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Post by melindajo2000 on Jan 23, 2011 15:09:41 GMT -6
poor Jessie I hope that she doesnt need an operation and that Marilee can control herself, she doenst need any more stress right now
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Post by Sanda on Jan 23, 2011 15:26:15 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I hope that Jessie doesn't need an operation. I hope that Marilee will be able to control herself becuase she doesn't need anymore stress.
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Post by jessie on Jan 24, 2011 0:14:37 GMT -6
CHAPTER30
Jessie was laying just looking at the wall, when JR walked over. "Sweetie how are you"?
'Daddy". She turned but she just stared at Marilee. JR smiled, "I'm so sorry for calling you a Liar Jessie, I was so wrong".
"Daddy it hurts really bad, they said they can't give me anything right now for pain".
"I will speak to them the pain is really bad"?
"Yes". Marilee smiled, "Jessie you think it is bad, but you have to be brave, and you will be fine".
"Mom why are you here, where is Sue Ellen Daddy, can I see her"? Marilee grabbed Jessie's hand, "She isn't your Mother, do you hear me"?
JR stared at Marilee, and whispered "Stop Marilee, be a Mother for once can you manage? I'm going to see the Doctor, don't you dare upset her". JR walked away, Jessie hated that he left her alone with Marilee.
"Mom do I have to stay here over night, I don't like it here? I don't want to be alone, I'm scared"
'You were not afraid to leave your Grandma, and come on a bus. You can be in a hospital for one night, you have to grow up".
"Maybe Daddy will stay with me"?
"Jessie stop you don't need him to stay with you". JR walked up behind Marilee, "what is this all about"?
"Daddy please, I don't want to stay here alone, can Sue Ellen stay with me, if you can't"? Marilee was livid, JR smiled, "I"m going to sit in that chair, I already asked the Doctor. He said it would be fine, tomorrow you can go home, but things are going to change".
"You mean my eating habits"?
"Yes, you haven't eaten in days , I didn't realize that Jessie".
"I didn't feel well, but I will try promise". Marilee turned, "I'm going now, you are fine Jessie, you have your Dad wrapped around your finger". Marilee started to walk away JR saw Jessie's face, she yelled , "Ma Ma".
Marilee stopped , "what Jessie"?
"Why do you hate me so much"? Marilee didn't answer, she walked out of the room. Jessie looked at JR, than turned away, and started to cry. JR ran out of the room, and yelled Marilee's name.
"What JR"?
"What was that you couldn't even answer her"?
"Do you want me to tell her, I have absolutely no feelings for her? I look at her, and remember the pain, and the misery, and the shame. I went away for 6 months, and had her, while Seth was here in Dallas, thinking I was doing some charity work. I don't want anything to do with her, I'm sorry if that bothers you".
Sue Ellen walked over, "Give her a chance, you will love her if you sat and talked to her. She is funny, sweet, but so confused, be a Mother Marilee, don't walk away from her". Marilee smiled, "Oh Sue Ellen don't you tell me what I should do, but don't you dare think you can take my place either. You are not her Mother, and you never will be". Marilee walked out, everyone was shocked, JR was so upset, he didn't want Jessie to see him that way. Sue Ellen and Miss Ellie went to her, and they both could see she was so upset, and all they could think of was the Doctor saying no more stress.
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Post by Sanda on Jan 24, 2011 1:18:15 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. Poor Jessie. Marilee is a terrible mother to Jessie.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jan 24, 2011 11:07:17 GMT -6
Marilee is awful but I'm glad Sue Ellen got to see first hand what Jessie had to put up with so she can understand more of what kind of life she's had... great update as always
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Post by jessie on Jan 24, 2011 18:05:16 GMT -6
Chapter 31
Miss Ellie and Sue Ellen knew Jessie was about to cry. Sue Ellen took her hand, "Jessie don't let your Mother get to you."
