Parents Worst Nightmare

[jessie]

Chapter 15

The boys came out showered and dressed. Lucy smiled, " you look great, sit on my bed, don't say a word. I'm going to get a quick shower ok"?

Kevin smiled, " don't worry we will have fun Lucy".

"Please leave them alone, don't touch them"

"I won't if they shut up like you said for them to do"

Lucy looks at the boys, "be good promise"

"We will", John Ross keeps his head to the ground. Lucy walked in Kevin jumps up, "want me to come in with you"?

Christopher whispers," gross", and John Ross put his hand to his mouth. Lucy walked out, "no I will be a minute". Kevin turned, "who said gross, you punk"?

Lucy ran over," you are hearing things, I didn't hear anything"?

"One of them said gross, which one said it. I won't hurt you if your honest, and tell the truth."

John Ross started to cry, " I said it sorry"

"OMG punk I knew it was you, what you want brain damage"?

"Come here, I'm not going to hurt you"

"No please, I won't take a shower, I will leave now ."Lucy pleads

"Your taking a shower, he is coming over here for a minute"

John Ross got up, Christopher wanted to say it was him. John Ross looked," it is ok Christopher". He walked over, and stood in front of Kevin.

I said I wouldn't hurt you he smacked him. Lucy started to cry. John Ross stood not crying just glaring at Kevin.

"Wow he is tough, unbelievable, I want you to cry, like sissy boy over there"

"He is a kid, he is crying because your cruel and a loser"John Ross screamed

OMG Lucy felt sick, no John Ross, she went to grab John Ross. Kevin yelled," no he is a big man, let him talk. I'm a loser that is priceless, you are really making it harder on yourself."

"My Daddy will kill you"

"OMG I'm so scared of your Daddy,where is he Johnny"?

"He is at home, his Father will really kick your butt"

Kevin looked at Lucy," is this kid for real or what"?

"He is a kid, just stop please hurt me let them go"

"I can hurt whoever I want Lucy, so stop making deals with me"

"Lets go Kevin before this gets any worse"

"Go get your shower Lucy, I won't hurt this little weasel". He pushed John Ross who fell back, and started to cry. Kevin laughed," d**n the baby cried because he went boom". Lucy went into a rage, she ran at Kevin knocking him to the ground. She punched him, he was stunned she screamed," run boys, get out of here". Christopher ran out of the door, John Ross went to leave but he stopped. He ran over pulling Lucy, and she crawled trying to get to the door. Kevin pulled her hair, she screamed, John Ross stood, shaking as Kevin grabbed Lucy's purse, we are going. He grabbed John Ross, and they went to the car. Lucy couldn't see Christopher, she was grateful, he got away at least. Kevin pushed John Ross in the front with Lucy and him. He yelled, "that little whiner will die out there alone". Lucy was shaking so bad, she started the car, she was scared to death, not knowing where Christopher was. She heard him scream out her name, Kevin turned," OMG the idiot didn't run, stop this car, let him in". Christopher ran crying out Lucy and John Ross's name. John Ross cried out, " Lucy he is scared stop the car. "

She kept driving, Kevin pulled John Ross into his lap," stop or he dies". She screamed " OMG Christopher why didn't you run". She stopped, opening the door. He ran into her arms, she touched his face," why didn't you run"?

"I was scared Lucy, you said you wouldn't leave me"?

"Forgive me Christopher"

[Sanda]

I LOVE your story Parents Worst Nightmare. Lucy is nuts to take John Ross and Chrisotpher from JR and Sue Ellen and Bobby and Pam.

[jessie]

Parents Worst Nightmare
Chapter 16

Lucy put Christopher in the back seat, she asked if John Ross could go there too.?

"No I want punk with us, you bug me and I hurt him".

Christopher is shaking in the back seat, Kevin smiled, "good boy you didn't run".

Lucy started the car, her head was throbbing she felt sick. John Ross was so close to her she could feel how fast he was breathing. She whispered " you are ok John Ross"?

Kevin grabbed John Ross," you are ok John Ross"

"Stop why do you continue to pick on him"?

"I don't like him, maybe I should get rid of him"

Christopher screams "no don't hurt John Ross".

