you would realize one day what was important. He said if I walked away you wouldn't stop me, and he said he basically forced you to get married. He wanted Grandchildren, and he told you so. Why did you marry me JR because of your Father"?
"Basically but I loved you , but I was use to the life I was living. I loved being JR Ewing, and I loved how women basically threw themselves at me. I was something, and when I became your husband I wanted to change, but I couldn't. You couldn't give me what some of the other ladies offered, you were a lady."
"Oh that is so full of crap"
"No I'm saying I didn't want you to act that way"
"So I wasn't enough for you, I didn't satisfy you"
"You did Sue Ellen"
"Liar, I don't care anyway it is over now"
"No it isn't over we can start fresh"
"Can we will I ever be enough JR"?
"Daddy was right I finally realized what was important, and I'm not letting her go again"
"I'm real messed up JR, I'm so tired of hurting"
"Shh I know what he did to you was horrible. He is out of your life, he won't hurt you again, and either will I"
"You think we can be happy JR, I don't know"
"I'm watching this crap with you"
"Oh you are bad really you are"
"I know come here , you need to rest". She leaned on his shoulder again, and she touched his hand. "JR I feel safe in your arms, but I'm still scared"
"It will be ok I promise". She whispered, "I want to believe you JR".
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Post by melindajo2000 on Aug 11, 2011 8:08:09 GMT -6
I hope he proves to her he can be trusted, awesome update
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Post by jessie on Aug 11, 2011 13:19:49 GMT -6
Chapter 19
Sue Ellen and JR turned the TV off, and he whispered, "Go to sleep Sugar tomorrow we will spend the day with John Ross"
"I need some clothes JR, I didn't bring mine"
"Well we have stores downstairs, we will get some items tomorrow"
"Will you shop with me"?
"Yeah I'm not letting you out of my sight"
"Maybe we can take John Ross to breakfast, and a movie in the afternoon"
"Sure but you know what kind of movies he likes"
"Yeah I don't care, I will sit between my two favourite guys". She smiled he touched her face, "I'm one of them"?
"Yeah you always have been someone special to me JR"
He sat up, "Want something warm to drink like a tea"?
"Hot chocolate with lots of marshmallows"
"Sounds good" He called room service, and ordered fresh fruit, hot chocolate with lots of marshmallows, and some pastries". He hung up, and Sue Ellen smiled, "You are amazing JR". She got off the bed, but he whispered, "You stay here, I will pay, and bring the food in here. We can have a slumber party". She sat down, he leaned over giving her a kiss on the cheek. He got up putting his housecoat on. She sat back as he walked to the door, "Be right back don't you dare fall asleep on me"
"I won't JR". She smiled as he left the room, but her eyes filled up with tears. She couldn't believe how great he was being with her. She wiped the tears from her eyes, she laid her head on his pillow, and she loved the smell of his cologne. He always used the same one, she loved the smell it normally drove her crazy. She almost jumped out of her skin when the phone rang. She picked it up, "Hello"
"Mom"
"John Ross I needed to hear your voice, are you ok"?
"Yeah I'm fine, I will be over about 9 in the morning ok"
"Ok don't go to Don's place promise me"
"I won't but I have to get my suit for Graduation"
"We will buy you a new one, I don't trust him right now"
"Mom did he hurt you again"?
"Don't worry about me, you have a great night, and have fun"
"You and Dad Ok"?
"Yeah he is a perfect gentleman"
"Dad"
"Yes your Father"
"Mom you don't sound ok, I can come now if you need me"
"I'm fine see you in the morning, I love you Sweetie"
"Oh Mom don't call me Sweetie anymore"
Sue Ellen started to cry, and John Ross felt horrible. "Mom I'm kidding, call me whatever you want"
"I'm so sorry John Ross, I should have sent you home"
"Mom what is wrong"?
"Nothing I'm just a little sad, but I'm going to be ok".
"You sure"?
"Yes go have fun with your friend, I'm ok promise"
"Bye love you Mom"
"Love you too"
Sue Ellen hung up she started to cry, but tried to stop she didn't want JR worried about her. He walked in pulling the cart, she smiled , 'That was fast, John Ross just called"
"Oh I thought I heard the phone"
"Yeah he is worried you didn't say anything to him"?
"No he loves you Sue Ellen of course he would worry"
"Oh yum hot chocolate". JR grabbed a chair, and she got up sitting in it. He pulled another chair over, and sat beside her. She grabbed a marshmallow, and bite it. "Oh this is so good try it". She handed him the other half, he ate it, and smiled.
She dropped a couple in her hot chocolate, and stirred it. She felt tears come to her eyes, and JR touched her hand.
"What is the matter Sue Ellen"?
"How can this be one of the worst nights of my life, and the best at the same time"?
"Just think about the best part"
"I'm trying but my body keeps reminding me of the bad part. I tried to stop him JR, but he was in such a rage, I have never seen him so angry. I don't know if he will just walk away, I have this horrible feeling"
JR grabbed a marshmallow, he took a bite, and than brought the rest of the marshmallow to her lips. She took it, and smiled as the sat back, "Oh I love marshmallows, especially when I share them with you". He moved over pulling her close, and brought his lips to her. She whispered, "I'm not ready JR"
"Just a kiss Sugar, that is enough for me this moment, just a kiss".