"She hates me, and I don't care anymore, I don't like her either". Jessie was crying, Miss Ellie touched her face. "Sweetie your Mother just doesn't know how to be a Mother".
"She didn't care that I was in pain, she said to be brave. I'm scared, and she said I'm wrapping my Dad around my finger. What does that mean, I never asked for anything, I just wanted to know my Mom, and Dad. I'm scared Grandma, I don't want to stay here please take me home"
"In the morning if you are up to it, they want to make sure your ok"
"My Mom is angry because I came here on the bus. She said I shouldn't be afraid, since, I came here alone. I was afraid, I prayed one of those bad people didn't try to take me away when I got off the bus. I watched this show once where this girl got tricked into Prostitution. I got off the bus, and took a cab, it cost $50.00 to get to my Mom's place. I'm not brave, my Dad left me too, they don't really want me".
Sue Ellen was shocked , "Your Daddy didn't leave you , he is out in the hall. He was upset with your Ma Ma, he loves you Jessie".
"I know , I'm a baby but I don't want to be alone".
Miss Ellie smiled, "Your not a baby, you have every right to be scared, I'm a chicken too, when it comes to hospitals"
"Really Grandma"?
"Yes, I hate them, so I would want someone to stay with me too".
Jessie smiled, "Thank you Grandma, you always say the right thing". Sue Ellen smiled, "I will go get your Daddy".
"No, please stay Sue Ellen". Miss Ellie realized, Jessie needed a Mother figure, and she knew Sue Ellen was someone Jessie trusted, and felt comfortable with. Miss Ellie said she would go get JR, and walked out.
"Jessie are you still in pain"?
"Yes, it feels like someone kicked me in the stomach. I'm trying to be brave, but it is hard". The nurse walked over, "I will go see the Doctor, maybe a light sedative to help you sleep will do you good". The nurse walked away, and Jessie just laid quiet, while Sue Ellen talked.
JR was sitting alone, when John Ross walked over. "Daddy"
"Oh John Ross, sorry, I'm just worried about Jessie".
"Daddy". John Ross started to cry, and JR grabbed him, hugging him. "What is wrong John Ross"?
"How can a Mother talk like that, she was awful"?
"I know John Ross but Jessie has us".
"Dad I have a idea, if you want to hear it"?
Miss Ellie walked over, but stopped letting John Ross finished what he was about to say.
"What is it John Ross"?
"Jessie needs a Mother , I'm ok with sharing Mom with her. She can call her Mom, and I won't get upset promise". JR started to cry, and hugged John Ross, "Oh John Ross, that was so sweet of you to say, I think that is up to your Ma Ma".
"Mom is great, she would do it for Jessie" Miss Ellie wiped tears from her eyes. She walked over, "John Ross that was so amazing, I'm so proud of you. I have to agree Jessie needs a Mother figure in her life. I think Sue Ellen is the perfect choice, she loves her already. JR go see them, Jessie thought you took off like Marilee. We explained you didn't but she needs to see you with her own eyes". JR got up, and walked down to the room, and went inside. Sue Ellen smiled, "Here is your Father"
"Daddy, I thought you left too"
"No, I'm right here Sweetie, remember, I'm spending the night".
"I like that Daddy, if I fall asleep you won't leave"?
"No trust me Jessie, I won't ". The nurse came in, "the Doctor ok'd the light sedative, it will help you sleep Jessie". She administered it into the IV. Jessie was feeling the effects as soon as it was applied. She started to shut her eyes, trying to fight it all the way. JR touched her chin, "Sleep Angel, I will be right here when you wake up". She shut her eyes, and drifted off asleep. Sue Ellen walked over touching JR's arm, "I can stay if you want"?
