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Post by melindajo2000 on Jul 20, 2010 23:10:05 GMT -6
I loved my scene with Phillip it was fun and sweet. Sanda and Josh were cute too. I cant wait for yours and Rogers. Its good shes giving him a chance. I love how you write all the couples.
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Post by jessie on Jul 21, 2010 19:06:31 GMT -6
Chapter 12
Roger looked into Jessie's eyes, he could see all the hurt, and he wanted her to trust him fully. He smiled, as he brought her lips to his, and he roamed, his hand into her housecoat. She shut her eyes, his touch felt like electric currents, being sent through her body. She moved close, allowing him to open the sash of her housecoat letting it fall on the ground. He removed his, he was just standing in his boxers. Jessie thought he was the most handsomest man she ever saw. She touched his chest, as he whispered, " you are sure about this Jessie"?
" Yes, I'm sure, but don't keep asking me". They both smile, as he moved around her, and stood behind her, kissing her neck, roaming his hands down her shoulders. She moaned out, as he started to lift her nightgown, and she leaned into his body. He lifted her into his arms , and carried her to the bed. She laid down, as he laid beside her, he first touched her face, kissing her, moving his hands down her body, making her want him all the more. He reassured her he had protection, and he slowly moved over her. He could see she was resisting some but she was trying to let go of the past. He parted her with his body, and she cried out when he entered her. She never thought she would allow anyone to make love to her , after the rape. Roger was making her feel so beautiful, he hasn't been with anyone, in a while either, so he was losing all control. At the same time he didn't want to go to fast, and scare Jessie. She cried out his name, as she trembled underneath him, and came to her release. He came shortly after, and he laid beside her, staring into her eyes. She had tears, and he thought she regretted , making love. She touched his face, " you were amazing Roger, so gentle, and so patient with me".
"Hey I really adore you Jessie, I never want you to feel scared or pressured when your with me".
" I didn't ", she hugged Roger, and he held her, he loved having her in his arms. He felt alive for the first time, in so long. Jessie was the woman he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. He was going to do everything in his power, to make her feel the same way.
Melinda and Phillip had showered, and made love again, and went downstairs, to have a coffee. Melinda was sitting at the table, watching Phillip get the coffee ready. She giggled, he was one fine looking man, and seeing him being all domestic, was even a bigger turn on for her. She wanted a man in her life for so long, but never had the chance to date. She wasn't going to let anything or anyone come between them. He walked over putting the coffee , in front of her. She took a sip, and smiled, " Phillip is this a dream, and I'm going to wake up, and this all never happened".?
Phillip stood up smiling. This is not a dream Melinda". He pulled her over into his lap, and she sat down. She was facing him, and his eyes, were amazing, she touched his chin bringing her mouth to his. They both kiss, they both wanted to play hooky, but they couldn't they had responsibilities. Melinda got up, " I have to go to work, but I will see you tonight".
"How about , I swing by and we check out one of the linen closets"?
"I'm not that kind of girl, but you can swing by and bring me a nice sandwich".
They both smile, and leave the house, going to work.
Sanda and Josh were sitting in bed, talking and laughing. They both were exhausted from their night of love making. Josh sat up, "do you have to work today Sanda"?
" Yes, at 1pm why"?
" I can take the day off, but if you have to work".
"I love my job Josh, besides I have people who depend on me"
"Yeah I'm one of them".
Josh and Sanda smile, as he kissed her lips. Sanda see you tonight , maybe we can eat in, and have the rest of the night to ourselves".
"Sounds like a plan". Josh walked Sanda out to the car, and watched as she drove off.
Jessie got out of bed, " Roger, I have to work, but maybe tonight we can see each other"?
"Love it , I will come back here around seven tonight"
Jessie and Roger dressed, she walked over kissing him. He touched her chin, " you are ok , with what happened"?
" Yes, I'm fine, but I know my Friends are going to give me the third degree. I love them Roger, but I don't regret being with you".
Roger smiled, it was the sweetest words, she could have said. They left Jessie's place, and she drove to the hospital.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jul 21, 2010 19:20:36 GMT -6
great update I hope Jessies friends are understanding but I bet they will probably give her a hard time, I know I would
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Post by Sanda on Jul 21, 2010 20:21:27 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I LOVED mine and Josh's scene in this chapter. I hope that Melinda and Sanda are going to be understanding about Jessie and Roger but I doubt we will be supportive. Please update soon.