"Maybe I will hurt you instead"

Lucy yells, "they are scared, stop yelling at them"

Kevin turned on the radio full blast, Lucy started to cry. John Ross shut his eyes, as Kevin was kicking his foot against the dash board. Lucy she couldn't believe it he was crazy. Kevin was singing to a Areosmith song, " Walk this way". He smiled " John Ross sing with me".

"I can't"

Kevin screams," sing I swear"

John Ross looks at Lucy, " I don't know this song, "?

Lucy looks at John Ross, " Sing with me, she started singing the song. John Ross tried to copy Lucy, Kevin smiles. "OMG this is amazing, do you walk him too"?

Lucy smiled at John Ross, ," yeah you got" it" they sang, Christopher watched as Kevin shook his head. John Ross smiled as Lucy whispered " we will be ok promise".

Kevin smiled " You think so, we will see".

Kevin leaned over the back seat, you scared kid? "Why don't you sing along with your friends up here" ?

"No" he screamed

Lucy shut her eyes, "Oh no Christopher don't yell sweetie"

"I want to go home", Christopher started screaming

John Ross turned seeing Christopher "Lucy something is wrong, he is acting weird".

Christopher took his seat belt off, jumping up hitting Kevin with his book"

Kevin screamed out he was hit in the temple , he held his head, in pain. Lucy freaked out, screaming "John Ross jump in the back seat". He did holding on to Christopher who was going into shock. Kevin was bleeding, Lucy stopped the car. She was shaking, she looked at the boys, and whispered " get out of the car".

John Ross leaned over , "Kevin pointed the gun at Lucy, what are you doing".?

"Let them go you can have me, please"

Christopher screams " I want my Mommy"

John Ross " holds him close, I know me too,"

Kevin is shaking, " he attacked me"

"Kevin he is a baby, don't hurt him, please."

"Drive Lucy, you all better shut up, or this will be over real soon"

[Sanda]

Great update Jessie. I hope that John Ross and Christopher are reunited with their parents soon.

[jessie]

Parents Worst Nightmare
Chapter 17

Kevin was bleeding, and was yelling at the boys who stayed completely silent. Kevin was screaming at Lucy, who started to cry, she knew this was going to end badly. He yelled stop the car, now Lucy.

"Why this is the middle of no where, why are we stopping"?

"Do it Lucy or I will use this, do you understand"? he sat holding the gun pointing it at her. She pulled the car over, she stared , what are we doing"?

"He looks at the boys, you guess Lucy"?

"No, your not hurting them, they are just kids. I was stupid taking them from their parents. They will be good, promise, I beg of you"

He turned " fine I won't kill him Lucy , but he is going to pay"

"Christopher he is sorry, he won't do that again"

Christopher is holding John Ross so tight, he cried out.

"Lucy get out of the car with Christopher now"

"No hurt me don't' touch him, he is scared"

John Ross is crying and Kevin yells," stop whining"

"Please don't hurt us, I will be good promise"

Lucy gets out of the car she opened the back door. Kevin gets out, watching Christopher come out. He hugged Lucy, she was crying so hard. John Ross went to get out, "you stay in there and be quiet". Kevin slammed the door shut.

Lucy was shaking she looked around no cars were coming . "Please Kevin don't hurt him, he is a child". Kevin walked over grabbing Christopher away from her." You were my favorite kid, not anymore".

I'm sorry I will be good, he looked at Lucy.

He smiles, " kid I'm not going to hurt you , he grabbed Lucy get in the car.

"No not until he gets in "

"Oh he isn't coming with us, sorry"

Christopher started screaming holding Lucy, " I'm not leaving him".

"Fine, he opened the door, you choose, he lives if we leave him. If you don't get in the car now, this one dies now"

Lucy couldn't believe what she heard, she stood staring at Kevin.

Kevin smiled " you know I will do it, get in now, we are leaving him"

"I can't leave him, you can't do this"

Kevin opens the back door, "Sorry kid this is Lucy's fault." He pointed the gun at John Ross.

Lucy screamed " No, I will leave him".

Christopher stares, "Lucy no , he started to cry.