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Post by melindajo2000 on Aug 11, 2011 13:25:53 GMT -6
I'm glad she said JR was one of her favorite guys but it was sad John Ross said he was to be called sweetie great update
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Post by Sanda on Aug 11, 2011 14:54:26 GMT -6
Great updates Jessie. I LOVE that JR and Sue Ellen were watching Hart to Hart in bed together. I LOVE the TV show Hart to Hart. I felt bad for Sue Ellen when John Ross said that he didn't want his mother to call him sweetie anymore.
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Post by jessie on Aug 14, 2011 1:18:33 GMT -6
Chapter 20
They finished up having their snack, they talked awhile, than went to bed. Sue Ellen was so exhausted but she was afraid to shut her eyes because she was afraid Don would return, and hurt her again. JR whispered, "I won't let anything happen Sue Ellen try to sleep". She smiled she shut her eyes, she opened them again. JR smiled, "Shut your eyes listen to my voice, and hopefully you will fall asleep."
"I keep thinking he will come back, he woke me when I was asleep, and "
"Shh we know what he did, I feel so guilty for leaving you. Listen to me he won't come in here, and if he did I would kill him"
"Don't say that"
"I would, now shut those beautiful eyes". She shut them, and he laid beside her holding her hand.
"Just listen to me, and try to relax. All I think about was the first time we kissed". Sue Ellen opened her eyes, "Kissed are you trying to make me sleep"
"Shut your eyes now listen to me talk, and try to sleep. We were outside your house sitting on that broken down swing your Ma Ma had"
Sue Ellen giggled making JR laugh too. "I was afraid your Mom would come out, she was like that woman in the Wizard of Oz"
Sue Ellen laughed, "Not Dorothy"
"No the one Dorthy was afraid of"
"The witch"?
"Yeah but I'm not saying she was one but she reminded me of that woman. That was the only movie that freaked me out. I hated those nasty flying Monkey, and that woman's laugh. It was so creepy, and your Mother use to stare at me like she wanted to skin me alive"
"She liked Clint but she was wrong well I thought she was"
"What you liked Clint"?
"He was nice to me, but he didn't excite me, that sounds so awful. JR if I married him I might not have been overly attracted to him, but he would have taken care of me. "
"Yeah and you would have been bored to death, you needed someone like me"
"Really"
JR smiled, "Ok I wasn't a prize but I was exciting wasn't I"?
'Yeah you were exciting"
"Do you remember that first kiss"?
"Yeah it was something JR, but your hands wondered in areas they shouldn't have"
"Really Sugar did I freak you out"?
"Yeah I thought I was in trouble"
"You were naughty too Sugar, I knew you wanted me just as much as I wanted you"
"JR if I let you make love to me before marriage, would you have married me"?
"What"?
"Was it the fact you couldn't have me that intrigued you to marry me"?
"Well no but our wedding night was fun"
"Oh don't be bad I was so scared I thought I would do something wrong"
"Well I was gentle, and didn't rush things, I knew you were scared"
"You were amazing I have to admit, but it all changed"
"Shh don't go there please lets focus on the good times please"
"There was some JR"
"I know not enough but our future we can make some happy memories"
"You really think we can start a new life together"?
"I do if you want it, I don't want to force you"
"JR can you focus on me, and only me tell the truth"?
"Yes I can especially now after what you went through with Don. I feel so responsible"
"I don't want pity, I want to be happy, don't do this out of pity"
"Pity stop it Sue Ellen, I hate that he raped you, and I'm sure it was more than just tonight that he did that to you. John Ross said he saw things, and heard things, and he feels horrible"
"What"?
"Forget it he was just saying"
"John Ross didn't know about the beating he only saw it happen once, I didn't want him to see that. He went through so much, I wanted to protect him from what was going on"
"OK he didn't see anything"
"You said he did"
"Sue Ellen he knew Don was hurting you, why didn't you both call me or Bobby for God sake"?
"I wanted to but I was ashamed you all would have said I screwed up again. I didn't want to tell anyone that I was hurt by another man. What is wrong with me, I would rather be abused than ask for help? I'm a failure, it is no wonder you all treat me like one. It is my fault my whole life has been nothing but a big joke."
"Hey stop this lay back, we will try to sleep"
Sue Ellen laid back but turned away from JR. He moved close but she whispered, "No JR I deserve to be alone"
He laid back putting his hand over his forehead. He never should have mentioned John Ross. He whispered , "Sue Ellen don't do this I want to help you, please let me"
She turned around, and laid her head on his chest. She whispered, "I'm so tired JR, forgive me"
"There is nothing to forgive, I'm here, I'm not going anywhere"
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Post by Sanda on Aug 14, 2011 12:45:55 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I LOVE how sweet JR was with Sue Ellen in this chapter.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Aug 14, 2011 18:30:32 GMT -6
I hope she lets JR help her get away from Don . awesome update!
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