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Post by jessie on Jul 24, 2010 0:45:29 GMT -6
Chapter 13
Jessie walked into the lounge , and saw Sanda and Melinda talking. She put her stuff away, and walked over.
"Hi, Guys, how are you"?
"We are fine, sit down Jessie".
"No, I don't want a lecture," Jessie walked over to the coffee. Sanda and Melinda got up, "you don't want a lecture, to bad your getting one"
" I know you think I'm stupid, but he is wonderful".
" He is a ex rapist, you were raped Jessie, how could you be with someone like that"?
Jessie started to cry, " I know it is crazy, but he is wonderful, he won't hurt me".
"He hurt his ex wife, how can you stand letting him touch you"?
" Oh God stop it, I'm with Roger, it is my business".
" OMG, you slept with him, how could you", Melinda and Sanda say.
" I'm tired of being alone, he was kind, and gentle, and he didn't force me into anything".
Melinda and Sanda walk back to the couch they wouldn't talk.
"Don't do this to me, you are my friends, and I need you guys".
They picked up a magazine, and wouldn't look at Jessie. " Why can't you be happy for me"?
" I never will never understand your relationship with Roger. I think it is sick, and maybe you need to see someone".Melinda yells
"I'm not crazy, I'm lonely , and he is the first man, I'm comfortable with".
" I guess so you slept with him"?
" Did you guys, sleep with Phillip, and Josh"? They didn't answer her, and she started to cry, and walked out. They look at each other they hated hurting her, but they wanted her to realize he was wrong for her.
Later in the day, Sanda and Melinda were doing their rounds. They work together but Sanda barely said 2 words to Jessie. She was hurt , and was helping one of the patients.
" Hi, Mrs, Rosewood, how are you today"? Jessie smiled
"Tired, and cranky, but I'm 82 years old".
" You don't look 82 , you are a sweetie", Jessie smiled.
'Are you ok Jessie"?
"Yes, I met a wonderful man Mrs. Rosewood"
"Wow, you never date, he must be special".
" He is but my friends don't like him, they won't talk to me".
" That is horrible Sweetie, do you love him"?
"Love, I don't know, but I sure do like him".
"He is handsome", ?
" Yes, very distinguished , and older than me".
" Life is to short, follow your heart, your friends will have to deal with it. If they treat you badly, they are not true friend after all".
"You are so wise , but I love them, I can't lose them".
Sanda was helping a patient, and heard everything. She felt like crap treating Jessie so horribly. She walked out of the room, and paged, Melinda. She came down, looking for Sanda, and smiled, " what is wrong"?
"We hurt her badly, it is her life Melinda".
" What happened, nothing she really cares for him. She loves us, we have to be there for her. If he hurts her, we have to help her through it".
"What if he hurts her like Holly, we will lose her for sure than"?
"What if we have a talk with him, let him know how we feel"?
" Do you think he would give a crap what we think"?
" Maybe not but we should try".
Jessie came out of the room , she saw Melinda and Sanda, and walked the other way.
"Jessie wait, we have to talk".
"You made yourselves clear, you don't respect me. I don't know if I will get hurt, but I just feel in my heart, he has changed".
Melinda and Sanda hugged her,"we are sorry, for acting that way".
"I know you are my friends, and your concerned. If he does anything that scares me, I will get out of there".
"Promise".
" I promise, I can't lose you both, you got me through the toughest times in my life".
"Jessie we both made you think, you were the only one, who went all the way last night".
" I didn't last night, it was this morning, I was scared, but he was so amazing".
" We made love too, so we are all bad".
" We just met these men, what is wrong with us"? Jessie smiled
Sanda smiled, " do you want me to answer that question "?
Jessie smiled, " No, don't say something mean".
" We are in love Jessie, what did you think I was going to say"?
" Oh I thought you were going to say the H word".
Melinda laughed, "the H word, you are to sweet Jessie, you can't even say a happy".
They all laughed, and hugged each other.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jul 24, 2010 1:26:31 GMT -6
great chapter I am glad they made up Jessie really needs them right now
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Post by Sanda on Jul 24, 2010 8:30:35 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. I am glad that Sanda, Melinda, and Jessie made up. Jessie is really going to need her friends. Please update soon.
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Post by jessie on Jul 25, 2010 15:02:05 GMT -6
Chapter 14
Jessie was getting ready to leave after her shift. Melinda was with her, and Phillip showed up.