Kevin grabbed her she got in, moving to the passenger side of the car. Kevin, smiled " sorry kid hope a animal doesn't get you before a car comes along". He jumped in, driving away leaving Christopher outside the car. Lucy could hear Christopher screaming, she screamed, " I hate you ".

John Ross screamed " Lucy don't leave him, he is scared"

Kevin drove away , " Lucy was in shock, John Ross laid on the back seat, shaking. Kevin smiled " now isn't this cozy just the three of us".

John Ross cried out, "Lucy I want to go home"

Lucy looked out the window, she knew the family would never forgive her. How could they she would never forgive herself?

[Sanda]

Great update Jessie. Lucy is going to be in big trouble with Bobby &Pam, and JR&Sue Ellen when she gets back home to Southfork with Christopher and John Ross. Kevin gives me the creeps bigtime.

[jessie]

Chapter 18

The Police come into the living room, and tell JR they have a lead. Lucy paid cash at a motel, but gave her correct name. They said she paid for the night, but didn't stay the whole night. We do have some bad news, someone saw a struggle, but they said the four of them drove away together.

"Sue Ellen started to cry, " Kevin the man John Ross is scared of , he is still with them". JR hugged her, " this is good Sue Ellen we have a idea where they could be"?

JR asked the officer could he and Bobby go out looking. They said they would rather them stay home. They have all officers looking for their car, and the children.

They all sat quiet knowing it was good news , they were seen but knew Kevin was trouble. Sue Ellen and Pam can't sleep or eat, and it was taking a toll on them both. JR held Sue Ellen close wishing she would fall asleep in his arms. The officer comes in smiling, " some really amazing news. One of your boys were found on the highway, he is 5 minutes away. He said Kevin threw him out of the car, he was scared but a couple found him. They took him to a local Police station.

Pam got up who was found, "Christopher or John Ross"?

They didn't say the name just that he is on the way. Pam ran outside, and Sue Ellen got up too. JR and Bobby walked out, standing behind Sue Ellen and Pam. They waited for what felt like forever, when they saw a Police car driving down the path.

Both Sue Ellen and Pam were praying their boy would come out of the Police car. The car stopped the Police officer opened the door. " Christopher got out screaming " Mommy , Daddy, and ran into their arms". Sue Ellen was devastated, " JR where is John Ross"?

JR held her tight, Pam walked over putting her hand on Sue Ellen's shoulder. She turned, " we will find John Ross , we have too".

"Go to Christopher he needs you Pam", Sue Ellen couldn't stop crying.

Bobby touched his face, " why did you 3 leave Christopher"?

"You didn't love us , but I know now we were wrong"

"Lucy and John Ross where are they Christopher"?

"With Kevin he is so bad Daddy, he hurt John Ross so many times".

Sue Ellen walked over, " what he hurt John Ross"?

"Yes, Aunt Sue Ellen, he hit him banging his head. John Ross wouldn't wake up"

Sue Ellen started to scream she fell to her knee's . JR and Bobby ran to her, she cried out , "OMG my boy is hurt"

" Aunt Sue Ellen , Lucy left me to save John Ross. He was going to shoot him."

"He has a gun Christopher"?

"Yes, he is awful, I hit him with a book", he went crazy.

Sue Ellen got up hugging JR, "Christopher touched Sue Ellen's arm. She turned around , Christopher cried, " he knows you love him now Aunt Sue Ellen". He wanted to come home too, he could have got away, but he wouldn't leave Lucy. He also took the blame for something , I did and he smacked him. I'm so sorry Aunt Sue Ellen, I should be with him"

No, I'm so happy your safe Christopher, she ran into the house. JR smiled, " we love you Christopher , he ran in after Sue Ellen.

Pam and Bobby picked up Christopher, they were so glad, but their hearts broke for Sue Ellen and JR.

Sue Ellen ran to her room, she fell on the bed. She couldn't stop crying, she wanted her son back. JR walked in sitting beside her she turned, "are we going to lose our boy"?

JR pulled Sue Ellen in his arms, and he couldn't answer her question. They both just sat holding each other trying to comfort each other, but their hearts were breaking.