"No, I promised her , I can't let her down". Sue Ellen kissed JR's cheek, and whispered, "I will bring a change of clothing for her for the morning, goodnight JR'
"Sue Ellen thank you for being here for her. She really does love you, I can't believe Marilee she is cold". Jessie moaned, "Ma Ma it hurts". Sue Ellen walked over touching her forehead. "Your Mom isn't here Sweetie, but I'm here Jessie". She opened her eyes, just barely, "I wish you were my Ma Ma"
" I wish , I was too Sweetie". Jessie smiled, but she shut her eyes, and was out again. Sue Ellen held her hands, and realized, she couldn't leave her either, she didn't know what was happening? She just knew she was bonding with Jessie, and it was going to be really hard to go back to London, leaving Jessie and John Ross.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jan 24, 2011 22:24:37 GMT -6
John Ross was really sweet it couldnt have been easy for him to say that and I like the bond that Sue Ellen and Jessie have. Great update
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Post by Sanda on Jan 25, 2011 1:46:03 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I am soo happy that John Ross said that it would be OK if Jessie called Sue Ellen MaMa. I love the bond that Jessie and Sue Ellen have in this story already.
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Post by jessie on Jan 26, 2011 20:37:13 GMT -6
Chapter 32
JR walked over to Sue Ellen, "you can go home Sue Ellen, I will be here with her"
"JR would you mind if I let Sue Ellen and Clayton take John Ross home?I just feel we both should stay with her. She is scared, I think she needs us both.". JR touched Sue Ellen's face, "You really like her don't you"?
"JR she is sweet, after listening to Marilee, I don't get Marilee".
"She cares only about herself, she doesn't want to have a child. I will give Jessie a good life, I can't make up for the past. Her Grandpa was great to her, I thank God for that". Sue Ellen smiled, "I'm going to tell Miss Ellie, we are both staying, I think John Ross will understand".
Sue Ellen walked out, she walked over to Miss Ellie. "I'm staying with JR, can you take John Ross home"?
"Sure Sweetie, I'm glad your staying". Sue Ellen walked over, "John Ross honey, do you mind if I stay with your Daddy, just in case Jessie needs us"?
"No Mom, can you tell Jessie, I hope she comes home soon"
"She will be home soon probably tomorrow. You know me , and your Daddy love you Sweetie"
"I know Mom, Jessie needs you , I understand". John Ross hugged Sue Ellen, and left with Clayton , and Miss Ellie. Bobby walked over, "I'm going to go to do you need anything, before I leave"?
"No, I will call if anything happens, but we will be home tomorrow, I'm sure"
"Sue Ellen your amazing, you don't have to be there for Jessie, but she is sweet, she deserves to be happy". Sue Ellen hugged Bobby, and went back to JR.
JR was standing by the bed, Sue Ellen walked over. "Did she wake up"?
"No thank God maybe the pain is better, she is so pale Sue Ellen"
"She went through a lot, but with medication, she will be fine".
"Marilee just walked away from her again, you didn't see her face Sue Ellen".
"Shh she has you, Marilee is a fool,". JR and Sue Ellen, sat down, and were talking. It was 1/2hour later, when Jessie was having a dream. She was mumbling, Sue Ellen got up, and touched Jessie's cheek.
"Jessie Sweetie, your having a dream". Jessie jumped, "Where is my Daddy"?
"Right here, what were you dreaming about"?
"My Mom telling me Daddy will hurt me, and she just walked away".
JR got up, "I'm not going to hurt you, and I won't walk away don't worry"
"I'm thirsty, can I have something to drink"?
JR walked out to the nurse, she smiled, "Yes milk for right now, Juice would bother her stomach". The nurse went to the fridge giving him a milk, and a straw. JR walked into the room, "Here you go a nice plain milk".
"Yuck, I wanted pop". Jessie smiled,
"Milk the acid would bother your stomach Sweetie".
Jessie took a sip, and laid back,"is it morning yet"?
"No it is midnight, you should get some sleep".