"Phillip what are you doing here"?
" I came to make sure you are coming tonight? I also thought we could have a swim, before dinner".
"Sounds great , but I have to go to my house , to get some things".
"Ok , I will go home, and wait for you Melinda. Hurry though, I can't wait to have some fun".
"Phillip stop, Jessie is here".
" Hi Jessie", Phillip smiled, Melinda kissed him, "go home, I will see you soon". Melinda waved at Jessie, and left to finish her paper work. Jessie walked over to Phillip.
' Hi Phillip, you and Melinda really hit it off".
"Yes, I really like her she is amazing".
"She is , and I think she really likes you too".
" How are you and Roger doing"?
"Ok he is nice Phillip, you should give him a chance".
"Jessie don't get hurt, be careful".
"I will thanks Phillip", he left and Jessie, smiled when Sanda came in.
" I'm exhausted, thank GOD this shift is over"
"You going to see Josh Sanda"?
"Yes , we are having dinner, and just relaxing. Why are you going to see Roger"?
"Yes, he is having a BBQ for me".
" Jessie , if you ever need me and Melinda just call us".
"Sanda he is nice, just be happy for me please".
"I will live with you dating him, but if he hurts you, I will hurt him".
"Promise Sanda".
"Oh it is a promise Jessie". Sanda left to meet Josh, and Jessie got her stuff, and left.
Jessie was suppose to meet at 7pm, but she decided to go earlier. She went to the grocery store, and bought a chocolate cake, and ice cream. She drove to Roger's place, and parked, and was happy to see Roger's car, but was surprised, to see another one there too. She walked up to the house, and was confused wondering why the door, wasn't shut properly? She pushed it open, and was about to call Roger's name. She heard noises coming from the living room, she walked in, and dropped the chocolate cake and ice cream. She was devastated seeing Roger and Holly making love, she started to back up. Roger and Holly saw her they jumped up grabbing something to cover themselves. Roger screamed Jessie's name, as she ran out of the house down the stairs. Roger wrapped the towel around him, and ran after her. He got to the bottom of the stairs, yelling her name, seeing her car speed off so fast. Holly ran out wearing a robe, he turned, " what have I done to her"? They both heard a horrible crash noise, and they stood staring at each other in horror.
They both scream "Jessie", and both go running down the street. They got to the intersection, and stood in shock. Jessie's car was crashed into a pole, another car, was damaged. The driver ran over, " she came flying out , like she was afraid of something. She hit me but not badly, but crashed into that pole."
Roger ran over, Jessie was awake, but bleeding badly. He touched her face, and she stared into his eyes. Someone yelled don't move her Sir, she could have a broken neck.
Roger whispered her name, and she could barely speak but said, " why did you use me Roger"? Jessie shut her eyes, and went unconscious. Holly ran over, " I'm so sorry Roger".
Roger and Holly stare at each other, knowing they both destroyed a young lady's life.
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Post by Sanda on Jul 25, 2010 15:11:21 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. Roger and Holly were horrible to make love. I feel bad for Jessie seeing Roger and Holly making love and for her being in an automobile accident as a result. I hope that Jessie is going to be ok. Please update soon.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jul 25, 2010 15:16:20 GMT -6
Roger and Holly were awful. I didn't see that one coming at all. I hope Jessie will be okay
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Post by jessie on Jul 26, 2010 19:51:37 GMT -6
Chapter 15
The ambulance came they took Jessie, while Holly and Roger went back to his place to get dressed. They both drove to the hospital after.
Melinda and Phillip were in the pool swimming. Barbara, Phillip housekeeper came out, saying there was a call for Melinda. She jumped out of the pool, and took the phone.
" Hello"
"Melinda , it is Rick, I think you should come to the hospital right away".
" Why , who phoned in sick Jeff"?
" No, it is Jessie, she was brought in, she is in bad shape".
"OMG, did you call Sanda"?
" Yes, she is on the way with Josh, she needs you hurry".
Melinda hung up, and yelled at Phillip, " I have to go to the hospital , it is Jessie".
" What is wrong"?
" She was brought in, he wouldn't say".
" OMG Roger wouldn't hurt her Melinda".
" If he did he is dead", she ran into the house, and changed. Phillip came in to, and changed. They drove to the hospital, and ran in.