[jessie]

Chapter 19

Kevin drove and he needed to rest he drove the car into a secluded area. He yelled," both of you out now". Lucy and John Ross got out holding each other. Kevin walked over," move over there by the tree". They moved over, and he yelled," sit both of you". They sat down, not saying a word, he sat down.

"Lucy you have not said one word to me since we left Christopher".

"How could you make me leave a child out there on a highway all alone"?

"He hurt me, do you see my face"?

" Yes he was a child who was scared, you are pure evil". Kevin smacked Lucy, making John Ross cry. Kevin got up pulling John Ross to his feet. "Why are you crying like a baby"?

"My Mom said a man should never hit a lady"

" Oh if your Mommy was here , I would smack her until she cried".

John Ross stared at Kevin, Lucy got up," John Ross don't bother saying anything more to him"

Kevin yelled " don't you tell him not to say anything to me"

"Listen to me John Ross, just remember you will be home soon"

"John Ross come here now" Kevin yells

He held on to Lucy she yelled, " enough just take the car, and leave us both alone"

"I will say it one more time, John Ross come here"

John Ross looks at Lucy, " stay with me , this is over Kevin"

Kevin was livid, he ran over pulling John Ross out of Lucy's arms. " When I call you kid, you will listen to me. I'm so sorry, you will have to learn the hard way, he went to smack John Ross.

John Ross kicked him in the knee, and started to run. Lucy was shocked, she screamed 'OMG run John Ross". Kevin chased him, but couldn't catch John Ross. He ran back grabbing Lucy by the hair, he held the gun to her head. He screamed " come back here John Ross, or your Lucy is dead"

Lucy screamed " Sweetie run , go get help".

"I will do it John Ross, you know I will "

John Ross was so confused, he started to walk back to Kevin. Lucy cried, "No sweetie he is going to hurt you, run please John Ross".

Kevin smiled " good boy come here , and I let go of her hair". John Ross walked over Kevin grabbed John Ross. He smacked him, John Ross fell down, Lucy fell to her knee's she kept screaming. Kevin yelled," this is your fault Lucy, don't tell him to defy me ever again".

He grabbed John Ross off the ground dragging him to the car. He yelled your driving Lucy , he threw John Ross in the back seat. Lucy got in , where are we going "?

"Drive and shut up, I have had enough of you Lucy"

"Kevin just let John Ross go, and I will go anywhere you want. I can't go back home now anyway. My family will hate me forever, especially for what you did to Christopher and John Ross."

"Your mine already Lucy, he is staying with us. Every time you get out of line, he will pay, so think about"

John Ross was crying so hard, he cried out," I need water"

Kevin grabbed a water bottle," you want this"?

"Yes please, I'm thirsty"

Kevin opened the bottle, and drank it. He smiled " oh last bottle kid, sorry".

"Lucy couldn't believe how cruel he was, she thought if I could only get the gun. I would kill him, and I wouldn't regret it for one moment.

[Sanda]

Great updates Jessie. I am soo happy that Christopher was reunited with Bobby and Pam. I hope that they find Lucy and John Ross really soon. Kevin is sooo evil.

[jessie]

Parents Worst Nightmare
Chapter 20

Lucy was driving, she was so sleepy, she was happy John Ross had fallen asleep. She looked at Kevin, he finally was tired, and was quiet. She saw a police car, stopped by the side of the rode down the highway. They had pulled over a car, giving them a ticket. She looked at Kevin, he was looking out the side window. She slowly started exceeding the speed limit. Kevin didn't notice right away, but he turned, "what are you doing"?

John Ross was awoken by Kevin's screams " Slow down, now".

Lucy went faster, they were approaching the Police officer. John Ross pushed the window button down, screaming " Help." The two officers, both jumped into the police car, and started chasing them. Kevin leaned over grabbing John Ross, who bite him. "Your dead", he went to point the gun, at John Ross, and Lucy turned the car, and it went flying down a field. John Ross banged his head, as they hit a tree. Lucy was startled and so was Kevin. They both just laid, there unable to move. Lucy finally came to, realizing John Ross, and turned seeing him unconscious. She struggled, trying to open the door, she got it opened, and ran to the back door. She was screaming because she couldn't get the door open. She pulled and finally it opened, and she reached in touching John Ross. She saw the blood, she lifted him up, and noticed the gun, she grabbed it. She pulled John Ross out of the car, and she looked and didn't see the police. She tried to wake John Ross, she couldn't carry him, and she couldn't leave him. She screamed when she saw Kevin come out of the car, he yelled " your both dead". Lucy stood up pointing the gun, Kevin laughed," go for it, you wouldn't dare".