"Can I say something, but promise you won't get mad at me"
JR smiled, "Oh Great , we won't get mad, just say whatever you want"
'You look so great together, why did you ever split up? John Ross is so lucky to have parents like you. I'm lucky , I found you now Daddy, but I missed so many years"
Sue Ellen touched her hand, "Oh we love each other, but it wasn't meant to be Sweetie".
Jessie smiled, "You don't love Dad anymore Sue Ellen"? JR laughed, "Young lady you are putting us on the spot, I would swear John Ross asked you to do this".
"No, he wants you together who wouldn't, I see the looks. You are like those romantic movies, where the lovers don't admit they belong together". JR and Sue Ellen stare at each other, they both knew they still had feelings. They didn't want to admit it, but Jessie was making them realize, what they didn't want to think about but had to .
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jan 26, 2011 22:00:50 GMT -6
great update, I hope that Jessie makes them realize they belong together
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Post by Sanda on Jan 26, 2011 22:28:09 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I hope that Jessie helps JR and Sue Ellen realize that they belong together.
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Post by jessie on Jan 28, 2011 21:51:50 GMT -6
CHAPTER33
JR walked over, "Jessie enough talk about me and Sue Ellen Ok"
"Why Daddy you are happy Sue Ellen is here just admit it"?
"Jessie stop this instant". JR raised his voice making Jessie jump. "I'm sorry, I wish she never came to town". Jessie cried out.
Sue Ellen was shocked so was JR. "Young lady why would you say something so cruel"?
Jessie turned away, but JR pulled her around, "Jessie why would you say something like that, I thought you like Sue Ellen"?
Jessie started to cry, Sue Ellen whispered, "JR go get me a coffee, I will talk with her". JR leaned over, "Jessie I will discuss this later, I'm disappointed in you". JR walked out, Sue Ellen smiled "Jessie what is this about"?
"I'm sorry, I didn't want to be rude, but I don't want you to leave, your the only person who really understands me".
"Sweetie, your family love you, Miss Ellie, Bobby, Clayton, and your Daddy would do anything for you"
"I know I love them too, but I love you Sue Ellen, please don't leave me and John Ross". She hugged Sue Ellen so tight, she was shaking, Sue Ellen was overwhelmed. She started to cry, "Sweetie, I'm married, my husband wants me to go home, but I will come and visit, and you can visit me with John Ross".
"No, take me with you, I need someone, that understands me. I know your not my Mother, but you treated me like one". Jessie was crying, the nurse walked in. "OMG Jessie lay back, your blood pressure is all over the place.".
Sue Ellen touched her face, "Lay back Sweetie, you don't want to make yourself sick". Sue Ellen touched her cheek, "Jessie I love you too sweetie, I promise you, I will never leave you, I won't let you down, like your Ma Ma". Jessie smiled with tears in her eyes, JR walked in, he almost dropped his coffee. He was mad Sue Ellen was lying to her, and it was only going to make things worse. Jessie whispered, "you promise"?
"I promise Jessie, you can count on me". The nurse administered another drug, Jessie became sleepy, Sue Ellen smiled as Jessie fell asleep. She turned seeing JR standing staring at her. "Sue Ellen out in the hall now". Sue Ellen was shocked at how cold JR was. She followed him out in the hall, he handed her the coffee.
"How dare you lie to her Sue Ellen, I will have to deal with her disappointment"?
"I didn't lie JR"
"You said you won't leave her, what about Don , are you going back to London"?
Sue Ellen turned away from JR, he yelled, "She can't take anymore heartache, why did you lie to her"?