Sanda and Melinda got there around the same time. Rick ran over ," they have made her comfortable. She broke some bones, ribs, elbow, and hand but something is really wrong with her. She won't talk to us, not even Julie, and she loves her. We don't know what happened but maybe you both can get her to tell you."?
"Rick Roger wouldn't hurt her would he, she won't survive another rape".
" I didn't rape her," Roger screams
Sanda ran over, " what happened to her was she with you ".?
" She had a car accident, I was there when it happened"?
" Really why are you ok, and she isn't"? Sanda screamed.
Melinda looked at Roger, " You better not have hurt her".
Rick grabbed them, " Go in and see Jessie, forget about Roger right now".
Sanda and Melinda walked in, they walked over to Jessie. She was staring at the ceiling when Melinda sat beside her. "Jessie look at me Sweetie what happened"?
Jessie turned looking at Melinda, and Sanda, she started to cry. Sanda ran over, "what happened Jessie tell us"?
"Why didn't I listen to you, I gave myself to him, and he hurt me"
" He raped you Jessie"?
" No, he said he cared, and I found him naked making love to Holly. I thought I found someone who would love me, but he just used me. I feel so stupid, it feels like , I'm dying inside".
Melinda and Sanda both started to cry, they grabbed her hand. She started to cry so hard, they didn't know what to say? Sanda jumped up, running out in the hall. She ran over pushing Roger, "why did you sleep with her, when you knew she was hurt before. You destroyed her for good, are you happy? You are sick, but you are worse". She ran over screaming at Holly.
" I'm sorry , we didn't want to hurt her, we just were saying goodbye".
" By having sex, and she caught you, don't you realize what you have done"?
" I saw her face, I will never forget it", Holly was crying.
"Great this pig raped you, she was raped, but he raped her all over again".
" Stop saying , I raped her, I want Jessie, I hate that I hurt her".
"You will never touch her again, never". Sanda pushed him, "get out of this hospital".
"No, not until, I talk to her".
" Don't you get, she won't forgive you, she hates you".
Blake came running in, " what happened to Jessie"?, Rick called,
Sanda stares at Blake, "Your sick Father made love to Jessie last night, after she told him, she was raped. She never got over it, so many years, she couldn't get close to anyone. She gave herself to your Father, and you should have seen her face today. Sanda has tears running down her face, " she was in love, she finally found someone to love, and your Father hurt her".
"No he wouldn't you must be wrong"
"Your Mom, and Dad were making love, saying goodbye, when Jessie walked in. She ran out , and almost died in a car accident. I know my friend, she will never get over this, never". Sanda turned , and walked back into the room. Blake turned staring at Holly, and Roger, " why did you hurt her Daddy"?
" I didn't want to , hurt her Blake, I really like her".
"Mom what is wrong with you"?
Holly turned her back, she couldn't stop crying. Roger sat down, he wasn't leaving until , he knew Jessie was ok.
Jessie looked at Sanda and Melinda, " go be with Phillip, and Josh, I deserve to be hurt, I didn't listen to you , and my heart".
"We won't leave you, we are you friends, and we will always be here for you"?
" Is it me "?
" What are you talking about"?
" What is it about me, that men just want to hurt me. I wanted to have what you guys have, now I have nothing. I don't have my dignity, Roger took that from me. I'm such a fool, he must be real proud, he was so good, he got me the first night he met me".
" Hey, you stop it, you didn't deserve what he did. You are not a fool, and he should be ashamed of himself for being disgusting."
" Hey why, he has the love of his life back, I was the bait , to bring her back. He wanted to make her jealous, the BBQ, was his day of fun at my expense, I just want to die".
" Don't you say that again, because of that fool".?
" Because I can't live with replaying the rape over and over. Than now, I have to replay, Rogers making a fool of me, and me taking the bait." Jessie shut her eyes, and Melinda and Sanda both were crying, all they could do was sit, and hold her hand.
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Post by melindajo2000 on Jul 26, 2010 20:17:42 GMT -6
very good chapter Roger was a idiot for using Jessie like that. Poor Jessie
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Post by Sanda on Jul 26, 2010 23:00:09 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. Roger was an idiot to use Jessie like that. Poor Jessie. Please update soon.
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Post by jessie on Jul 28, 2010 21:19:45 GMT -6
Chapter 16
Melinda and Sanda went down to the cafeteria with Josh, and Phillip, while Jessie slept. Rick walked over to Roger, "go home, take Holly you both really are something else".