Lucy hand was shaking so badly she almost dropped the gun. She screamed, " stop your not hurting us anymore, you sick animal".

" I will kill you after , I make you watch me torture him".

" Get down, or I will kill you". Kevin kept walking towards, Lucy. She looked at John Ross, and screamed, pulling the trigger. Kevin went down, but he laughed, " OMG you did it"

Lucy was going into shock when the 2 Officers ran down the hill," put the gun down now"

Lucy dropped it, she sat down, holding John Ross, who wasn't moving. The Officer's grabbed the gun, and ran over to Kevin. He was alive but barely, they grabbed Lucy. She was shaking , the Officer, yelled this is the girl who took the 2 boys. The other officer ran over to John Ross, touching his face. He is cold, he took off his coat, he is losing alot of blood.

Lucy started to cry, " help him please, he can't die".

" The ambulances are coming, who is he"?

" A animal, he hurt John Ross, and Christopher poor Christopher".

" He is home safe, we were looking for you and this one."

The ambulance came , and took Kevin and John Ross. The Police let Lucy ride with John Ross, and they called the Station, and advised they found Lucy and John Ross.

At Southfork

The phone rang, and the Police answered, and came into the living room. "We have some news, Lucy and John Ross have been found. They were taken to a hospital, John Ross has been hurt badly."

Sue Ellen cried, and JR held her tight, what hospital, they gave the details? Bobby said he would drive them, and they left. Sue Ellen and JR sat in the back. Pam came too, and the rest of the family followed, in another car. They got to the hospital, and where told were John Ross was being looked after. They got their and the 2 Police Officers, walk over, "your Son is being looked after in there. Lucy is ok, she is sitting right over there". JR was shocked, Sue Ellen ran, and Lucy jumped up, sceaming , " I'm sorry". JR grabbed, Sue Ellen , "no it won't make it better".

Lucy started to cry, " let her hit me, I deserve it, I'm so sorry".

Sue Ellen fell to the floor, " where is my baby".?

Pam walked over," Lucy we will deal with you later". She knelt down, touching Sue Ellen's face. "You have to be brave, John Ross needs you"

Lucy knelt down, " Sue Ellen, I'm so sorry".

JR grabbed Lucy sitting her in the chair, " shut up , I can't stand looking at you right now".

" I can't stand myself "

Bobby walked over grabbing JR, " take care of Sue Ellen, she needs you".

JR helped her up, " lets go see the doctor".

Sue Ellen leaned into JR, she was shaking, Lucy felt sick seeing Sue Ellen so distraught".

Lucy stood up, " I thought you hated John Ross".

JR and Sue Ellen turned, both of them had tears streaming down their faces. Lucy started crying seeing their pain, she screamed " forgive me". Lucy fell to her knee's crying.

Pam walked over, " I will never forgive you", she walked away

Sue Ellen walked away from JR , and knelt down. " You always hated me, but why hurt John Ross "?

" I know I love him Sue Ellen, he suffered so much".

"OMG Lucy how could you,? Sue Ellen burst out crying. Lucy grabbed her hugging her. Pam, JR and Bobby couldn't believe it, when Sue Ellen wrapped her arms, around her. They sat hugging each other, when Jock , Miss Ellie and Christopher walked in.

JR walked over helping Sue Ellen off the floor. Lucy stood up seeing her Grandparents, they both stood staring. She was crying, she cried for her Grandpa, and Jock turned his back on her. Lucy sat in the chair, and couldn't believe the only person, giving her any forgiveness, was Sue Ellen. She was the main person, she wanted to hurt, and realized, she wasn't the woman she thought she was..

[melindajo2000]

Im so glad Sue Ellen forgave Lucy I hope the others do to

[Sanda]

Great chapter Jessie. I hope that John Ross is going to be ok. Please update soon.