"I didn't I'm going to stay here, for my Boy, and her. I love them both, I know this is crazy, but I feel like she is mine". JR was speechless, she yelled, "she needs a Ma Ma, Marilee can't be, so I will be. You don't know one thing about raising a Daughter, she needs me, I'm staying here for John Ross , and her. I'm not saying I'm trying to get you back, and I know Don will be upset. I never wanted to admit it, but I'm not happy with him. I can't go back, so I'm going back in there JR, I don't want her to wake up alone". Sue Ellen walked in, JR sat on the bench, staring at the door, he never thought he would have a second chance with Sue Ellen, but he grinned, thinking just maybe he was about to change his luck. He got up walking into the room, and walked over standing beside Sue Ellen, he held her hand, and they both leaned into each other, looking at Jessie sleep.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jan 28, 2011 23:28:46 GMT -6
oh this is getting good! Sue Ellen is moving back hopefully Don doesn't cause any problems
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Post by Sanda on Jan 29, 2011 1:40:58 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I am soo happy that Sue Ellen is moving back to Dallas. I hope that Don doesn't cause Sue Ellen any problems.
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Post by jessie on Jan 29, 2011 17:18:42 GMT -6
Chapter 34
The Doctor walked in the next morning, "Well Jessie, let me check you out, and if everything seems fine, I will release you".
"I'm fine, you don't have to check anything serious".
Sue Ellen smiled, 'Yes he does, I will stay with you, JR go out, and tell the family we are coming home hopefully". The Doctor walked over, "Jessie are you having any pains in your stomach"?
"Yes, but they will get better they normally do. I had them for about a year really Grandma, said to suck it up"
"Your Grandma never checked you out"?
"No, she said woman nowadays are babies, when she had my Ma Ma , she had no help but a nurse, and some hot water". The Doctor shook his head, "Listen Jessie what you have is serious, I don't care what your Grandma thinks. You will take care of yourself, or you will be in here having a serious operation".
"I will take care of myself promise". Sue Ellen smiled, "We will make sure Doctor". He went to pull the blanket down, Jessie pulled it back, "No please don't touch me". Sue Ellen grabbed her hands, "Please Jessie let him do what he needs to do". Jessie listened to her, he felt around her stomach, she told him where the pains were the worst. He told them what to do, and not to do. Sue Ellen took a lot of the pamphlets, and said she wanted to read up on the details to her illness. The Doctor smiled, "Ok I will let you go home, but promise me you will have a great breakfast".
"Yes pop, chips, and a Mars bar". Jessie giggled.
Dr. Williams turned, Jessie smiled, "I'm kidding promise".
"You better be girl, get dressed , I will have your Father fill out all the release forms".
"Yeah I'm getting released from this prison". Sue Ellen laughed, as Dr. Williams, waved , and walked out of the room . Sue Ellen touched her face, "You have to wear , what you had on yesterday, but when you get home, you can shower, and than we will eat a big breakfast".
JR walked in, "I got all the papers signed, I got you this outfit in the gift shop". Jessie smiled as he handed her a Sweatshirt, and track pants. JR smiled, "I'm waiting right outside this door". He left Sue Ellen helped her change, Jessie got off the bed, and Sue Ellen ordered her to get in the wheelchair. She wheeled her out, JR took the wheelchair, Jessie looked back, "Daddy lets have a wheelchair race".
Sue Ellen grabbed JR's arm, don't you think about it".
Jessie laughed, "Oh Daddy you disappoint me". Jessie laughed, as JR whispered, "Hold on girl". JR ran with her, Sue Ellen was shocked, the nurse and Dr. Williams turned, and were equally shocked. JR ran, and turned the chair right at the elevator so fast, even Jessie was dizzy, but she laughed. Sue Ellen walked over, "Oh JR, grow up, she is sick for God Sake". She grabbed the wheelchair, and JR looked over at Dr. Williams, and the Nurse. He smiled, "Sorry, I couldn't disappoint, my little girl".
Dr. Williams laughed, and JR jumped when Sue Ellen yelled, "JR are you coming, she needs to get home". JR walked into the elevator, Jessie smiled at him, and Sue Ellen whispered, 'You both are so getting a lecture in the car". Jessie giggled, so did JR, and Sue Ellen couldn't help but laugh too.
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