"Have you ever made a mistake Rick, I'm sorry she is hurt"?
"Roger she was devastated, she hates herself right now. I hate the thought after all these years, she gave herself to you. You truly are one of the cruelest men , I ever met, why did I feel sorry for you".?
" Rick it was me, I went to Roger, it happened". Holly say's
" OMG you both are funny, it just happened, you both should marry each other, you deserve each other ". Rick walked away, and Roger stared at Holly.
"I'm going in there to talk to her, I don't care what anyone says". Roger got up walking into Jessie's room, and shut the door. He walked over to her, she was asleep he touched her face. " Jessie please wake up, I want to talk to you".
Jessie opened her eyes, but pulled away from JR. He held her still, "I'm so sorry, I never wanted to hurt you".
" Don't touch me, I hate you , I hate myself".
"Why, what happened between us, was special, I didn't use you".
"You knew I was so afraid to get involved, I trusted you, and you hurt me".
" Me and Holly are over, I don't know why we did what we did"?
"You made love to her, it isn't over, I was used so you can get her back".
" That is not true, I don't want Holly, I want you".
"Stop it , I will never let you touch me again, go to her".
JR screamed, " I'm not going anywhere, I'm going to make you understand".
Jessie was scared, he was so angry, he backed away. "OMG I'm sorry , I yelled at you like that. I'm so angry with myself, for hurting you. Jessie you were the first person to trust me, and I hate what I did to you. I made a mistake, won't you forgive me "?
Rick , Melinda and Sanda ran in yelling at Roger to leave. He walked out, "Jessie don't think, I used you, I will never forgive myself for hurting you".
Josh and Phillip ran over, " Roger what is wrong with you, she is hurting leave her alone".
" Don't tell me what to do"
Blake ran over, "Daddy for GOD sake go home, you are not wanted here".
" You are turning on me now Chrissy".?
" Daddy what you did to Jessie was cruel, I can't believe you and Mom. All these years, you stay away from each other". Blake turned looking at her Mother. "All these years, you wanted nothing to do with him. He finds someone sweet , and you want him back, why did you hurt that young lady in there? You both make me sick, I hope you both are happy"?
Roger walks out, and Holly ran after him. Josh walked over," Blake are you ok"?
"No, I really liked Jessie, and I told her she could trust him. I found out by Rick she was raped years ago. I feel sick, I never thought my Parents would do this."
"It isn't your fault Blake, it is their's"
Sanda walked over to Jessie, "I'm sorry we left you alone, I thought he would be deceit, and leave you alone".
" He said he was sorry, but I can't forgive him. It hurts so much, I feel so stupid, and cheap".
Melinda walked over touching her face, "Stop this right this minute, you are not stupid, you are normal, and you trusted that creep".
"I was so scared for so many years, why did I give myself to him"?
" You are lonely, but someone good is out there for you"
" I don't want anyone, I can't go through this again. I was so happy, I thought, he would help me forget the rape. I feel so bad Melinda, why did he do this to me"?
Rick touched Melinda arm, " I have to get her help, we can't let her leave like this".
" No Rick, I don't want to talk to anyone, not again. I want to go home, and I will be ok promise".Jessie screamed
" No Jessie , I can't let you go home, you need to talk this out with someone".
"Melinda tell him, I will ok , tell him"
Sanda and Melinda started to cry, " Jessie you need to see someone, I would hate myself if you hurt yourself".
Jessie jumped up, " I'm going home, I'm ok, just bruises, I will shower, and go to sleep, and forget that BBQ and Roger".
Rick walked over, "up on the bed, you are not going anywhere".
Jessie held on to Sanda, "you will come home with me, I will be fine, I will talk with you".
" Jessie I can't help you, please get in bed".
"No, I hate you all, I don't need anyone". She walked to the closet, but Rick grabbed her lifting her in bed. She screamed, but Melinda was crying but gave her a shot. Jessie struggled, but finally fell asleep, Melinda and Sanda were devastated doing that to their friend.
"We had to Melinda, she would hurt herself, I can see it".
" How do you know, she didn't before"?
" Melinda she needs us all, we have to make sure she is ok, before leaving here".
" I know, why did we go to the stupid BBQ"?, Melinda yells
"Why did I invite Roger, is my question".? Rick says.
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Post by Sanda on Jul 28, 2010 22:16:13 GMT -6
Great update Jessie. Poor Jessie. Please update soon.
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