[jessie]

Chapter 21

Lucy was devastated she prayed John Ross was going to be ok. Sue Ellen and JR were both standing by the exam room door waiting for news from the doctor. Lucy couldn't keep her eyes, off them, she hated what she did. The doctor walked out , and Sue Ellen and JR stood while they explained what was going on. John Ross has a serious head injury, and at the moment, they have to wait it out. He is in a coma, they can't give a time frame, that they think he will come out of it.

" Are you saying my baby, may never come out of it"?

" Mame, that is a possibility , but unlikely, you have to have faith"

" JR he thinks we don't love him, OMG"

Lucy got up walking over to them, she was crying. " Sue Ellen, John Ross, knew you loved him, I'm so sorry. He was so brave, he tried to protect me and Christopher against that animal. You should be proud of him, I know he will come out of it"

Sue Ellen is crying, JR is staring at Lucy, " why Lucy"?

" I don't know JR, I hated you all, because I'm so angry"

" So you take the kids, to hurt us"?

" I thought Sue Ellen was a horrible Mother, but I see I was wrong. I know you both will never forgive me, but I will never forgive myself for what happened to Christopher and John Ross"

Jock walks over, " can you see they are devastated, it is all because of you"

" I know Granddad", I'm sorry, can't you forgive me"?

" Right now no, I can't stand looking at you right now. Christopher was left alone, on the highway, what were you thinking"?

"Kevin was going to kill John Ross, if I didn't".

Sue Ellen collapsed in JR's arms, everyone runs over. A doctor run out, bring her in here. JR lifted her and carried her into the exam room. Lucy was shaking, Pam and Bobby just glared at her, and Jock turned away.

" I'm sorry", Lucy is crying so hard, "please forgive me"

Miss Ellie walked over, hugging her, and crying. "Grandma, I never thought this would happen"

"Lucy Ewing, you never think , you had to know it was dangerous"?

" I just wanted everyone to pay, and I didn't think of the bad things that could happen"

" We will discuss this after John Ross is ok."

" He isn't going to die is he"?

Jock walks over " don't you ever say that again"?

" I'm sorry"

Miss Ellie sat Lucy down, and she rocked her in her arms.

The doctor was looking at Sue Ellen , when she opened her eyes. " What happened, is my son OK"?

" Sue Ellen, he is in a coma"?

" Oh JR , we can't lose him"

JR held her tight, and the doctor walked out. JR laid her back, "your exhausted , shut your eyes, and rest ".

" Why would that man want to hurt John Ross"?

" I don't know Sugar, we will find out all that later"?

" I want to see him JR, he needs to hear our voices"

" OK I will ask the Doctor, you rest"

" Ok, she shut her eyes, as he walked out of the room. He walked up to the doctor, " can we go see our son"?

" Yes, but it will be hard seeing him like this"

" I know we need to speak with him, please"

" Ok get your wife, I will take you to him"

" JR walked over , touching Sue Ellen face. "We can see him, but remember he might not hear you"

" I know but I have to see him JR". He helped her up, and she walked out in the hall with JR. The doctor took them to John Ross's room. They walked over to the bed, they both were crying seeing him hooked up to machine. The doctor, smiled, " I will give you sometime alone".

JR smiled, " thanks"

Sue Ellen walked over, " hey Sweetie, Mommy is here. I know you were mad at me John Ross, and I know I made so many mistakes. I love you so much, and I can't stand not seeing your adorable smile. Please John Ross, open your eyes, for Mommy, just this time. I promise, I will be a better Mother, and I will go to that park you love. I will do anything you want, please John Ross"

JR grabbed Sue Ellen close, " It is ok, Sue Ellen he will come back to you"

JR held John Ross hand, " Hey Buddy, we aren't mad at you for running away. We promise, we will do better from now on. You once asked me to love Mommy better, I will buddy promise. You have to come back, for me to keep that promise. The three of us will be the family, you dreamed we would be. John Ross, you might not think so but we both loved you so much. I don't know what happened to you son, but I promise you will never be hurt like that again? Lucy said you were a brave boy, Mommy and Daddy are so proud of you for taking care of Christopher and Lucy. I shouldn't do this, because you ran away. If you come back right now, I will buy you that horse you wanted. Your Mommy will like that, she can help you pick it out".

Sue Ellen hugged JR, and they both stood staring at their boy, willing him to move. They both have tears in their eyes, realizing if they lose their boy, they probably will lose each other too.

[Sanda]

Great update Jessie. Poor JR and Sue Ellen. I hope that John Ross is going to be OK.

[jessie]

Chapter 22

Sue Ellen wouldn't leave John Ross's side, and she refused to really eat much. JR was getting worried, but she was really getting depressed, every moment , he was still in his coma. JR walked into the room, and he saw Sue Ellen holding his hand. He stood listening to her, and his heart sank. He wished he could take back all the pain, he gave her over the years. He also regretted, all the days and nights he missed, watching John Ross grow up. He knew Sue Ellen missed alot, but he blamed himself not her. He knew he pushed her to the drinking, and affairs, and he never really said he was sorry , for hurting her. All she wanted was her son back, and he couldn't do that for her, and it killed him. He stood against the door, just watching her , and he could see she was blaming herself for everything.

" John Ross, Mommy really needs you to wake up. Christopher is really missing you at home, he wants his best friend home soon. I should really be angry with Lucy, but she is really hurting John Ross, she blames herself for all this. It is her fault for taking you , but maybe, I was not the Mother I should be. You would never of left if I was. I promise you , I will change, and I will really be the Mother you can be proud of. I won't fight with Daddy, it will be you and me, who will have to get him, to do stuff with us. I think if you really work on him, he will change. He adores you John Ross, he needs his big boy to wake up. He wants to take you to Ewing Oil, and show you off more often. I know he didn't take you much before, but I think that will change, now. That movie you have been dying to see for 2 months, is playing baby. I said I wouldn't take you, but I will , and I promise I will love it. You can have the big bucket of popcorn, and the super duper pop, and we can share the M&M's. If you don't want to share, I will buy 2 bags, and we can have as many as we want'. You know what, Buddy is missing you like crazy. Ray says, he is missing you, and won't even take Sugar from Ray. You know how much he loves the sugar cubes. You better wake up, he needs you, if you don't want to wake up for me. Please do it for Lucy, Christopher, and Buddy , and Daddy. Sue Ellen was crying so hard, JR walked over hugging her. She wrapped her arms around him, " JR he isn't waking up, why"?

" He will he has to come out on his own"

"What if he doesn't want to come back to us"?

" Stop it we both made mistakes, but he didn't suffer"

" He told Lucy we didn't love him"

" Don't get me started on Lucy Sugar"?

" She is suffering JR, she is a kid"

" Yeah one who kidnapped our boy, come on lets get you something to eat".

" No I'm not hungry, I can't leave him"

" Your not sleeping or eating, you are going to get sick"

" I don't care, all I care about is my boy"

" He will need his Ma Ma , when he comes back . If your sick, will that help him"?

" I will eat later, you go, I can't leave him right now"

" Ok we will stay together, but you will eat later"

They walked over, looking at John Ross. She smiled, " he just looks like he is sleeping. He has bruises, from that animal all over his arms, and chest"

" Forget that, he paid the ultimate price Sue Ellen"

" He died JR"?

"Yeah I didn't want to tell you yet"

" OMG , I sat here wishing him dead, how awful is that"?

" Shh it is normal , he hurt your son"

" What makes someone so evil"?

" I guess we will never know"

" What did he go through JR, did he cry for us when that animal hurt him."?

" I don't know Sue Ellen"?

" I will die if I lose him"

" He isn't going to die, and you are strong Sugar"

She hugged JR, and he held her tight, she was shaking in his arms. He looked at John Ross, and his heart was breaking, he couldn't lose his son. He was holding Sue Ellen so tight, she looked at JR. " Your hurting me JR"

" OMG I'm so sorry Sue Ellen", he has tears streaming down his face.

She touched his face, " JR I know what your feeling , I feel the same way."

They both look into each others eyes, and tears fall down their cheeks. JR was crying, " I'm so sorry Sue Ellen, this is all my fault". She pulled him close, " I blame myself just as much". They both just held each other both crying, for their boy, and for all the years wasted.